I'm Without The Womb

I'm Without The Womb
Pampers, milk, milk bottle, etc.



Baby Dinar has been moved to the treatment room, as requested by Yaris, the baby is being treated in the VIP room. Be now Yaris stuck accompanying Ralin to keep baby D, actually Ralin felt very uncomfortable, since earlier he had contacted the parlors to accompany him in the hospital, but no one could come, but no one could come, mother Diah also could not catch up because she completed some work related to the intention of Yaris who wanted to stop being a donor, so she looked for ways so that all the needs of her foster children would still be fulfilled later, although still in its shape.


"Oooeeee...oooeeee"


The sound of crying baby filled the room occupied by the baby, Ralin had tried to calm the baby by holding, cuddling the baby, but had not been able to stop his crying.


"It's like baby D's hungry." It was so heavy that Ralin's heart revealed the contents of his head to the stranger man, but there was no other way, only Yaris could rely on now.


Yaris was surprised, he who had just watched Ralin try to calm the baby without being able to help get up from his seat.


"Trus how's dong?" Clearly, this is the young executive's first experience dealing with babies. Actually Yaris was almost frustrated to hear the sound of the baby's cry, he desperately controlled his emotions so as not to damage his image in front of Ralin.


"Please wait here, take care of D, I'm out looking for milk."


"Ga ga ga, can't!" Of course Yaris forbade, "i can carry a baby, crazy what, fine, I'm the one who buys milk, you take care."


"Related?"


"Keep, it's just baby milk, right?"


"Why say?" ralin said challenging, "The baby's milk choose the one that makes zero months, mini size diapers S, baby clothes, blankets, and do not forget the milk bottle," Ralin asked a list of baby needs. In one breath Ralin mentioned all the needs that must be purchased Yaris.


"Where?" ralin asked doubtfully.


"Seriously? My time.. okay." Yaris took a breath, without him noticing this time Ralin spoke while looking at him, without blinking, instead rather giving Yaris an intimidating look.


"You know we were in a hurry, the orphanage also no one can banter the needs of baby D now."


"Yes, what was the list? You text me, I can't take that." Yaris relented, at a time like this there was no way he would show his ego like he used to do in the office or at his home. Ralin thrust his hp.


" Here, save your number!"


***


And finally Yaris landed in a baby supply store, with a hasty step he entered the store. Because lazy had to go around Yaris asking for help from one of the waiters to take all the items listed on his phone screen while asking for each item to be provided in double quantities.


After paying at the cashier Yaris immediately left the store and returned to the hospital, he realized that Ralin must be waiting for him there.


"Oh God, why be so stupid gini anyway, this sin I said to stop being a donor, but just a fad again akh." Yaris spoke to himself.


Yes, Yaris' intention was just a fad to stop his company's donation to the orphanage after reading his company's financial statements yesterday. He has just joined his father's company after working in various companies at home and abroad. In reality Yaris didn't really want to stop the donation, he just wanted to improve the family company's financial system. In any case, Yaris will be the next successor, once the father retires.


Arriving in front of the baby D room, Yaris heard the voice of Ralin who was talking to someone via phone, because the door was not closed tightly so he could hear the conversation.


" Yes, I'm not going home tonight, please take care of the store."


"..."


"Yet, yes, just take it with you ok, thanks, daaa."


Yaris immediately knocked on the door and entered the room handing the grocery bag to Ralin. "Now, try to check there is still less or not."


Ralin immediately received and searched for the main item he needed, he quickly picked up the milk and milk bottle inside the grocery bag. He painstakingly sterilized the milk bottle first with warm water that he had prepared, scratched the milk and brewed it, and, then Ralin checked the temperature of the milk liquid by dripping it on the back of his hand while saying "fit", with a satisfied smile and he thrust the pacifier at baby D. Sure enough, in a matter of minutes one bottle of milk responsibility has been used up in baby D suction until the tiny baby fell asleep.


Ralin tidied the baby's sleeping position, put the baby D hand that is now attached to the infusion needle with the position as comfortable as possible, his heart felt sore seeing the tiny hand had to receive a prick that certainly felt pain. After feeling all was well, then Ralin realized there were a pair of eyes that had been watching him. Deg. Ralin was getting nervous. This was the most advanced atmosphere he had ever felt. Ralin tried to be as normal as possible.


While Yaris who realized the situation that happened moved from the single sofa that had been sitting there.


" I. you.." they spoke together.


"Mas first."


"I want coffee, you want one too?"


"That's okay, you've helped a lot, if you want to go home please. Let me take care of baby D." This is one way for Ralin to be free, he prefers Yaris to leave by offering a return for the foreign man.


With a slight grin on her lips, Yaris replied to Ralin, "It should be as long as it's your answer, the feeling I asked for coffee or not."


Ralin turned his eyes on the hospital floor, but he had tried to be friendly, why should he get answers that minute, really communicating with men is not his expertise.


"I'm out first." Ralin only looked at the figure of Yaris who had disappeared behind the door.


"Yes." Yeah."


"This is a recipe that must be redeemed sir." The nurse handed Yaris a scrap of prescription paper and left him.


"Well, it's not over yet." Yaris gave a rough breath. It was not that he was frustrated with the costs he had to incur, but was busy imagining how long he would be in his current situation. It never crossed his mind to be caught in a situation so foreign to him. It could have been that she had passed on Ralin with the baby himself there, but Yaris felt it was not his style. As a real man, he will be responsible.


***


After redeeming the medicine at the pharmacy, Yaris returned to the baby D room. In the middle of the entrance of Yaris stunned, he found Ralin was doing his duty as a Muslim. Just a hospital towel, Ralin salat beside the bed. A feeling of peace enveloped Yaris. Crazy ni girl from earlier made me amazed, who the hell is she?


Yaris canceled his intention to enter and chose to wait outside until Ralin was done.


Long enough to wait, Yaris opened the door of the room. Sure enough, Ralin was done with his obligations.


"Nih lo coffee, I don't know your favorite, I choose americano." Yaris handed Ralin a cup of coffee. The tone changed a little, this time it was more friendly.


"Thank you, aren't you coming home?" it seemed like the atmosphere had started to melt, Ralin was trying not as hard as before.


"That's not my style, Ralin. I will be in charge until the end."


Ralin just nodded his head, agreeing with Yaris' decision, that other men might be her subtle exorcism, but not with this man, knowing that Yaris would stop her donation for the parlour. When Yaris came out, Diah called him to tell him she couldn't come to the hospital because of the problem. However, Ralin must know the truth, what is the reason for Yaris to stop the donation.


"Where did this get it?" Yaris asked for 2 packs of food that were on the table beside the sofa.


"So I delivered when you came out, you haven't eaten since noon, have you? Please, eat first."


"Ga can."


" Huh?"


" I mean, I have syndromes can't eat alone, we eat together."


Ralin is still in believe or not mode, but for the sake of his mission he undertakes, patiently Ralin, for the sake of children.


Can syndrome eat on its own? Where is the disease? Was it timbuktah?


The two of them ended up having dinner in the room. Yaris moved the table that had been beside the sofa he moved to the front. Ralin chose to sit opposite to the chair that was provided in the room.


In the middle of the eating atmosphere, Ralin began to search for the truth that made him curious.


"Do you really want to stop donating?"


Yaris stopped his eating for a moment, and as soon as news broke, Yaris nodded his head, "but still fifty-fifty, Papa doesn't know yet."


"Why?"


Yaris looked for the most reasonable answer, if he answered only 'bad', maybe Ralin would get angry and even throw him out.


"I checked the company's financial documents, many are not appropriate, so I want to neatin first, if it's clear maybe going back again."


"Is there no other way? The condition of the home is not too good now, if you stop the donation of children's kasian."


Stiffened guilt on Yaris for the pity, how else, the rice has become porridge.


"It's only temporary, I'm sure they can survive."


***


At 12pm, Yaris was still busy with his phone, checking every incoming notification, replying to emails, and various social chat media.


When she was about to lay down, Yaris only realized that Ralin was asleep while sitting by the bed. He approached Ralin, looking at the peaceful face of the girl.


"Who the hell is that?" only the wind heard her question, Yaris then turned to the little baby who was now asleep was also very sound, "hey baby, get well soon, do not bother me again and do not fuss!"


Yaris smiled to himself after saying that sentence, he turned back to face the sofa but a second later turned back towards Ralin. Yaris realized the girl was asleep without a blanket. Yaris then opened his suit and placed it on Ralin's shoulders. Akh shit.


Don't make.


Yaris was already in a position lying on the sofa, his gaze glaring at the ceiling of the room, while closing his eyes Yaris muttered softly, "I miss my room."