I'm Without The Womb

I am the one who paid

"Waaaagellaaaaseeeeh" was the first word that Mega said to Ralin when he followed him to the clinic which had become the third house for Ralin in addition to his coffee shop and of course the Permata Hati orphanage.

"Lo ya Lin if you know the social minister must have become the national humanitarian ambassador of our country." Mega threw out the body of the clinic waiting chair which was fairly hard, but the hardness of the object iyu notnia taste because of his sense of regret to Ralin, his best friend and boss.

"Okaya aja mba, you help me to know that." Ralin only answered his best friend Mega. Not that I do not know that Mega is upset, but lazy to also serve the same frustration repeatedly.

They were waiting for the doctor who was examining Katnis, one of the children of the orphanage that Ralin brought to the clinic because of the diarrhea he was experiencing. Bringing a child care home has become a regular activity for Ralin. Even the doctors and nurses at the clinic knew him.

"Lo ga cape Lin? All your shop income, your work, donated all to the parlour, what's wrong with the others?" tanya Mega with sharp glances and sarcasm.

Ralin just shook his head. "Harta was brought to death Ga. They need it more." Anyway."

"Yes I know, but not all and not always Lin. Make that intention for me also bial bica eli car ayak amu," janda Mega imitate the voice of a child. Frankly, his behavior was to reduce his sense of regret for Ralin.

"Huuuuuu your mode, do you want to have a treasure of alms? The responsibility is heavy."

"Ntar I'm a nego deh ama angel, if I need to give you complete," joked Mega.

"Ngarep sodaraan ma angel."

"Hihi only once, say how the angel was touched."

"Ga quality tau." Entering into serious mode Ralin's gaze wailed forward. "It's my choice Ga, it seems like God wants me to serve those less fortunate children. Aside from this I don't know where to direct my life."

Mega hugged Ralin. He knows the story of his friend's past. The incident that happened to Ralin that resulted in him having to lose his property as a woman, comoohan and gossip from the family environment, which resulted in his loss as a woman, brother even his neighbors to make Ralin have to leave his hometown because it is not strong to face all the pressure, until Ralin decided to go to a place that no one knows him and his past.

Long thought, Ralin chose Bandung as a place of escape. There he meets Mega.

Yes, Ralin decided to settle in Bandung. Mega at that time a student from outside the city of Bandung who struggled with living costs and tuition fees was assisted by Ralin who voluntarily gave him a place to live without asking for a penny.

Ralin also actually needed the help of Mega to introduce him to the city of Bandung, a city that was still unfamiliar to him. And after being ospek by Mega, Ralin is now well versed with the ins and outs of the city.

"Okay, let's do the best. I know you are strong. Do not mellow yes, I semalem already quite cry watching drakor," entertain Mega meskibtak much influence for Ralin.

Soon the doctor who examined Katnis came out of the examination room and approached Ralin. At once they stood up from their seats to greet the doctor, thankfully there was no alarming look on the young doctor's face.

"Where's doc Katnis nothin?" ask Ralin.

"Ga any deck, Katis has been handled, the infusion suit runs out later can be taken home, this is a prescription that must be redeemed, please be supervised so that the medicine is spent and the food must also be taken care of!" wejang the doctor.

Maybe only Mega realized the doctor's gaze on his best friend.

"Okay doc, thank you."

"Isn't this any cure at Ralin's deck or are we sending the bills to the parlour?"

"Ga do doc, I'm responsible, it's okay." Ralin. For him it is not difficult to just redeem the medicine.

"Sir doctor kayak ga tau dek Ralin aja, he is kindhearted, loyal, considerate, beautiful too. Material wife, right, sir?" Mega chimed in, could not bear to tease the man with the sneakers.

"Hussh diem ga!"

Mega accidentally teases the doctor whose love is repeatedly rejected by Ralin. Even the doctor had asked for Ralin's mobile number through Mega, but unfortunately Ralin was not willing if Mega gave any information to the doctor or other men who asked for information about him. If Mega does, it becomes the root of the breakup of friendship.

"Iisshhh biarin."

Suddenly a nurse came panting towards them. Instantly Ralin, Mega, and Diko's doctor turned their eyes to the nurse.

"Dok, there's a crash patient in the ER, it's severe."

Diko was a little disappointed her conversation with Ralin had to be cut off.

"Then I say yes, please Katnis can be taken by the side."

"I.ya," Ralin had not yet had time to answer the doctor had passed from before him. She could see Diko running away from her standing position.

Ah, if only. Had he not had that deficiency, Ralin would have confidently accepted Diko. Which woman would not be proud to have a companion of a doctor.

"Yep, come in." Mega hugs Ralin's shoulder towards the nursed Katnis room, resuscitating the woman from her brief daydream.

****

"Katnisa Ramayanti promised you that you can never learn to eat sambel again! Katnis isn't kasian with Lin's sister? It's sad to see Katnis on the infusion."

Ralin rubbed the soft end of the head of the girl who was lying weakly.

Which parent would throw a child this sweet.

"Katnis sorry, promise deh ga again, but sister Ega also promise yes do not tell Katnis if the most delicious meal if there is sambelnya." Katnis looked at Mega. Mega who had been throwing spontaneous faces looked at Katnis and Ralin. With his eyes Mega coded Katnis not to speak anymore.

"Is that your job?."

"Well, I'm not talking about not doing practice." Mega grinned as she glared at Katnis.

"Crazy, you're a 4.5-year-old kid, you're talking sambel."

"Yes nothing Lin, let the intestines are strong like lo, as good as, let him know also the philosophy of sambel it's like the journey of life there must be sweetness. Eggplant sambel made by Ralin kak delicious also you know Kat."

"I know beb, that's why God brought us together to live a life of excitement, ga mulu plate."

After an hour, they finally prepared to leave the clinic. Now Ralin is in the pharmacy trying to redeem the medicine for Katnis, while Katnis and Mega wait on a bench provided by the clinic near the entrance.

Without any intention, Ralin overheard the conversation of two nurses who were standing in front of the administrative table located next to the pharmacy.

"Well, the patient's not conscious yet."

"You will not immediately take action that can be finished that cogan the same business of this world."

"Hp can live a ballom?"

"It looks like the ballom, again in the care of Dani mas."

Ralin wanted to ignore it, but after hearing the talk his social soul screamed out to help.

"Suster Rita, what's wrong?" Ralin greeted Sister Rita who he had known since his routine visit to the clinic.

"Eh.mba Ralin, this is a car accident patient, the condition is urgent need surgery, but not yet aware. His phone's dead, so there's nothing we can call. While our admin needs guardian approval for further action," sister Rita's story goes.

Ralin only heard from the sister's story, but something drew her into action.

"Then I will be his guardian" said Ralin spontaneously. Somehow he was suddenly very eager to help the victims of the accident who did not even know his origin.

"Serious MBA? Do you know me?" ask sister Rita.

Ralin only shook his head for sure, because indeed he did not know anyone in the city Mega jam and the people of the orphanage.

"It costs a lot."

"Ga nothing, I'm paying for all the medical expenses."

The two sisters looked at each other. Actually they have been used to hearing that Ralin will charge patients who he brought to the clinic such as children's homes or poor people who live around the orphanage, even people he just met at the clinic, if you need help just the cost to redeem the drug Ralin will not hesitate to help. Therefore many residents around the orphanage who now know him so that Ralin is often considered family. The difference this time the patient looks rich, when viewed in terms of expensive clothes worn, there is a Rolex watch priced tens of millions circular in his hands, not yet another accesoris.

"The patient is like a capable person, later if you realize you can ask for a change."

"If nolong do not use self-respect, rich people are also human, there are times when it needs help, the process of gih cepetan!" Ralin.

"Oh yeah mba, this is a file to sign."

Ralin immediately signed the files submitted by the sister. "It's just Ralin, as usual later at the cashier."

"Okay, I understand." Ralin said with a smile, for some reason if he could help someone who needed his help he felt very happy.

Although not knowing each other, even Ralin had not done harm to the accident victim, there was no hesitation to help him, he said, in addition, the reason for helping the person is because he does not want anyone to experience the same thing as he had experienced before. Due to an accident she had to lose her identity as a woman. Aaargh if he remembers the incident he could cry in the clinic and be seen by the crowd.

"On behalf of Katnisa Ramayanti."

The apothecary's voice that rang out ramin's daydream.

"Yes." Yeah."

"It's the cure."

"Thank you."

....

After finishing his business at the clinic and bringing Katnis back to the orphanage, Ralin returned home to the coffee shop that was the place where he and Mega lived. He wants to rest his body that already feels crunchy because all day outside.

While lying in bed, he recalled his conversation with Mega during the return trip.

"Lo's sure Lin wants to help the victim of the accident? Maybe he's a mobster or a fugitive gangster who's hiding it. Lin, a single accident hit a roadblock as well. If the wound was that bad, it must have been speeding, running from

something in his heart, something in front of him (song pake Syahrini)."

"Husshhh don't su'udzon, we don't know the truth, let it be his business, the important thing is his life survived. Whatever the problem is, he can solve it after he recovers. Don't mostly think negative dong ntar my reward at the discount."

"Raliiiin ih lu tu ya di sayin, I don't want to ntar lu nyeselong people who are not aware, do not realize, ntar how if you realize he really wants to kill himself and do not want to be please continue nyari lo, ih amit-amit."

"Udah deh fantasy you know excessive Ega. Inshaa Allah all is well. I thought that."

Ralin just smiled at Mega who turned her lips because her words were always rebutted by Ralin.

"Udah dong pouted, it would be in vain you know skincare treatment that you buy with your spare money."

"It's also lo, au ah."

***

Ralin just smiled on his bed, he didn't want to think of a single bad thing about someone, whoever he was, no matter who he was, it doesn't feel good if someone thinks badly of us but the truth is not so, he has experienced it, before, and now he does not want to remember it.

Although she is still fairly young, Ralin has enjoyed the sweetness and bitterness of life. Being away from her parents makes her a tough woman. Her life became an independent woman. There is no principle of depending on others. It will never depend on humans.