I'm the Abuser

Nina's Story

Clara came out of the kitchen immediately shocked by the presence of Nina who turned out to be stuck behind the kitchen door.

“Jeez... I guess the sighting of Mbak,” Clara said while sniffing the chest. Nina grin. 

"The apparition is as beautiful as I am Ra," replied Nina.

“I say yes Ma'am,” continued Clara passed quickly to the home page.

“What do you want to ride home?” tanya Nina followed Clara.

“Jek aja, do not need to nganter me,” replied Clara already on with her phone.

"I'll drop off, you'll get me a ride" Nina said, pulling Clara's hand toward her car.

"What are you less rich?" ask Clara when they get in the car. Nina laughed.

"Less it. Everyone feels poor. Want to have a seven-story house and seventy cars also feel poor if not nerimo," said Nina. Clara just smiled in response. His heart is in the fog. Slightly hurt by the words of Mbah Narti. All wrong? He's the one who has to fight? Haaahhh fuck! He fought Tama no effort equal a lie. The car slowly walked out of the yard.

"I'm sorry that you entered this chaotic family" Nina said breaking the silence in the car. Clara smiled in response.

"It's not your fault Ma'am, I was wrong for forcing my way in. Even though we knew there was a storm. I even knew Tama didn't love me when she married me" Clara replied, leaning her head. Breathing slowly from his nose and mouth. Inhaling a lot of oxygen to get dizzy and to disappear. Observe the quiet night streets. Without rain without wind. Distant from himself.

"It's also my fault Ra. You know why Tama and Citra's romance was rejected by my family? It's because of me. My family may have been traumatized by the love story of her employer and employees." Nina says.

Nina also falls in love with one of her father's employees who works in a rice mill. The love of different castes ended in pelaminan. Gained full family blessing.

"Jarot no longer works as a father's employee after marriage. He is believed to manage the rice fields and fish ponds near the reservoir. The place is quite far from this village, because the father is old. Pretty tired of coming to him," said Nina.

Two years of Jarot's marriage actually distorted the results of rice fields and fish. His money runs out to gamble and support his own family madly. Though the results of ponds and rice fields are quite a lot.

"Even the paddy field and the fishpond pawned him before he went missing. I was sick thinking about it. We managed to redeem the pond and rice field back with no small amount of funds," Nina said with a long sigh. It was also hard for Nina.

"Then?" ask Clara kepo.

"Then we got divorced. One child is a custody dispute. He asked for custody because he would be splashed by the inheritance later. Not because of love for his son. Eventually custody fell into my hands after a contentious debate through the court…. Her stupid…. I fell in love soon again. And again to the father's officer,"

Nina and Heri are married. But Heri was not the right choice either.

"The berry is spoiled, just like a pest. Her hobbies are foya foya and have fun with our money. Very lazy to work. I love the 'boss' call'. Jajanin friends here even though the theme is toxic. Ah…. But I'm going to divorce again, too. Widow twice. Let him hang her in place. Husband in public. Whatever after that. I'm used to being in his absence" Nina said as she picked up a tissue in the car. Removing the clear spots that interfere with vision. Clara patted Nina's shoulder bracing.

"Udah, love your treatment if you cry. Pull the thread in your eyes can be tangled later. Want me to entertain you by singing a romantic song?" clara asked while still patting her sister-in-law's shoulder. 

"What?" 

"Kok munk?" ask Nina.

"Yes, if the tweezers land on your skin, Ma'am" replied Clara. Nina is crazy treatment. It still looks the same age as Clara. Their age distance is far away. Understandably, he was the one who held all of his father's business after he died. The image of the rice paddies, ponds, and landlords is not at all in Nina. The woman was completely touched by technology and beauty treatments.

"You are also beautiful and smooth Ra. Natural even. I wonder why my sister isn't tempted by you. Maybe you're right. Tama can only ngaa cceng the same Citra. Hahahaha," said Nina. Who turns out to be stealing the conversation Clara and her mother. Clara just smiled wryly.

"Just let go of my brother Ra. Who could stand that kind of guy. It's not your fault. My mom was wrong to blame you. This marriage was wrong from the beginning. Find someone else who makes you happy. But please think about it again. I like your rich sister-in-law. A little crazy and laughable. If Citra is too calm," said Nina while glancing at Clara for a moment. The eyes that glimmered twinkling. Recently, there is a family of Tama who support him.

"Still Ma'am," said Clara Short.

"But please think again. I'm sure Tama loves you too. He begged us to talk to you yesterday. Her…. You look like you miss and regret. Well, even though I admit Tama is a coward" Nina said.

"Haaa how does one heart occupy two loves?" clara replied with a sigh.

"You can be mixed. Hahaha,"

"I choose to be a widow rather than be combined. Why is it called honey. Does it not taste sweet at all?" ask Clara.

"You don't feel good, but you make a guy good" Nina said.

"It's not fair dong" said Clara lethargic.

Silent…..

They're in front of Clara's house. Nina braked her car. 

“I promise to unite Citra Sama Tama if you plan to retreat, but I'm not sure. Because Tama is a coward and also seems to love you Hahahaha,” said Nina honestly.

Clara gets off the car after Nina's cipika.

"Stay my sister even if it's over" Nina's message before Clara walks into the house.

Clara entered the house tired. Tired of his mind and body. Talking to Tama's family made her even more dizzy. I don't know. shower and sleep. Wish all this was a dream. Clara wants to wake up to be a clara girl SMK Fashion. Go to school with passion. The problem is only the subjects that are difficult to understand by this small brain. Not as weird as it is now. 

His brain is still turning. Even in the early hours. Clara surfs on her sosmed. Trying to listen to music. Same result. His eyes are not sleepy. Mind full. Finally Clara opened a chat Boby who was accidentally ignored all day. It contained asking for news, sending funny videos and others. Clara opened one. It's good to laugh.

'Let's sleep!' Chat from Boby because he looks online.

'OK.' Clara answered briefly.