I'm the Abuser

Trying to be faithful

Three months Clara was left behind by Boby. You can communicate directly even on weekends. Boby told me a lot of exciting experiences during his education. Not with his bitter experience.

"It's cold. I always imagined I could camp here with you," said Boby across the street. Didn't tell her that her cold horn was always shivering. Mosquitoes are also typical of forests. Fat fat rich wasps.

"Oh yes, tomorrow when we go home for a picnic yuk," Clara asked. Then hang the speaker on the phone. Sighs and sucks. He should stay cheerful. Even though the long longing has turned into sadness.

"Yes, we'll talk about that. Eating is good too. I'm here more white and fat," said Boby. The one who was white in hair because he was taught espionage techniques and thoroughness that made his brain think five times harder. Fat because you cannot move freely anywhere. Caged within the cold walls of the two-meter-high dormitory with all the rules and punishments.

"Ha.. watch out for other girls!" Clara answered trying to get angry even though tears were pouring from her eyes.

"You're still the only Poc. One for good" woo Boby. Silent…. Clara smiled in her tears.

"How are you?" ask Boby again. 

"I. good. Mother is also good, although you have to keep control of sugar every month" replied Clara.

"Mama? Did you say weirdo about you?" ask Boby.

"Mama…. Okay, now I give her a monthly ration. Papa's iron shop business has not recovered…. So let me get some pocket money from us" said Clara. Didn't tell me that Santi was asking for money and said that Clara was not lucky, because she stopped the monthly money from Boby. Santi Boby is back at work. In order to keep all the peace and secrets, Clara ends up rationing Santi with money every month.

"Oh, thank you for your attention Poc," said Boby calmly. Clara was also calm it turned out Boby enjoyed his education. Not as hard as people tell. They both calm each other. No one wants to admit their pain.

"See you in a few months, baby.I love you.I miss you, I miss you" Boby said before his call ended. 

"I look forward to our meeting. Love to my husband" replied Clara. Phone connection disconnected. The two people were the same hugging and kissing their phones. It was as if hugging and kissing the person they just called. 

Missing is not hard, but torturous….. Clara.

No word can describe longing, except to feel it for yourself…. Bobie.

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Clara walked to her class. As usual Rama will wait in the parking lot and walk hand in hand. There's just a discussion. Anything is discussed with Rama. Clara who initially responds to the usual tends to shy away, long responding. Make Rama this conversation. Besides Merlin and Ita.

"Wonton yuk Ra, the film is fast and furious, you know," asked Rama. Clara is crazy about Vin Diesel.

"I do a lot of tasks Mas, fashion show preparation as well," Clara declined.

"Come on…. Cook you don't wonder their action," urged Rama. The man grew more confident approaching Clara again. Because Clara always looks sad every time her husband asks. Clara was no longer seen with her husband. Not even a phone call or a chat. Rama thought their relationship was strained. Or even end. Clara just smiled while shaking her head.

Rama did not give up. Come with lots of different flavored ice boba. Share for free with a friend of Clara's friend who meets the concept of fashion show. They gladly accepted the ice.

"What is this event until there is a thanksgiving?" cletuk friend Clara. Glancing at Rama and Clara alternately. Many know they were made first. Many people know Clara is married. But they are not so dizzy also if there is the word 'genesis' again. For students like them the love story is just as sweetener. 10 People is also no problem. Not their business either.

"Tar dong Ram's. Waita. We're important again. It's up to you" said the group leader. Clara was wrong. Confused as to how. Rejecting Rama is not very good because of his struggle.

Rama was right to wait until they finished the concept meeting and divide for the flat task. Clara had told him to come home smoothly earlier.

"There are still two rounds of film" Rama said as he looked at his watch.

"Mas, but…. I...," clara confusedly composed the word reject.

"Yookkkkk!!!" rama said he pulled Clara's hand. They headed to the mall to watch a movie.

Vin Diesel has always been interesting to Clara. Throughout the film the woman is glued to the big screen in front of her. Unknowingly Rama had clasped his hands tightly. As far as Clara…. As Clara recalled, the man next to her was Boby. Either his kangen ranking or how. Clara hallucinates with Boby.

Rama was not rejected. Clara's hand was getting tighter. As the romantic scene arrives in the film, Rama pulls Clara's nape. Drowning Clara's lips in a long kiss. Clara was shocked to find out who kissed her, when the kiss ended. No longer have the taste of continuing the film that stayed a little. Stand up and leave the chair and exit the movie studio.

Rama pursues Clara's steps. Holding his hand as he exited the film area. Clara.

"Why?" ask Rama.

"I want to go home" said Clara. Can't blame Rama too because he's lost. Think Rama is Boby.

"I'll take it with me" said Rama again holding Clara's hand. Again the woman brushed it off. They walked until the parking lot. 

Silent throughout the journey… 

Clara refused to open her mouth even though she reached her house. Rama pulls Clara's hand while in the yard.

"I came home Beautiful" said Rama with a smile. Clara just nodded. The taste in his chest rumbled. Feeling betrayed Boby who is struggling. Why is this stupidity created!!! You idiot!!! You idiot!!! Let Clara in his heart. Sculpting saw the big motor puff Rama left behind.

Clara came in and took a shower. There was a message from Rama after he took a bath. He said he had reached home and more. The point is seduction and maybe hope too. Hp Clara immediately rang when Clara only read Rama's message. Not intending to repay.

"Mas, I'm tired" said Clara.

"Sleep…. Thank you for today. L'm…. Very happy" said Rama.

"Eh, sorry …. But nothing has changed since. Let's just say I'm a khilaf. Don't expect anything from me. Remember I'm a married woman" Clara said. Rama was silent at the end.

"Good night Mas, I'm tired" said Clara. 

A tear fell on her cheek. This miss is torturous. And guilt destroys. Clara ransacked the gallery hpnya. Staring at pictures of Boby and himself in many poses.

"I'm loyal Brother, I'm loyal" muttered Clara single-handedly. Falling asleep with tears that have not dried up.