I'm the Abuser

I'm the Abuser
Widows and neighbors



Tomorrow after Clara's work….


"What was Ra yesterday?" ask Ms. Gini, the neighbor next door. Standing in his own yard, but his eyes where.


"Huh?" clara did not understand. Frozen beside the motor.


"Allah, who yesterday used a silver car. Dashing, wearing a suit, who picked you up early in the morning and came home late in the afternoon," Bu Gini said. It was very clear until Clara understood she was being stalked by the most toxic cctv in Indonesia. Cctv is the real occurrence of mango fruit, but the news spread can be mango juice, mango pudding, until the juvenile mango.


"Oh, friend," replied Clara in short. Her legs wide. Means to run into the house. Don't want to deal longer. 


"Trus was yesterday? The middle-aged bald dapper wears a fortune?" ask Miss Gini quickly. Still not satisfied with the interrogation of the suspect version of the mother detective village mother. Clara fell silent. The middle-aged? Baldy? Serem he's got a relationship with a bald guy!


"Alah, who often pick you up you know, after leaving your husband's house," said Bu Gini gave a further description. Own it, Mr. June. Clara just understood. I also understand that it has been monitored for a long time.


"Lawyer.divorce," said Clara Lirih. His heart still hurts.


"Excuse me for taking a shower" Clara said quickly.


"Don't Ra, you're still in iddah, can't change partners. saru (not good)!! You must be more careful again,-" 


"Mom, I will be more careful and go to the left. No kidding and walk straight ahead" cut Clara and then straight into the house.


"It's sak iki's boy!!! Ngeyelan!! Mulo kowe!!" bu Gini's real nagging is still being heard by Clara. (Ow today's boy!! It says it can't!! Your assesan is a widow!!).


WIDOW! WIDOW!!!! WIDOW!!!!!! Is that as bad as a widow??? Clara was amazing. It's a bad day!! The work of its customers was also difficult. Working with difficult and complicated things is common for Clara, but today her customers have asked for permission five times. Making a dress is harder than making a new one. Huft….. Now home from work welcomed neighbors julid like that.


Clara's gonna take a shower. His pants feel wet. Probably because of sweat. Clara was surprised to see her pants. Huh!! Surely today feels bad. Apparently his monthly guests are coming. 


After taking a shower Clara looked into the room. The sanitary pad stock is up. Forced to go to the stall if rich gini. Than leaking. Clara just silently passed the hordes of young men her age.


"Clara cantiiikk... How much more beautiful?" broto Goda.


"If you have a widow other than Brot," said Yono. The others laughed while looking at Clara. The seduced are consistently mute and indifferent.


"Mom, sanitary napkins use one wing," said Clara slowly. It's a little embarrassed to hear the young man hanging out behind him. Damn they are even hogging.


"Ra Month?" ask the person behind him.


"Yes monthly, what do you want?" answer Clara ketus.


"You're noticing dong. Let it be later if you're pregnant we can tell" Broto said grin. Clara looked at Broto.


"What if I'm pregnant??!!" clara asked, starting to get emotional.


The condition of the stall is directly heboh. People come to watch. Broto pecking at Clara's slap. When going to slap back, precisely Broto's head was hit by the throw of flip-flops. Clara's mother came. Engaged in a fight to defend his son. The dispute ended when the village broke up. And all Broto's insults were imprinted in Clara's head.


***


"Ra, eat first!" said Mom on the doorstep. Clara did not come in today. It was the same permission as Ms. Nir. His body doesn't matter, but his head is troubled. It feels tired and not at all excited.


"Ra, eat yes," Mom repeated more persuasively. It's past noon, but her ragil daughter hasn't even touched the rice. Not rice. The warm tea made from the morning alone is untouched. 


Mom's approaching. Brushed Clara's back with affection.


"Ra, there are two ways when you're insulted. Survive until it hurts, or fight until they are not left. I hope you fight back. There is a mother and family ready to support you. Show them you're not as bad as they think you are. Tito was ready to beat up Broto yesterday" Mother said. Clara turned around and hugged her mother tightly. Crying as much as his heart. He wished that the sorrow that had squeezed his heart out through tears.


***


Afternoon at Miss Nir's house. Boby dyed looking for Pocik. Not visible. Going inside, he's crashing with the kids. That time the material was fighting. Can't be left for a minute.


"Eh, May! Where's clara?" boby asked Maya as the girl stepped home.


"Don't go in, sick he said," Maya replied as she stepped closer to her bike. Ah!!! Boby's upset by himself. There will be a task later tonight. He couldn't have seen Pocik. Since they split up, Pocik has been unable to be contacted.


***


Boby came to Pocik's house two days later. Busy work makes new Boby can come. In his hand were several satay packs. Tito opened the door.


"Night, Clara is there Mas?" ask Boby while grinning. Two days ago Boby got tired of calling Pocik. Unanswered, not even active.


"There, in the room. You want to help me?" ask Tito.


"Help what?" ask Boby.


"Hit the guy who made Clara kayak gini" said Tito hotly. Thought his sister was like this just because of Broto's swearing. Though the man in front of him is the biggest cause. Boby's gonna open his mouth.


"Sister Boby!! Why here?" ask Clara out of the room. His eyes are amazing. Boby clenched his hand. Anyone who makes a Pocik like this should regret it!!!


***


"I don't want to go with you!! Why are you coming here so hard!!" clara said annoyed. She forced Boby to follow her out of the house. He no longer wants to go anywhere. His mind was so real. Especially this Boby thing. Clara wants to stay away. Clara is leaving. No more contact with Boby. Didn't want Boby exposed to gossip because of his widow status. He's just hurting, especially Boby. But how can you go if you just pull Clara directly follow him. The heart cannot lie, even if the mind refuses.


"What's so good about three days of just sleeping in the room? Do you want to set a Muri record? The longest swollen eyes in Indonesia?" ask Boby while grinning. The helmet's been hit by Clara's hand.


"Rather than making a punch menguk mengding his hand to make a grip here," said Boby pulled Pocik's hand around his stomach. Pocik froze for a moment. He rested his head on Boby's back comfortably. Not long…. Then the girl pulled him again. Sit up straight without holding on. Boby's feelings are no longer good.