I'm Without The Womb

Revived

"I accept the marriage and marriage of Ralin Aninta Wahyu bint Tamrin Wahyu with the mascawin in cash."

"Well" chorus of witnesses of Ralin and Yaris' marriage.

Yaris finally recited the qobul ijab with a single breath, without any repetition. According to public understanding, if ijab qobul recited in one breath, without error and repetition, it means that the man really loves his woman. That's what he said.

Because of the sudden wedding, Ralin and Yaris did not invite many guests, the event was only attended by family and some friends of the bride and groom. Even so does not reduce the excitement and sanctity of the once-in-a-lifetime event of the bride.

Yaris looks dashing with a typical suit of white bone groom clothes and Ralin looks beautiful with matching color kebaya decorated sequins and swarovski crystals. Previously the wedding suit was a shirt that was also rented on the make up artist Ralin, but Yaris insisted on buying whatever the price, besides the shirt was just finished, made, so no other couple has worn it yet and it fits perfectly when they wear it. He said to memento him and Ralin.

The couple is now receiving a greeting from the invited guests, the feelings of Ralin guest is not too much but somehow who came the greeting is not intermittent.

When Rey came to approach them, Yaris had already prepared a fist to greet her.

"Gue dateng is not made in the mistreatment yes, catet!"

Yarispun's fist changed the typical position of young people accompanied by the embrace of friends.

"Congratulations bro, I didn't expect you to be this close, gercep again" Rey told her best friend.

"Thanks' has come too. And when will it happen, we need your explanation about Mega!"

"Next time, just two dates" Rey declined.

"Doctor Rey isn't a player, is she?" ralin asked suddenly.

Rey and Yaris laughed at Ralin's question.

"He's a heavyweight player, baby, but in college, now he's converted." explained Yaris.

"Well, if you're sick of me!" Ralin threatened Ralin.

"Little Lin, it's not okay."

Rey is still standing there, chatting with the newlyweds, though it's not important Rey is more comfortable talking to them than sitting with people she doesn't know.

"Yundhi have you told me?" another question Rey asked Yaris and made Yaris' face turn upset.

"Already, but where does he want to come," Yaris grimaced to remember where his best friend is now, "as Emmy may be, holidays out, my males are as old as son, the world is only two, the world is two, same plane Emmy."

Rey agreed.

"Who's Yundhi?" ralin asked curiously, only this time did he hear the name.

"Temen is not important," Yaris wrapped his arms around his wife's waist, making Reyhan faintly grin, "you'll know her later."

The event, which began at 10 am, finally ended at 2 pm, and guests have also left the venue.

Ralin's house is already empty, only a few relatives are still living, maybe to discuss the event (celebration after the marriage contract) Ralin wedding tomorrow. Ralin decided to enter the room, wanting to immediately break down because of aches.

"Capek huh?" yaris asked as he saw Ralin flailing his shoulders with a fist "want me to go?" bargained for.

"Gee, you must be tired too!" reject Ralin gently, actually he was very nervous Yaris followed him into the room, this has become the first day and will be the first night for them as a couple, the bride and groom, of course Yaris has full rights over Ralin's body. "Do you want me to make coffee?" tawar Ralin hid his fear.

Yaris smiled at the wife's behavior. She approached Ralin who was sitting in front of her dresser. His hand moved to hold the wife's shoulder, gently scowled her for a while then he bowed and whispered "I ask her later after we're at the hotel, so you still have time to get ready," goda Yaris and managed to make the feathers Iuduk Ralin stand. Climbingggg.

Yarispun left Ralin who was still with his mouth open, he headed for the bathroom to clean himself.

As the evening progressed, Yaris and Ralin got ready to leave for the hotel, they would stay for 3 days until the series of events at the place where Ralin was finished. Ralin's father will hold a massive party to celebrate Ralin's wedding.

The event will start tomorrow morning, starting from inviting kiai, religious leaders and local people. Especially for guests kiai will be done do'a together. In the afternoon, continue to entertain special female guests in the area around the residence of her parents. And the next day proceed with entertaining guests outside the residential area which may consist of friends or business relations. It has become a tradition for some Lombok people, separating the banquet schedule for different types of guests, although it could be joined into one in the form of a reception, as well as a reception, but Ralin's father does not really like if his guests are crowded, abandoned and do not enjoy the event.

Actually, there is still a tradition that has not been implemented, namely bejango, the groom and his bride come to the house of the bride's parents carrying a delivery of food or fruits as a sign that the groom is ready to meet the needs of the bride, the bride, also a symbol of prosperity. But since Yaris came from outside the area and the event was also held suddenly, then Ralin's father decided to cancel the event.

***

Arriving at the hotel.

"What room do you order, how are we upstairs?" ask Ralin. They are now down the hallway to the room they will occupy.

"Suite room, why? Want to move hotels?"

"It's not like that, don't use flowers, don't I sneeze again?" ralin hatch.

"You have been prepared from the hotel, how else, besides there is me, your allergy medicine," Yaris teased.

"Hm, mode."

"Same mode own wife, kosher."

Sure enough, Ralin guessed, upon arrival in the hotel room, the bed they would occupy was full of rose petals. Ralin was not surprised, this was definitely reserved for newly married couples guests. There are also some aromatherapy candles that are installed in several corners, making intimate air burst in the room. Like in the romance movies he watched.

After tipping the hotel porter, Yaris immediately closed the door. In her eyes was Ralin who was tidying their clothes in the closet. His face looked tired, but that did not diminish Yaris' intention of asking for his right. He hugged his wife from behind and began to kiss the sensitive parts of Ralin. Making the blood murmur Ralin irregular taste and organs in his stomach like twisting each other.

"Mas, can I take a shower?" ralin said with great difficulty in the midst of Yaris' impatient action.

Yaris shook his head, without stopping the action, turning his wife's body to face them. He kissed Ralin's lips at a glance, kissed her again with a gentle *****, Ralin now began to follow her instincts, serving what became Yaris' will.

Yaris grabbed onto Ralin's body, carrying her bridal style towards the bed. He looked fixedly at the face of the wife, peeling it starting from the forehead, eyes, nose, lips, continued to obscure the neck of Ralin, making Ralin have to hold amused by squeezing Yaris' shoulders. "I'm afraid of you" said Ralin as Yaris began to feel the inside of Ralin's body.

"It's okay, we do it slowly."

Now Yaris stripped Ralin's clothes, in just seconds, Ralin's body was now without a thread. Yaris watched his wife's body, there were some stitch scars there that started to disappear. Yaris could feel how much pain Ralin's body was enduring the wound. In his kiss every wound attached to the wife's body, "i will remove this wound forever" he said gently. Making Ralin moved, and shed tears. Ralin resigned herself, hoping to give the best for her husband.

It will be a long night for them.

***

At 5 a.m., Ralin awoke to find himself covered in a blanket in Yaris' arms, his eyes still too heavy to open. How not, he only slept 2 hours after following the request to the three Yaris. His body was sore, some parts were painful.

Ralin moved Yaris' hand slowly so as not to wake up and immediately headed for the bathroom.

"Ampuuuun, gini yes it feels," Ralin muttered to himself in the bathroom, occasionally suppressing the pain in her feminine area. Yaris does it gently and adores, but it still hurts because it's the first. Ralin immediately doused his body with warm water so that the oegals and pain disappeared. At a glance the feeling came again, the fear because what they did would be futile without results. Ralin hastily brushed off his bad thoughts. Remembering the problem turned out to be more painful than the pain he felt now.

***

Ralin tried to wake Yaris who was still asleep, this was due to overtime all night, difficult to wake up in the morning.

"Wake up, take a shower!"

"Hem."

"Iiiiissshhh wake up, or I flush, will you?"

"Yes this is waking up, how do you look like Mama anyway, the sentence is exactly the same."

"Masa? Haven't, a shower, ntar a noon hunt."

"Have you taken a shower?"

"Udah."

"No, no, no, no, no?"

"Well?"

"I want to take a bath together."

"Mas Yaris, don't be weird!"

"Just take a shower tomorrow, no protests, deal!"

Lazily and still bearing the face of the pillow Yaris rushed to the bathroom. Actually, he had been planning to take a bath together with his wife since last night, but Ralin even stole the start of the bath first, scooping up his fear to add to their fight round.

Ralin noticed the messy bed and there were blood stains from the struggle last night. Soon Ralin pulled the bed sheet and bed cover it for later in the laundry by the hotel employee.

About twenty minutes Yaris had finished from the ritual of bathing to being well-dressed. His face looks fresh, he immediately looks for the wife who turns out to be sitting on the balcony.

"Hey, here it turns out."

"Udah selesei? want breakfast now?" tawang Ralin's.

Yaris kissed the tip of the wife's head and sat down to enjoy the beautiful view from their balcony.

"We're having breakfast in the room, am I pesen?"

"Oh, okay."

"Later in the afternoon I buy clothes yes, clean clothes stay this doang!"

"That's all formal dress. The plan was yesterday here only three days, I know kebablasan, I bring a little dress, but I'm seneng deh father forwardin our marriage."

"Thank God, I was thinking you'd be sprained."

"Same husband can not think negative, father also the reason makes sense."

"What is your work?"

"Today Papa comes home first, he's tomorrow who is out of office while I'm here, just ask to send the report via email only."

"Mama's coming home too?"

"Whoa, Papa where hold out far from Mama. I also think it will be to you, can't go far, later if I'm discharged you have to come!"

"Should ya?"

"Majib!"

Their conversation was interrupted by the knock of the hotel maid's door.

"I think the food came, I opened it first," Ralin moved from his seat and opened the door of the waiter who came to take their order.

"Please enjoy, is there anything else I can help you with?" said the waiter kindly.

"It's like mba."

"My wallet's on the nightstand, baby." said Yaris half-screaming from the balcony.

As if understanding the purpose of her husband who wanted to give a tip, Ralin immediately grabbed Yaris' wallet, a little surprised after opening the wallet of the husband who turned out to have a photo of him taken secretly. Seeing him made Ralin smile to himself.

"It's make..."

"Don't Mba, don't you, Mba's a newlywed?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"That's it I'm sorry, come on!"

"Thank you." said Ralin with a smile with a waiter who was about his age.

The waiter came out and Ralin prepared breakfast for her and her husband.

***

"Is this a good one?" Yaris showed a navy t-shirt with gre*n l*ght on the chest on Ralin.

"Good."

"This one?" a short-sleeved army shirt is shown Yaris.

"No."

"This is it, yuk, four items!" ralin's choice fell on a combination white checkered shirt.

"Where is enough for the next 3 days?"

"That's enough, it's dirty in the laundry, later tonight in the anterin."

"Yes, I forgot. Yes, I paid!"

After finishing the transaction, Yaris and Ralin headed to a restaurant for lunch. In the middle of the journey Ralin met a figure he really wanted to meet since 3 years ago.

"Doctor Lian," he murmured.

"Who dear? You familiar?"

"That's doctor Lian, he handled me in the first accident. I have something to ask him."

Ralin immediately approached the man named Lian doctor, he was the doctor who operated on him when his uterus had to be removed. Yaris only followed the wife's enthusiastic will when he saw the doctor who was not far from their position.

"Doctor Lian?"

"Yes, sorry, who are you with?"

"I'm Ralin, a doctor patient 3 years ago."

"Ralin?"

"Ralin Aninta Wahyu, accident patient in Pusuk, North Lombok. Doctor remember?"

Yaris looked at Ralin and the doctor in turn, suspecting that there was something important that his wife wanted to talk to the doctor.

"Oh yeah, Ralin, sorry I forgot, it's been a long time" the doctor looked shocked when Ralin reminded him of the accident.

"I used to find a doctor after a period of healing, but the doctor's assistant said the doctor was on his way abroad."

"What's wrong?"

"This is my husband."

Yaris held out a hand to greet the doctor, "Yaris."

"Lian."

"Darling, can I just ask you for a minute aren't you two the same Doctor Lian?" Ralin with a face that was either nervous, worried or enthusiastic asked her husband for permission to speak with four eyes.

"Ok, you speak in the restaurant, I'll wait at the other table."

Ralin immediately nodded, and invited the doctor into a restaurant.

Ralin picked a table in the corner, and Yaris waited for a distance of four tables from Ralin's table.

Ralin turned her back to Yaris, so that Yaris could only see the face of Doctor Lian.

"I want to ask the doctor something, hopefully the doctor can answer my curiosity for three years."

"Yes, hopefully, what does Ralin want to ask?"

"Three years ago, my second operation, it was the moment my uterus was removed. Maybe no one realized, when it was in the middle of the operation I suddenly realized, I could hear the conversation of the doctor with the people who were in the room, maybe only a short time, he said, just one minute. But I very clearly heard all that talk."

Ralin's eyes began to condense, before continuing his story he wiped his eyes.

"The doctor said, exactly might ask the assistant or who was it at the time, 'why use razor blades? it shouldn't be like this'

and the others read out heart rate, blood pressure and the doctor also asked for extra blood, after which I went back unconscious."

Again, Ralin's tears wanted to come out but soon he prevented.

"Is it because of that incident that my uterus had to be removed? was that a mistake? I've forgiven if it wasn't on purpose, but I want to confirm the truth."

Doctor Lian looked surprised to hear Ralin's story and questions. He tried to think and choose the right word to answer the one that Ralin asked.

"I personally apologize profusely, and in accordance with the code of conduct of medicine we have sanctioned the doctor at that time."

Dr. Ralin took a deep breath and exhaled.

"It is true that there was a mistake made by my assistant when doing surgery at that time, I was also wrong not to supervise when I asked him to take the initial action, I am really sorry. Because my mistake resulted in a fatal thing. After that I also dropped, almost depressed and went to calm down."

Doctor Lian shed tears.

Yaris who saw the incident was made curious.

"I'm sorry again!"

"I've forgiven the doctor, and thank you for telling me the truth."

Doctor Lian stood up from her seat and grabbed Ralin's hand, immediately in the hug of the former patient with tears.

"Thank you, now I feel relieved, and can live a quiet life, thanks Ralin."

"Together doc, please do not repeat to other patients!"

"definitely. I will remember it, always. Then I say goodbye first, the kids are waiting for me at the game center."

"Yes doc, be careful."

Ralin headed to the table where Yaris was waiting for him. She saw her husband who was already curious