I'm Without The Womb

Farewell

Lombok

"How are you? How are you too?"

"Well, mom, you're good, how are you? How's husband?"

"Yaris Sama Ralin well, this is again the preparation of the reception here, later mamak same father here accompanied by Ralin ya."

Long did not answer the request of the princess Rani felt doubt she and her husband could attend the reception of her son on the spot in Bandung. Actually, Ralin's father, Mr. Tamrin, is now being treated at a hospital in Lombok. But Mr. Tamrin forbids to tell Ralin. He did not want his newly married son to worry about his circumstances. That is the reason for the delay in sending coffee for the Ralin store, because usually Mr. Tamrinlah who arranged the delivery of coffee to Ralin's hands. And now Mr. Tamrin has sent an employee to replace him because he is sick. It is likely that the employee is still confused with the delivery procedure so as to make the delivery process late.

"Hallo mak, mamak ain't nothing?"

"Yes son, ga nothing, insha Allah later Mamak and Father will be accompanied by Ralin." Rani tries to calm down so that Ralin does not suspect their situation in Lombok.

"Yes son, Mamak want to cook first, you take care of yourself, be good with your husband."

Rani ends the phone call with the boy, not wanting to lie to him more. His eyes again looked at Tamrin who was now lying weakly on top of the hospital cage. Complications of Tamrin disease make it have to be treated longer. Rani continuously shed tears, how not sad, Tamrin who was initially fresh fit suddenly dropped a few days after the wedding celebration of her son.

***

That morning, as usual Ralin prepared the needs of Yaris. Even one month since their marriage, the couple passed a lot of quality time together. No one said, dating after marriage is fun. Yaris who was still asleep was not awakened, considering that some days her husband often came home late because of overtime. Yaris once proposed that they stay at his parents' house if Ralin felt lonely when Yaris was busy and came home late, but rejected Ralin because he wanted to be more independent. Loneliness doesn't matter to him.

Ralin has now moved into the kitchen, preparing breakfast for him and Yaris. Corn soup and tempe bacem became his choice this time. All the ingredients he had prepared since last night, that morning he was executed in his green kitchen.

Fun with his pleasure in the kitchen, Yaris suddenly gave back hug to his wife who was immediately greeted by growling by the owner of the body.

"Hmmm don't start, this is again fried you know, ntar splashed!" ketus Ralin's.

As if he did not care about the abstinence of the wife, Yaris remained in his stance.

"Let me be hot, than you who are sick, besides you are craft, the morning wake is busy, there are no intentions hug the husband." said Yaris who was still in his initial position.

"This is the will of Mama you know, Mamak also even, he said the woman was obliged to masakin husband breakfast so that his wife would eat until morning again. Really, you have a ga inget effect I keep?"

"You ain't eating breakfast too surely I'll keep you up, I ain't a simple breakfast problem that matters to my wife."

"Start on a dime."

"Seriously."

"Here I've finished you want to keep gini?"

"He uh."

"Yaris, how about?"

"No."

"You make coffee, I set the table, yes yes!"

Yaris further tightened his embrace and drowned his face in the recesses of Ralin's neck. Like a kid who doesn't want his toys. It's hard to stop. Ralin had to rotate the brain in order for Yaris to stop the action.

"Darling, I want to give you morning kiss, really you don't want to leave?" in a spoiled and seductive tone Ralin finally pulled out that sentence, a sentence that was sacred to him.

Immediately Yaris released his back hug from Ralin's body and cup...

A brief kiss landed on Yaris' cheek.

"Yes, let's have breakfast!" while pulling the husband's arm with his right hand and left hand over his tempe bacem, Ralin dragged Yaris to the dining table. The breakfast menu is now ready at the dinner table.

"Well, that's all?" yaris Protest.

"It can be too."

"Let's dong later, don't go in the yacht now."

"Don't be satisfied either?" reply Ralin.

"The man is never satisfied, dear."

"So if you're never satisfied with me, do you want another one?" Ralin was teasing her husband.

"Yes, amit-amit, that's not what it means."

"Teruuuss?" while serving a plate that has been filled with rice and side dishes, Ralin served a conversation that was actually not important for them to discuss it, but mengasikkan for Ralin.

"It's our practice, right away," without Yaris's cue pulling Ralin's body until he fell on Yaris' lap. "I mean this one."

A deep kiss was given by Yaris directly on Ralin's pink lips. The two were swept away in an atmosphere they had created themselves. If you realize that Ralin is weak, Yaris will be more aggressive.

With a slight sigh, Ralin tried to calm Yaris who was now carrying her towards the room, "Her soup is cold you know."

"It's nothing cold, we're hot."

That's failing.

"Aren't you tired of running out overtime yesterday?"

"For this one there is no term tired, wrong yourself you are fishing."

Not mempan, fine, I blush.

Ralin opened the door of their room and Yaris closed it with her feet as she was still in a cradle position.

The breakfast event must be delayed, because if it has begun to challenge Yaris to finish if it has not been completed. It is also halal.

***

Ddrrr.t.

The vibration of Yaris' phone on the desk made him have to stop reading the report at that time. The name Mega is on the smartphone screen.

'Mega, what's the tumben?'

"Yes Ega, Tumben you called me, would you like my blessing?"

"Ris, are you in the office?" Yaris' question was ignored.

"Yes, you come here to bring sajenan, if I feel good to start."

"Gue's not kidding me anymore, where is Ralin now?"

"There's an amendment, why don't you call right away?"

"What the hell, to the point!"

"Ris, your father-in-law, Om Tamrin, died this morning."

"Lo don't miss Ga, if that gini you've gone too far."

"Gue is serious Ris, so I am confused about telling her to Ralin."

At once Yaris froze, believing and not in the news he had just heard.

"Hallo Ris, are you still horrifying?"

"Huh, yes I'm here." Yaris was shocked to find all the messages of his father-in-law during his wedding a month ago.

"Lo mending now go home, but don't tell Ralin first, I'm going to go to lo. Arya's sister had already left first from dawn."

"Ok, we'll see you at my place."

Without thinking, Yaris left all the work before him. In his mind this time just looking for a way how to convey this sad news to the wife.

On the way home Yaris still did not find the right reason if later Ralin asked for his early return. Yaris first calls Mama and her Papa so that they also prepare to accompany Ralin. Yaris also needed Papa's private plane so they could arrive in Lombok sooner.

***

"Honey, where are you?"

Upon arrival at Yaris' apartment immediately look for Ralin's whereabouts. Not finding Ralin in the kitchen, Yaris immediately headed for the room. At the sight of Ralin was busy tidying his work clothes in the closet. Yaris increasingly could not bear to tell Ralin what happened.

"Why have you come home, is there forgetfulness?"

"No, I suddenly miss you" Yaris replied a little nervously.

Stinging at Yaris' reasoning, Ralin immediately squinted his eyes, showing his sharp gaze at Yaris. This was not as usual according to Ralin, whether it was the reason for Yaris or the very strange tone of speech in his ears.

"I have a request for you, we go for a walk right now, you pack our suitcases, Dad!"

"Don't be weird, by the way now, what do you want?" Ralin was still cool with his activities tidying up Yaris clothes that he just finished ironing.

Yaris was increasingly confused what to say to his wife, if he told her now, no doubt Ralin would be hysterical and slow down their journey.

"We bring one suitcase, yes, my clothes are the same clothes you made one."

"Here you seriously we're going? Where are you going to take all the suitcases?" Ralin still could not believe Yaris who packed their clothes into a large suitcase.

"You're ready, we'll walk in 10 minutes, I want you to meet someone" Yaris replied. Only that sentence flashed through his brain.

"Kok rush anyway, you're weird, your face is also no look at his art to take a walk."

Yaris could not remember that his face had never smiled. Confused how to express his face in front of his wife. He immediately grabbed Ralin's hands to convince him.

Trying to put on a calm face, Yaris looked closely at the wife's face.

"Darling, you trust me, just this once, don't ask me why! Someone wants to see you, as soon as possible, yeah."

Yaris's sentences were still an enigma to Ralin. I don't know why Ralin felt there was something hidden her husband. He wants answers, to get them he just obeys the will of Yaris.

Ralin immediately changed clothes, decided to wear a knee-length black blouse with a small floral motif and long jeans. Not wanting to be obvious, Yaris only wears a white shirt with cloth pants as her outfit. After they finished getting ready, they immediately headed for the car parked in the basement.

"Why so rushed?" Ralin seemed to dislike it, especially she did not know the reason Yaris had invited her to leave suddenly.

"Later on, be patient!"

Yaris asks Mega to wait for them at the airport so that not much time is wasted.

"Are we going to the airport?" because of the direction they are headed to enter the area of Husein Sastranegara International Airport.

Yaris nodded, "Inget yes no word 'canoe or where'" pinta Yaris.

Arriving at the airport, Yaris took Ralin to a waiting room for passengers on a private plane. There was Mega and her two in-laws. Ralin grew suspicious, only he didn't know where they were headed. Ralin felt like he was in a job.

"Ma, Mum. Where are we really going?"

Mama Ayu immediately hugged the tiny body of Ralin, rubbed his daughter-in-law's back to calm down.

"You'll calm down, you'll know, we'll talk on the plane."

Ralin mamandang Mega's face demanded an explanation. But as if compact with Yaris and his father-in-law, Megabpun silenced, adding a big question mark on him. Having no other choice, Ralin followed the game of the people around him.

Before long an airport officer told them that the plane they were going to be boarding was ready.

***

Inside the plane was still quiet, no one dared to speak. Mega chose to sit alone away from where Yaris and Ralin, he actually could not bear to cry. His eyes glazed a few times but he immediately wiped that second as well. He won't be able to bear to see Ralin later if he finds out what happened.

Yaris was still trying to calm down. His hand was not a second out of Ralin's grasp. But Ralin was of course restless, in his mind this was not a pleasant journey because the faces of the people around him did not emit pleasure.

Ralin could not stand it. At least he should know where they're headed.

"Darling you said you had a request, now tell me! Where are we really going?"

Feeling that it was impossible to hide it from Ralin, Yaris tried to find the right word so that Ralin would not be shocked.

"We go to where you love.we want to go to Lombok. I want to meet you."

Instantly, Ralin's mood changed. There is a sense of pain that whacks. His heart beats like a heartbeat, not like a beat of a person in love, but more like going through a breakup. Unasked, Ralin's eyes warmed up, trying to resist the outpouring of sadness.

"Mr?" ralin's chest felt tight when the word 'father' came out of his own mouth, "why father?"

His instincts are right, it's not a fun thing.

"Now may I tell you what my request is?"

Ralin hesitated, but he nodded. He doesn't want to talk much anymore.

"You will be strong in front of you, yes, you can't be whiny or hysterical, can you?!"

This time Ralin did not answer. He just bowed. His memories replayed his memories with his father. Until his return was accompanied by the participation of Mega and her in-laws, she could conclude two things, her father was seriously ill or. Her tears continued to flow, her chest felt crimped, despite having held back all her strength finally giving up, her cries broke, Yaris immediately embraced her. He could not deny that if his father was just sick, Mega and his in-laws could not go with him, there was no way they would take him home on a private plane. His logic could no longer deny reality, Ralin was getting shaken, his body was shaking, he was not prepared if this was a farewell.

A farewell that will last forever with his first love. 'Father forgive Ralin' he said, continuing in his heart. Ralin wanted to scream but was restrained, and his gaze began to darken fifteen minutes before they landed.