I'm Without The Womb

Lost Direction

Reyhan's words about the state of Ralin actually continued to ring in Yaris's mind, it had been almost half an hour he sat in Reyhan's room, rewinding his memories of Ralin, Ralin, about his pity that makes the girl distress, and aaaakkkh Yaris could not think what he should do when he met with Ralin. Wanting to feel he was out of the situation he was facing now, somehow God brought him to meet the girl.

The reality Reyhan gave him had a tremendous impact. Yaris seemed to be going crazy with the circumstances he was about to face. That fact also answers all the question marks formed on Ralin.

After a long time of thinking, Yaris finally decided to return home, he wanted to calm his mind. Reyhan had already passed away because he had to visit a patient. Yaris immediately got up from his seat, but the vibration of his phone stopped his steps towards the door.

Dddrrr...

"Hallo!"

"My master wants to report my findings about Miss Ralin" said a man who contacted Yaris.

"Say, what's the outcome of your investigation!"

"Master, Miss Ralin was the victim of an accident 3 years ago. Miss Ralin crashed with a car that was driven by Mr. Besar Sa'id when he was in Lombok 3 years ago during the construction of the company's new building."

As soon as Yaris felt claustrophobic, the fact about Ralin, the woman he whispered his love expression on, made it hard to breathe. Yaris tried to calm down, while kneading his dizzy temple. Yaris tried to listen to all the words of his men who reported the results of his investigation about Ralin. The point is some oddities will attitude Ralin began to be missed one by one, but whether fate what makes it must be tied to all the events in Ralin experienced.

"Okay, continue your investigation, there's still 2 days before you return!"

"I understand sir."

***

'Correctly papa does not want to stop the donation for the home where Ralin became a volunteer, meaning that papa already knows who Ralin is in detail, he said, and the curious why Ralin was reluctant to have a relationship with men because he lost his uterus due to an accident involving papa. What did you experience three years ago Ralin? How did you get through it and survive until now?Is it so severe that the wound that Ralin sustained?'

Yaris could only speak to himself at this moment, he couldn't possibly tell this to others, but bearing it alone also felt heavy. He wanted to scream so that the burden would be reduced a little. Shit shit shit. Yaris needs an escape.

Yaris who had wanted to go home resigned his intention, he decided to stay until Ralin out of the operating room. He did not know what to do after Ralin realized later. What is important now is that she feels she must accompany Ralin to reduce her guilt and realize or not her family has a debt of gratitude to Ralin.

Arriving in front of the operating room, Yaris did not find Mega or Arya.

"Where are they? Is Ralin done with the surgery and transferred to the treatment room." Ask yourself.

Without thinking twice immediately Yaris headed for Ralin's room. And sure enough there Mega and Arya wait for Ralin who has not been conscious. Ralin was still stiff, still attached to his mouth breathing apparatus and some equipment cables attached to his body that did not know what its function was.

Yaris stepped closer to Mega, "how are the conditions?" yaris asked Mega who looked at his best friend.

"As you can see, he's unconscious, it looks like the light surgery that should have been dramatic for Ralin" Mega replied in a very slow voice but Yaris could still hear.

"Sorry to say this, but can you later on when Ralin realizes you're not telling Ralin what your friend told you earlier, if he knows the operation is going hard it's going to be a burden for Ralin," said Mega to Yaris who did not take his eyes off Ralin.

Yaris simply nodded in response to Mega's request.

"And one more thing, whatever your goal is to approach Ralin later, make sure not to scratch the wound, determine your feelings whether sympathy or love remember what you did to Ralin before entering the operating room earlier, he said, I don't want my best friend to get hurt."

Deg

Mega sentences managed to throw Yaris' heart, making him showered with feelings of guilt, fear, worry that is getting bigger. I don't know what Ralin's reaction will be if he remembers his words.

Yaris simply lowered his head, setting his gaze on the floor. 'Lord, please give your inner guidance.

***

Arya swiped the green button after seeing the name that appeared on her phone screen.

"..."

"Yes, this is Arya again nyambangin Ralin.

"..."

"Ralin's good news, mama. This is Arya again in his shop, but Ralin still rests on top, maybe he's tired, later I ask him to call if he's awake.

"..."

"Enggih, Mamak also take care of health. Assalamu'alaikum's chat.

With a heavy heart Arya had to lie to her parents about the state of Ralin, she did not want her parents to feel anxious. Maybe later after Ralin realized then he would tell the truth.

Mereberi know they now have a big risk that can make his father's disease relapse.

After hanging up the phone from her mother, Arya went back inside. He found Yaris now sitting next to Ralin. Arya could not interpret the meaning of Yaris' eyes on her sister. Even if Yaris put his heart on his sister, he would not forbid, seeing Yaris who looks like a good man.

Not long after, Ralin was seen moving his finger, slowly his eyes began to open, slowly twitching, adjusting the light entering his cornea. Ralin spread his gaze. Sontak Yaris stood up and brought his face closer. Mega and Arya are also approaching soon.

"Sister Ar-ya" in a weak-sounding voice Ralin called out to her brother.

"Yes deck, this is brother, you're aware, you want something?" Arya asked enthusiastically, she unceasingly gave thanks in her heart to see her sister had awakened. "Get me a doctor please!"

Mega rushes to find a doctor to check on Ralin. Not far from his sight he saw Reyhan standing in front of the information table, "doctor Reyhan!" call him in a slightly hardened voice. Reyhan turned his head, "my friend is awake, please check!"

With wide strides Reyhan rushed towards Ralin's room. He was not surprised to see Yaris was also there. He took out a pen-sized flashlight from his snail pocket, then pointed it at Ralin's right left eye alternately. A circular stethoscope around the neck took the role, attached to both ears to check Ralin's heartbeat.

"The crisis is over, I did not expect it to be this fast, we will continue to monitor its development later" Reyhan said in a reassuring tone. "Patients can be invited to communicate but do not get too tired!" he added.

Reyhan's eyes were then fixed on Yaris. Reyhan caught a feeling of relief flashed on his friend's face. "I'll excuse you." Reyhan was about to walk out of the room and Yaris just nodded his head to let go of Reyhan.

"Thank you doctor" said Arya who could not hide her pleasure when she heard Reyhan's explanation.

"Thank God Deck, you're better." Arya is still loyal to be next to Ralin.

"Ka-pan's coming, brother?"

"Barusan Deck. You want something let me get you."

Ralin just shook his head answering Arya's question. His eyes were now fixed on Yaris, while Yaris was just staring, their gazes clashing, a single word could not come out of Ralin's mouth to greet Yaris and...

"Hey, seneng can finally see you wake up." finally that's Yaris' first sentence after Ralin woke up post-surgery. Arya looked at Yaris, wishing that the man was sincere with her words.

"Hey..besty!" ralin's gaze twisted on Mega who had just entered from the direction of the door.

"Lin, wake up, thank you." Ralin just nodded. "Lo don't talk too much first!" mega is worried. He according. Ralin went back to sleep after greeting the people who were guarding him. They were finally able to breathe a sigh of relief because Ralin could get through the difficult times.

"Sir Arya, Mega, I say goodbye first, there is an urgent matter in the office."

"Sure, please! and thank you for helping Ralin so far." Yaris nodded his head and stepped his feet out.

Of course Yaris lied to get out of the place, his office business has been handed over to his confidants. I don't know where he's going now, which obviously he needs to calm his still chaotic mind. Yaris needs an impingement.