I'm the Abuser

I'm the Abuser
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The headset worn by the cilok merchant was very noisy.


"Go back to stupid!! The target is coming soon. It is impossible for a shady trader to talk English with a bule, "Revan orders angry at Boby. Jon who disguised himself as a parking lot shop in front of the mosque directly pura buy cilok so that Boby can return to his cilok cart without suspicion.


"Bang, ma rebu bang!" exclaims Jon. Boby's back in his wagon. Jon saw Clara walking after ablution. Instantly understand why Boby got out of the reconnaissance scenario.


"Commander's report. Lion 1 looks at the ex," whispered Jon closing his parking vest to the lips. Revan was upset.


"Focus Bob!!! Focus up!! Failed to perform this operation out of my team. Ann jing!!" said Revan pecking from inside the car.


Someone came in a sedan. Boby tried to focus even though his heart was in the fog. The man got out of the car. Carrying two bags of shabby cloth into the mosque. Take ablution and prayer.


Clara's entourage exited the mosque after prayers.


"Maybe the next controversial campus couple is Rama and Clara" Ita chanted as he exited the mosque. Rama deliberately asked for the same greeting Clara after they prayed. Pura pura kayak couple husband and wife.


"The couple was Sinta's partner not Clara" Clara said in response.


"Then whose partner is Clara?" rama asked a little disappointed. Clara was silent for a moment. In his heart Boby answered with confidence. I don't know why he misses Boby so much.


"Nothing, Clara wants to do this" replied Clara as she returned to wearing her shoes.


"Tomorrow I changed the story to Rama and Clara" said Rama, holding out his hand. Help Clara stand up after putting on her shoes. 


"Good thanks," said Clara.


"Kok Mas's? Sis," asked Rama did not release their hand link to the motorcycle parking.


"I.. like Mas, Big Brother's call makes me... Fear of bad things happening again" replied Clara origin. Rama laughs.


"I will only cause good things to you" answered Rama cheerfully. Clara's group continued their journey.


The original answer from Clara's mouth made Boby in a corner of the mosque even more burned…. If not this task Boby had hit the man who was piggybacking Clara. Boby continued to calm himself down by taking a deep breath. The man being watched out of the mosque carried only one shabby bag he had brought in. Take a leisurely walk in the car and leave. Two young men entered the mosque. Turn around carrying one of those shabby bags and take it away.


"The plot reads commander," reports Boby.


"Camera record" Ine reported.


"Ijin left the location and ended the operation" Boby said slowly. Want to find Pocik immediately.


"Negative…. Back to base!!" reply Revan. Not allowing his men to go home. 


***


Boby came home at night. After being scolded by Revan for exiting the arrest scenario. Stop by for a minute to buy a bottle of liquor.


Go home with a face that gets worse. Not directly into the house just melt on the terrace. Drink the drink casually. It feels the same. His throat refused, but the devil in it helped. Honestly Boby prefers to drink cooking oil, unfortunately cooking oil does not make drunk.


Boby lit a cigarette. Breathe in that tobacco smoke. Hold it until the smoke fills the entire lung. Then blow slowly. The shadow of Pocik's smile loomed real. Boby smiled smirkily. Who can resist the charm of Pocik??? His mother…. That refusal got Pocik away…. Choosing a relationship with another man. 


Boby lit the hape. The song is titled Alm's Lelakon Tresno. Didi Kempot.


Koyo sumendale nyowo kang disabut soko rogo


Kowe pampit lungo megat rope tresno


Hang broken rope acromo


Kowe lali kowe


Kowe marang nafsune durjono


Not leremke atiku senajan sekso my inner


I'm percoyo marang gustiku


Samudra pangapuraku jembare


Boby was singing. His head started to get heavy. His voice is no longer in tune. Tears filled his eyes. The longer the song turned into a shout. Boby shouted to himself in front of his house. He is not really the type of drunk who screams or berserk. Usually just quietly enjoy the dizziness in his head. But the sadness of seeing Pocik move on from him makes Boby out of control again.


His father came out because he heard Boby's voice.


"God!!! Aware of le... consciously..," said Tono. The house people immediately splash. Boby was entered by Tono and Dito. Lying on her bedroom bed still with a whirl of singing. And tears filled my cheeks. Boby who….


With tears Santi took off Boby's shoes. As he was leaving Boby's room, his eldest son said:


"Ma, let Boby be with Clara…. My uncle doesn't want to be near me because of Mama….. Ma's…. I just love Clara….." Santi hugged Boby. The smell is disgusting. Alcohol, mixed cigarettes and body odor. Santi realized his son was falling apart. Even more broken than Clara herself who was widowed. What's…. Clara still wants to accept her dilapidated son???


***


Boby woke up in the morning. Not too nauseous. That means yesterday we didn't drink too much. Samar Boby remembered last night's activities. How embarrassing!!!! Drunk people don't mean they don't remember. He remembers, but cannot control himself. Jeez..... still have her face to get out of the room??? There must be a face even a little. He has to work.


Boby came out of the room when it was tidy. Hope not to meet anyone. Her sister-in-law's apes again came out the next room. Cuddle his cute niece who hasn't even been a week.


"Mas" said Jesi. Boby just nodded.


"Bob's Hope! Mama made warm ginger. Same ibuprofen for your hangover" said Santi from the dining room. Boby smiled a little. Her mother wants to talk to her.


It turns out complete already shame. His sister-in-law and family stayed here last night. The dining room was full of people and last night he was drunk like a madman…. Haaa Boby wants to pretend to be crazy…


"Here comes our drunken god. The gods just missed their drunken stay," commented his father. The whole house laughed. Boby just grinned the horse. Tono was tired of scolding Boby. Already in the stage of whatever.


Breakfast over. Boby's getting ready to go to work again.


"Bob, Mama's sorry.Mama let you be with Clara if you want her to be the same widow," Santi said as Boby put his shoes on the porch. Still tucked in a tinge of emotion at the end of the sentence. Boby nodded. His eyes are a little twinkling.


"Will you accept him?" ask Boby. Santi nodded.


"When can Mama apply for him for you?" santi asked with a heavy heart. Honestly, he is not sincere! But what else?? The child could be damaged.


"Boby already lost contact with Clara. But Mama's blessing is a new weapon to force her to accept Boby again" Boby said with a smile. Hugged his mother for a moment.


"Thank you Ma" said Boby. Santi could only take a deep breath.


***


Boby entered the office with a new spirit. Follow the morning apple upright and a little smile.


"And you were scolded by the commander yesterday?" whiskey Beri.


"I'm kedanan rondo (i'm crazy widow)" Boby replied while whispering as well. 


After Boby's apple sees Nando busy making coffee for Ine. Still on the plonco in private the same Ine. Goblognya the Nando.


"Udah is Ne, pity Nando," said Boby as he entered his study.


"Wild, not very happy I have a slave," replied Ine cruel.


"So slave love your copok later," said Boby.


"Ha…. Ineke Chintya won't fall in love with rich man Nando!!" Ine said confidently. Nando came in with a cup of coffee. Put your heart on Ine's side.


"How much sugar?" ask Ine. 


"As per Mbak's request. One spoon, one half spoon, one quarter spoon" replied Nando.


"Asyuuuu," said Jon heard a dose of sugar spoon. Ine just glanced. Try the coffee Nando made.


"Still paiittt!!! Move there!!! this must be because I drank coffee in front of you!" ine said to Nando. The man moved away with anxiety. Ine drinks Nando's coffee again.