I'm Without The Womb

Proposing

That night the fourth night Ralin was at the house of Yaris' parents, his condition was much better than before, the wound was no longer painful, the way he walked was no longer stiff. The Yaris family really helped her a lot to recover after surgery, especially Mama Ayu, she was very attentive to the menu for Ralin, she even cooked the menu of sea fish and chicken eggs in turn, she even cooked the menu of sea fish and chicken eggs in turn, he said it's good for surgical sewing wounds to dry quickly. The cold has not recurred, mama Ayu routinely gave him a drink of a kind of herbal tea every morning and before going to bed.

After dinner, Ralin decided to leave the house and sat on the long bench available in the backyard of Yaris' house. He wanted to enjoy the atmosphere of his last night in the mansion. Ralin had already decided to return to his house tomorrow morning. He had even told all the members of the Yaris family. Mama Ayu had opposed, but Ralin gave the right reason, however he had a business that he had to supervise and manage himself.

Ralin's gaze was far looking ahead. He thought about a lot that night. How the Yaris family so accepted with open arms, the warmth and familiarity that intertwined with all the family members, as well as the affection that Ralin received from Yaris' parents. Would all he still receive if they knew the lack of Ralin. She continued to blame her circumstances and felt her flaws were a hindrance to her every step of achieving happiness. Without realizing it, her tears just came out.

Yaris who had just returned from the office saw her lover sitting alone from behind. He wanted to go directly to Ralin but urung, he wanted to give time to Ralin engrossed with his own thoughts. Until he saw Ralin bowed and like wiping tears with his hand, Yaris decided to approach.

"Hey, do you think about me again?" it was the first sentence that Yaris spoke to make Ralin realize that he was there, crying.

"You, when's it coming?" Ralin blushed and immediately threw away the gaze from Yaris wiping away her tears, "have you eaten?" the question again distracted attention.

"Well, it was in the office." Yaris took a sitting position beside Ralin. "You crying?"

"No, say what?" lie.

"So Mama said you wanted to go home tomorrow."

Ralin nodded, "satian Mega run his own shop, I just accept the results."

"Okay, as long as you can take care of your health, I may."

Ralin smiled at Yaris' words, the man was always worried about her, but he himself rarely thought about Yaris when the man was not with him.

"Ris, I want to say something."

"Anyway!"

"Thank you for everything."

It seemed like Yaris already knew where Ralin was heading, therefore he had already anticipated that this would happen, "keep going?!"

"I don't feel like I'm taking all this from you and your family. Especially to get to the wedding stage like I can't." Ralin had gathered courage for these four days, not to be in vain. He wants to solve this problem right now.

"Why?" Yaris tried to calm down, there would be no emotion or anger, all he would reveal to Ralin tonight. "Let's know I'm your reason!"

Ralin felt choked, he did not even expect Yaris to still calmly face him, "Because.me..." Ralin stammered, as if there was a kidney stone stuck in his throat.

"Because you don't have a uterus?"

Ralin could not hide his surprised face, as he looked at Yaris who was still showing a calm expression, saying as if his conversation was not a big deal.

"When have you been...?"

"Before we're official, before you're in surgery, before I ask you to be my future wife, before we get to this point I already know."

"But why don't you tell me?"

"For what? That's not a problem for me." Well, it seems like Yaris needs his enlightenment.

Ralin was still inexhaustible, such a big problem was nothing to Yaris.

Yaris grabbed onto both hands of Ralin.

"I'm not going to take issue with that, the important thing is that you stay by my side."

"Everything, everything will be in vain, there is no point if we continue. I know you're well aware of the risks you'll face, so before it's too late..."

"What do you know about the risks I face? Don't tell me everything's gonna go to waste?"

"You mean.me..." Ralin suddenly stuttered, missing all the scenarios he compiled.

"What is happiness and that feeling of calm is also something you mean in vain?" shoot Yaris on target, "is getting a descent more important than that?"

"That's the purpose of marriage, absolutely, it's a certainty..."

"Nonsense Ralin," Yaris cut with a heavy voice and full emphasis, "i've decided, we'll adopt, problem solve."

"It's that easy."

"Then how?" Yaris raised the tone making Ralin gasp, "Do you think my feelings don't matter? Can you see how I am if we stay here? Can you guarantee I'll be okay?" at that point, Ralin had no more words to answer Yaris's question, and now all the sentences Yaris spoke were like arrows that hit him. He had to turn his face so that Yaris would not see the tears coming out in his insolent manner, "i just want you to be my side, simple as that."

"Why do we continue this relationship, but what about Mama, Papa, your extended family?"

"They also know, you forget they always say they want to quickly have a daughter-in-law, not have grandchildren, they have received you from the beginning, about a large family, I do not need their opinion."

"In the end they will ask for it, at least ask about the child."

"Don't worry about an uncertain problem."

Ralin was actually very surprised, not expecting the thing he wanted to hide was already known by the people who loved him. Her tears could not stand it anymore. This is a wonderful thing for Ralin.

"Why do they know that I deliberately ran here to avoid people who know about my shortcomings?"

"You may not remember, Papa was the one who hit you at that time, Papa was careless, driven tired and tired. Papa is also haunted by his guilt with you, but the Father has a big heart, he absolutely does not turn on Papa and considers this the provision of God. That makes Papa relieved, though not completely.

Until you moved here and there was no escape from Papa's observation, I was scolded all out of time to stop the donation of the home and bother you."

Ralin was silent, he wanted to listen to all the explanations of Yaris tonight as well. He smiled wryly, not expecting fate to link him from the past to the present.

"I personally want to apologize for papa's mistake to you," Yaris' voice trembled slightly, but Ralin's nod made him feel relieved.

For Yaris's words, successfully making Ralin sob, he did not expect the man who loved him to have an open mind.

"Ada yang bilang, anak itu adalah pilihan Allah, tapi istri adalah pilihan kita sendiri, dan aku memilih kamu sebagai istriku dan Allah merestuinya."

Instantly, Ralin hugged Yaris, releasing all the burdens he had felt all along, the man managed to open his mind and realize how stupid he had been.

When she felt calmer, Ralin let go of her embrace. Yaris removed the remnants of grief on her lover's face.

"Is she relieved now?" asked Yaris who was still helping Ralin wipe away her tears that were still flowing, "you're cute if your eyes, nose is the same as your ears red gini." And when things get dramatic, Yaris can still tease him.

Ralin just nodded and smiled, "cute huh?"

"Can I have it?"

"Ask, s?Honey!"

"Where do you know about my shortcomings?"

"If that's a secret."

"Began you, mysterious pretender." Ralin puffed his cheeks, eager for Yaris to devour the girl, "continue since when did you fall in love with me?" ask Ralin again.

"Why all of a sudden you have so much money anyway, but you have to believe I've had some caution since I saw you with baby D who was sick again that time" Yaris replied steadily.

"What time?" now Ralin let out his laughter.

"Seriously. Since then I've been determined that you're my Miss R."

"What is Miss R?"

"My Miss Right."

Ralin's face turned flushed hearing Yaris' reply.

Yaris suddenly stood up then took a kneeling position in front of Ralin.

"What are you doing?" ask Ralin wonder.

Yaris took out a small box that was in his suit pocket, opened it and showed it to Ralin.

"Ralin Aninta Apocalypse, marry me!"

Ralin closed his mouth with both hands hiding his surprise.

Without waiting for Ralin's reply, Yaris grabbed Ralin's left hand and pinned a diamond ring on his future wife's ring finger.

"I haven't said yes yet." Ralin protested and Yaris' proposal was very unromantic in her opinion.

"I don't take no for an answer, so you have to say yes."

They hugged to express the happiness they felt that night, "yes, I want." Ralin replied in the middle of his embrace.

Of course Yaris did not really need that answer, but he was still happy about the initiative that Ralin did. Yaris ended the night by kissing the old Ralin's forehead.

"Get in yuk, it's getting cold, you're sick again!"

They walked in while holding hands.

There was no longer any doubt in Ralin's heart to accept Yaris. The man could always melt his heart. How lucky he was to be met with a man as good as Yaris.

***

In the family room Mama Ayu, Papa Sa'id and Davi waited with misgivings, especially Mama Ayu who was nervous, afraid that Ralin would reject her child's proposal.

When hearing the sound of Yaris and Ralin's footsteps, the three of them compactly stood up.

"Where, Ris?" mama Ayu asked impatiently.

Yaris lifted up Ralin's left hand and showed a ring embedded in his ring finger. Instantly they released a relieved face, except Davi who was still happy to tease her brother.

Mama Ayu ran to hug Ralin. " Thank you dear." he said as he stroked the head of the prospective daughter-in-law he coveted.

"Sorry Ralin, Ma!"

"Why apologize?"

"Mama's ghost candidate almost wants to run away Mah." Serobot Yaris

"You run away Mamah won't apologize Yaris."

They laugh happily.

"Then the day after we went to Lombok, proposed to Ralin to his parents, Papa would not procrastinate again." said Papa Sa'id.

"Kak Ralin really want nerima Yaris? Though I was also ready for the ring you know," said Davi with a careless smile, "better, more beautiful, more expensive, rare diamonds, which in love Kak Yaris mah nothing." Davi is getting hotter to melt his brother, if not noisier it does not feel exciting.

"You're ruining the moment, looking to die, you are," Yaris annoyed Davi and ready to wrestle his little sister.