I'm Without The Womb
Come back Safely
At 05:00
Five hours before Ralin had surgery
Ralin and Mega had just finished fulfilling their prayer obligations. Undeniably, Ralin's fear grew as the surgery approached. Repeatedly he recited the sentence all will be smooth, I will heal as if it will be a healing spell in his brain, but still a feeling of worry pervades his mind. Many thick postoperative pain mesih remembered Ralin's body.
The morning was cooler for Ralin, wearing socks that he had taken off and his favorite knit jacket. The brighter the day, the more the fear of Ralin, the trauma in the past until it is rooted in the mind, soul and body of Ralin. The room, the clink of an operating instrument, the scent of an antiseptic, a disinfectant or whatever its name, will re-crawl all the senses in his body.
Someone knocked on Ralin's room door, "maybe the nurse who wants control," murmured Ralin and Mega immediately opened the door.
"Excuse me, this is a delivery for Mba Ralin." A man in a green jacket carried a parcel and a white rose in his hand.
"Who are you from?" Mega asked in astonishment. Half of them should be surprised by the cause that is not clear of origin, of course the earliest that arises is negative thoughts.
"Lacking knowledge mba, I was just told to bring it here, the person just gave the address."
"Oh yes, thank you, has it been paid?" Mega has given me an aba-aba will take the wallet.
"It has been mba, even given more, but I just nganter, let me say goodbye," said the mas-mas introduction without pause and soon passed away.
Mega closed the door of the room again, his gaze could not be separated from the two items he just received, "kok can? Any timing? Does anybody? Aren't you sure I am?" beo Mega is not clear, Mega is still amazed by the magical goods he received in the morning blind.
"What the hell is Ega? Who was that?"
"Lin, are you hiding anything from me?"
"What the hell, I'm east, you answer north, in question back nanya. Who was that?"
"Mas-mas ojol, this nganter, parcel fruit, food, ama flowers. You got gebetan?"
"Don't be weird, maybe from the parlors."
"Perhaps, but I don't know this name that sent, I forgot again the masnya, who told girls ato guys."
"There's a card, look at it!" Ralin looked enthusiastic, his mind distracted from the fear of seeing the flowers sent for him. Stupid Mega, unaware of the cards tucked in the bouquet, at least she first finds out who sent and discovers the secrets that Ralin might have hidden from her.
Get well soon ' ''9
"That's right, I told you what, you have gebetan don't tell me. Dare to step on me. Great this guy, got his guts too, it looks like I smell a walimah blasphemy." Said Mega nosy with a seductive tone.
But Ralin instead showed a different expression, the look on his face looked sad, maybe even angry and disappointed.
"Hey, how about daydreaming?"
"Just throw it away, you eat your own food!" ralin's Letah.
"Kok dumped Lin, dear lo?"
"I don't feel good, it's not good for me."
"Ga good how, yes good, do'a I got another one, it looks like you will marry abis ni operation, aamiiin ya Allah, you will not get old yourself."
Ralin was silent, his mind glazed far away leaving his body, who did not send him the parcel, when clearly he was not in a relationship with the opposite sex, he said, and only Mega and Diah's mother know that she's in the hospital, which is clear that if she's the man who wants her, she'll 100% refuse.
Meanwhile, Mega was busy moving the fresh white rose into a vase with a bright smile.
"Lumayan added scenery, I'm bored to see the nightstand, refrigerator and clothesline doang in this room" he murmured himself. It's common for Mega to talk to the wind. Ralin often left her to read books when Mega confided in her problems.
"Lin, you're still fasting, right? My rice fields eat it, right?" Ralin just nodded in agreement. "This printer who told me, know I eneg see the food RS." Mega smiled happily enjoying rice paddocks as a breakfast menu. It was quite good that today he needed a lot of energy to accompany Ralin.
Rejeki pal soh.
***
"Beres gan, I told you."
"Yes, it's good."
"Together Gan."
Yaris hung up on him, making sure his message was delivered by the person he told. That morning his mood was bad for work, for some reason he was thinking about Ralin going to surgery today. Yaris pondered whether he should go visit Ralin or not. Guilt still lingered over all the secrets he knew about Ralin, but he did not deny that he wanted to know Ralin's current state. "An hour away." he saw the clock curled up in his hand.
Yaris pressed the intercom that was on his desk. "Cancel all my schedules today, if anyone looking for me says I'm out!" with a firm tone Yaris said his orders to the secretary who used to set the daily schedule of Yaris in the office.
"Good, sir."
Without a doubt, Yaris moved from his chair to the car he parked in the basement of the company building. He can't just be quiet. His determination was already unanimous to go see Ralin who will be in surgery today. I hope what I do is right.
Many important things, ah, everything about the office is important, which he actually has to do today. But his entire body and mind refused to be locked up in his room right now. The girl, her name keeps on hounding her
***
"Hey besty, don't be serious face continue dong!" Mega grabbed the shoulder of Ralin who is now preparing, his clothes have changed which was an ordinary shirt now a special dress for surgical patients, complete with a head covering.
"Do I need to call Arya?" mega said again continuing his sentence.
"Don't you, just after surgery, I don't want to make more people anxious because of me."
"Okay, but you've made me anxious too with your expression now, could you please smile for me!" Mega tried to make Ralin feel more relaxed, he himself was anxious to see the face of the superb fearing Ralin who should be like the person who will be in the trial at the law of beheading and maybe Ralin will feel like that when in the action room later.
"Do'ain I Ga!"
"Without asking zeyenk, I never break up for you."
The two friends looked at each other, gave each other support even without having to say a word. Two nurses dressed in green, complete with masks and headgear, walked into Ralin's room. They brought a cage that would be used to bring Ralin into the operating room. Ralin actually can still walk alone to the operating room if allowed, but what you want to say is the provisions of the hospital.
Ralin began to feel another air attacking him, a shadow of the past he had experienced might be repeated, de javu that he felt now. Ralin took a deep breath, then exhaled it several times until it was time for the two nurses to push the brangkar that Ralin occupied out of his room assisted by Mega.
Now he can only put everything in his creator. With an upward-facing look in her heart, Ralin continued to pray her prayers. But suddenly Ralin felt that there was another energy pushing against his safe, he felt that another hand had touched the cage. Ralin's eyes that had been closed suddenly opened and he found Yaris who was now pushing the cage. Their eyes met, looking at each other. I don't know what Yaris' gaze meant to Ralin, and vice versa. Ralin felt his heart was not working as it was a few minutes ago before Yaris' arrival.
Why is that guy here? How did he know that he was going to have surgery today?
Mega is actually no less surprised, only he is currently focusing more on his mind for Ralin. What should he tell his best friend's brother?
Now they arrived right in front of the operating room door, but Yaris reflexively held the cage and said "wait, just a minute!" very suddenly without warning.
Ralin was flabbergasted, but none of the words he could say, as well as Mega felt shocked again by Yaris' actions this time.
Without asking for approval from anyone Yaris approached Ralin's head making the nurse who had been beside Ralin's head step aside a few steps. Yaris held onto the tip of Ralin's head, rubbed it gently and then Yaris brought her face closer to Ralin's ears, whispering something that only Ralin could hear.
The person who witnessed the scene could only look, as well as Mega, he even smiled, his mind could predict what the continuation of this incident would be. Yaris now re-stretched himself. His smile was engraved on his handsome face. Ralin was just fixated and his body moved back along the bracage that was pushed back by the two nurses. Maybe Ralin can not express, but there is a sense of comfort that is now tucked in his imagination. A foreign feeling he doesn't like.
"You're Mr. Yaris, right, the donor of the parlor, how do you know that Ralin wants surgery today?" the sentence said by Mega in a relaxed tone managed to make Yaris perfectly surprised. All right, let's find the right reason. There's no way she said that last night she opened Ralin's health records thanks to the help of her friend Reyhan's doctor.
"I.keb..."
Dddrrr...
The mobile phone vibration accompanied by Sibad's 'Syantik' song, stopped Yaris' explanation.
Mega turned to staring at her mobile phone, Arya Satriadi Wahyu called out.
