I'm Without The Womb

Jealous

Yaris: Lets lunch with ya, you go to my office

 

Ralin: Yes

Yaris: Time 'yes' doang? I have written more than five words

 

Rali**n* : Yes, dear. Alright, satisfied?

Yaris : If I am still in the meeting room wait until I come out.

 

Ralin: Spoiled

Yaris: Biarin, I want to show off to the office guys.

Ralin: Udah ah, again rame nih, daaaah

 

Yaris: Love and

Natalie: Love u2

Yaris: Watch your eyes

Ralin: No promise, a lot of clear.

Yaris : Watch out for you when you meet

 

Ralin: Yes yes bring it, udh there work for a lot of money, brother Arya the conditions are heavy.

 

Yaris: Okay, baby mmmuah

 

That's how now the new activities of Ralin and Yaris send each other a short message through the WA application. The day after Ralin decided to return home from Yaris's parents, Yaris required that she report her activities from waking to sleeping again. Except for breakfast, Yaris even required them to have lunch and dinner together. Ralin wanted to complain because his freedom felt deprived. The man was possessive of her.

When the tavern had started to quiet down, Ralin was getting ready to leave for Yaris' office. Mega had actually banned him from directly intervening to serve customers, even though only as a cashier, but Ralin insisted on wanting to make up for the time he spent first when the healing period at Yaris' house. He is the owner of the place, legitimate if only watching, but he also needs activities during the holidays visiting the orphanage. Just being quiet doesn't taste good.

Before heading to Yaris' office, Ralin stopped by first at a restaurant that provides home cooking. The menu is also Yaris has determined, for Ralin there must be a menu of sea fish or boiled eggs, Yaris likes vegetable capcay and chicken geprek. Yaris taste was quite as simple as the size of a perlente person. Ralin even once served only boiled cabbage and matah sambal for their lunch at the store. Thinking Yaris was going to protest, instead the man took over almost all the food and left little for Ralin.

Upon arrival at Yaris' office, Ralin was nervous, because this was the first time he approached Yaris, usually Yaris who came to his shop. No one knows him there. Ralin felt like a little flea in the middle of a magnificent skyscraper that belonged to her husband's family.

According to the instructions given by Yaris through a short message, Ralin headed to a room in front of which there was a table for an employee, it was certain that it was Yaris secretary' desk.

"Siang mba, I'd like to see Mr. Yaris."

"Who and from which company?" asked the secretary with a look that Ralin, honestly, did not like.

"Say me Ralin mba."

"Pak Yaris is still in the meeting room, please wait a moment!"

Not wanting to show off that she was the future wife of Wajita's boss, Ralin chose to wait outside. Although he could have called and asked Yaris to reprimand his secretary.

There is a single sofa available outside Yaris. While waiting, fad - so he read the magazine provided on the table. The sound of a step approaching Yaris' room, Ralin was disappointed because the one who came was not Yaris, maybe his employees.

"This is the marketing analysis report your boss asked for, don't forget the casiin!" said a male employee who had just arrived, a glance of Ralin saw it through the tail of the eye. "Great also yes our boss, not a year ago he can make the company this advanced now."

"That's right, it's natural that outside graduates, different qualities are the same as you," replied the secretary.

Ralin silently smiled hearing her lover talk about good things.

"But unfortunately you don't have a partner yet, I've heard a lot of lists, the daughter of the director of corporate relations we are also rejected you know him, amazing."

Ralin's smile grew wider at the conversation. His lover's loyalty is beyond doubt.

"Don't our boss turn around, didn't he, until now I haven't heard of his romance?"

"Neither time sis, I've seen her nyium one night stand lady at the club."

"What really?"

"Seriously, but not until it continues anyway, I see that girl is kicked out."

Hopefully Ralin misheard, but why suddenly Ralin's chest feels tight, his ears are hot and...

"Siang Mba I want to see Mr. Yaris."

A beautiful woman, dressed officially but showing all her curves calls Yaris' name and wants to meet.

"I'm waiting inside, as usual."

The woman went straight into Yaris' room, waiting for the secretary's approval. As usual, go in and out of Yaris' room.

"That's the director's daughter I mean, crazy sir Yaris nolak pretty girl, pinter bohay like that, it's not sane Boss you."

Ralin who only heard the conversation from earlier already felt unable to bear it. All sorts of flavors mingled in his mind. The originally happy feeling turned angry, sick, sad, jealous, came within minutes of brutally attacking him.

Two incredible surprises that he heard struck like lightning in the middle of the calm of the day. Even their relationship has not even been even a month, Ralin should not kepedean even though he has the status of a future wife.

"I have this for Mr. Yaris, please convey." After leaving lunch with her secretary Ralin just left the building, with a broken feeling he ran to his car parked in the basement. His tears were almost out but he could stand it because many people would see.

Crying there is the same as embarrassing yourself. Idiotically. Where was the old Ralin? He should have been stronger to resist the man.

Arriving in the car without permission tears spilled instantly, he sobbed lamenting his stupidity. His folly loves Yaris, a young businessman who is valued by many beautiful and perfect women. Compared to those women, Ralin might be nothing. Again the taste came, what can be expected of a woman who does not have a uterus? The dreams that he woke up when later after the household were destroyed instantly, but tomorrow he will return to Lombok with the Yaris family for a proposal event. Should he continue? Or stop here?

After feeling calmer, Ralin started the engine of his car and left the building.

In the middle of the journey Ralin never stop lamenting himself, his tears could not be compromised, still out even though Ralin did not make a sound of crying. Right the saying.

The human body is full of water, but when injured, blood comes out.

The human heart is full of blood, but when it is wounded, what comes out are tears.

The trip to the tavern which only took twenty minutes felt so long for Ralin. With his eyes puffy and the water is still flowing, Ralin went straight up, without looking at anyone, even though there are Mega, Intan and Riko. He went into the room and locked it. Everyone looked at each other, implying a question mark. What happened to my beloved boss?

***

Yaris had just disbanded the meeting he was leading. A little longer than usual because he will be on leave for 3 days starting tomorrow. He assigns more workload to each division leader than usual.

Before entering the room he approached the secretary, "was anyone looking for me?"

"Oo there's a sir, Niki's mother is waiting inside."

*M*asa Ralin hasn't arrived yet?

When about to step foot, "one more sir, this is a deposit from mba Ra...Ral..."

"Ralin mean you?"

The secretary handed him a paper bag containing food. "Yes sir, Mba Ralin."

"Why don't you tell me? Where is he now?" yaris' voice rose, leaving his secretary confused.

"It was gone sir about twenty minutes ago." The casual answer from his secretary was in fact inversely proportional to the reaction of Yaris who wanted to wrath.

"You." Yaris sighed then continued saying, "he's my future wife, next time he comes to wait for me inside, understand!"

He kisses something is wrong, why Niki is waiting for him inside instead of Ralin, but they have promised to have lunch together every day, mandatory.

Soon he picks up the cell phone and looks for Ralin's contact.

Yaris tried again

Call out...

My wife

Ralin didn't pick up Yaris' phone, he knew Ralin's phone was still active.

With a riled face Yaris ran into the security room to check the CCTV. A security chief greeted him with a face full of shock. The rare item of the Boss God came to the security room.

Yaris instructed that the security chief play the money cctv tape in front of his room.

The first screen she saw Ralin coming over to her secretary then sitting on the sofa in front of her room.

Yaris saw a conversation between his secretary and a male employee whom he had identified. Of course Ralin also heard their talk at that time, then Niki came and Ralin certainly saw Niki more freely entering his room. After Niki entered his room, Ralin immediately approached his secretary, handed him a paper bag and left in a hurry.

"Follow where the woman's going!" orders again.

On the next screen, Ralin was seen running while covering his mouth with one hand, holding back a cry. On the next screen, until Ralin entered the car Yaris could see his lover crying in his car. CCTV cameras in the Yaris office have a very sophisticated system that can take pictures in the vehicle even though it is not so clear.

"Shit, he misunderstood." Yaris immediately got up from his seat and headed for the parking lot.

His mind was fixed on Ralin, somehow he felt now, he was afraid that Ralin was thinking things, especially tomorrow he was going to Lombok to propose to him. It's not funny that Ralin suddenly canceled their plan just because of a trivial matter.

With high speed Yaris propelling his car, several times he almost broke the traffic signs. It took ten minutes for Yaris to reach Ralin's tavern.

As soon as he entered, Yaris' eyes immediately turned to Mega, "where is he?"

As already understood that happened, Mega gave the code with the index finger raised up.

Yaris immediately went up and headed for Ralin's room, he tried to open the door knob and, 'locked'.

"Ralin, baby, it's me, open the door, I'll talk, please!"

Ralin shook his head, and did not open the door at all.

Yaris tried to knock on the door repeatedly until he did not feel his hand turn red.

"Darling I know you're inside, we're talking all right, I can explain, don't be so sure!"

This time Yaris banged on the door, but Ralin was still clinging to his stance. Yaris loves Ralin, really, taoi does not like the stubbornness of the girl.

"Darling, please, open the door, you can be mad at me, come on, I want to hear, but don't be this kinky, Ralin." It was obvious that panic was running all over Yaris' body.

Yaris was silent for a moment, until the moment when he was unconscious and his hands clenched towards the wall.

His fist struck the thick wall several times until the back of his hand was bleeding.

Ralin who was holding himself back from staying inside felt shocked and scared, Yaris must have hurt him.

"Honey, open the door or I'll break it!"

Ralin finally collapsed and unlocked his room.

After hearing the sound of the key in the turn, Yaris immediately pulled the door knob, at once she also scattered to hug Ralin.

"Let alone, I don't want to."

Ralin tried to rebel but Yaris had already locked him in an embrace.

"Well, you can be angry, you can hit me as much, you can cry, I won't ban." Yaris said without letting go or loosening his arms.

"You're bad you know, you're evil, I'm not perfect like that woman, why do you choose me, you can still choose, you can stay with me, you can go, why chase me?"

Ralin continued to cry and fumbled in Yaris' arms, however he rebelled the stronger Yaris held him. Yaris remained silent, listening to what his future wife wanted to say.

"Lepasin, I don't want to, I don't pantes for you, I want us to please."

Until a while, Ralin ran out of words and probably felt tired, now only his crying voice was heard.

"I choose you because I love you, not him, I choose you because you are the only one who deserves to be my companion, I think you are too perfect with your kindness, your sincerity that no woman has. Other women may be perfect, but what is possible is that they will sincerely love me regardless of the position and wealth I have."

Without any intention of letting go of his embrace Yaris tried to explain everything to Ralin.

"What you see and hear in the office may be true, it was before I decided my choice to you. The woman waiting in my room, it's Niki, she's just a business relationship, nothing more. He used to seduce me but I've been rejected and now we're just business partners."

"I'm sorry for making you wait and hear what you shouldn't have heard, and for sure, don't hope! Don't let your dreams escape me."

Ralin's crying voice weakened, meaning he was calm. This was not the scenario he had imagined. Ralin was more prepared to end their relationship.

"I'm not gonna take a hug before I apologize."

Actually Ralin is still hard to forgive Yaris, but he realizes Yaris is indeed a reckless person. What he said he would definitely do, if until tomorrow he did not speak, Yaris would also definitely hug him until tomorrow.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Ralin's voice rattled, "you're not wrong either."

"Promise not to run?!" It took a few seconds for Ralin to give an answer.

"Promise."

"Promise to get married next month?!"

Ralin paused for a moment, "promise."

After hearing Ralin's words, Yaris let go of her hug, then grabbed Ralin's hand.

"After today, you won't cry again, I promise." she said and then kissed Ralin on the forehead.

When Ralin turned his gaze down he saw Yaris' injured hand.

"Why are you a gini?"

"It was nothing, it was a wall vacuum." replied Yaris lightly.

"It's okay, until it bleeds gini."

Now it was Ralin's turn to be overcome with guilt.

"Why be a gini?" Ralin silenced her face with her palm, she now realized that she was a little outrageous by silencing Yaris, burning with emotion and jealousy. Seeing the person he loved hurt because of him, made him feel very very guilty.

Yaris who realized the lover was overwhelmed with guilt and felt depressed immediately calmed down. "It's really nothing, honey, I'm sicker when you cry."

"But you're bleeding, wounded by me."

"May I say, this is because you love me, we love each other, I love you now see you are jealous, meaning you really love me. Really, it doesn't hurt, don't cry anymore!"

Ralin tried to control himself and stopped crying. "We're doing medicine!"

Ralin then took the medicine box and treated Yaris' wounds.

"Have you eaten?"

"You gini's wounds still think about eating." While bandaging Yaris' hand, Ralin tried to hold back the tears, to the size of her injuries including severe Yaris.

"You've just recovered, you have to eat regularly, you can't be late, we'll eat outside!"

"Ga wants, I'm ugly if abis nangis, my eyes are swollen, so narrow like gini," said Ralin firmly.

Yaris noticed the lover's face that did look shabby and her eyes were swollen from crying a lot. As Yaris laughed, "you are beautiful when you are."

"Don't be a molly!"

"Seriously, beautiful to be different, like eouni-eouni korea yes the name?"

"There is also a Padang uni-uni," ketus Ralin.

When about to move after bandaging the hand of the lover, Yaris quickly pulled Ralin's hand, Yaris immediately stood up so that Ralin fell in his arms, they faced off without distance and without hesitation landed his lips on Ralin's lips.

Yaris ****** soft ralin lips, of course Ralin was shocked, for this kind of thing he is still a layman, Yaris who felt Ralin had not returned his kisses biting slowly on Ralin's lower lip and success, Yaris who felt that Ralin had not returned his kiss, now Ralin drifts away in Yaris' kiss, opening up access for the man to explore his oral cavity. She clasped her lover's cheek in order to tighten the kiss. Ralin felt out of breath, as well as Yaris, they released kisses and took air. As Yaris fused his forehead, "Don't scare me again like that, I could die."