I'm the Abuser

Clara's World

Mama Santi opens Boby's room. The rooms are rarely inhabited by their owners almost half this year. I don't know where Boby sleeps. The whole scolding until the crying has been removed. Not working to get Boby back home. His eldest son came back home to change his clothes. Or sleeping hard to wake up. His son was like a paper blown by the wind. Letoy, not powered. It's Boby's longest heartbreak. Heartbreak that made her mother broke her heart. 

Santi stroked the back of Boby's study chair. Then occupy. Open the drawer in front of the study table. Found a lot of cardboard contraceptives scattered.

"Geez!!!" peekik Santi did not believe. Check one one. It turned out that only one box remained. Santi was crying. Disappointment mixed with anger with Boby's behavior. His son is a wayward. Santi believes he likes to get drunk, but does not believe that it turns out to play women as well.

"Ma, why cry?" tanya Dito went into Boby's room. Santi. Just brandishing the contraceptive cardboard. 

"God…. So much of this…. The hum…. Mas Boby is the player," said Dito while grinning.

"It's not a proud thing To!" santi said sebal.

"It's humiliating. You are ashamed too!! Both are not real!" santi said as she patted Dito's arm. His youngest son apparently impregnated Jesi first. That's why the young man asked to be married. Now Jesi is almost born. Their marriage was only 6 months. 

Dito opened the maps under the dus dus dus contraceptive. There was a certificate that left them in shock for a moment. 

"Clara Nessa is. The widow's name is not Ma?" tanya Dito could not believe it. Santi read the sheet of paper in Dito's hand.

"The hymen intact??!!!!" sally for the second time.

"Mas Boby is actually Ma, she's a widow of a virgin taste," Dito said as he gawked. The two men looked at each other. There's a heavy weight on Santi's chest. A regret and…. Guilt.

***

Clara was right to live her life. He chose to sell the land from Tama. Buying a small house in the corner of town. At least nobody in this house knew Clara and called her a widow. Clara came out of the boutique where Bu Nir was. Continuing school at an art institute. Studied Fashion Design Batik.

"You can still be here Ra, your local work only," said Ms. Nir sadly. Clara smiled.

"I don't know what his college schedule will be like, ma'am, then you'll see it yourself" replied Clara. The real reason for not meeting Boby. Clara really gave Boby a chance to move on. His mother said he had to keep fighting. This is how Clara fights her grief. Keep fighting to improve.

Clara opened a sewing business in her new home. Initially quiet, only permak pants or light permak are accepted, but as time goes by many come. The quality of Clara sewing is good and smooth. Now there are customers coming. Moreover, Clara intensively promoted her services. Either through sosmed or manual. Although not as many boutiques as Bu Nirmala, but can survive.

Clara is getting ready for college. That's almost a semester in the middle. Today Clara's final semester exam. Motherhood citizenship. Haaa somehow. Clara even confused want to learn from where it used to be. Studying citizenship when you feel the bitterness of life feels a little sickening. Hahahahaha that's Clara's opinion. Not othor's opinion.

"By!!!" shouted Merlin. Friends come here when they go to college. Near the time of ospek, now go sticky where.

"Hey, let's not get bored in class" said Clara. They must be long march because of the location of the class and parking is quite far away.

"You're the one who ngosan. I'm ordinary," replied Merlin as she was necciastic. Her legs were almost twice the length of Clara's. Merlin one step, Clara could be two steps.

"It's very conceited, you know, the altitude base" said Clara. Merlin laughed.

"Last Ra, last test before the holidays. Where are you going on vacation?" ask Merlin.

"Neverywhere. Want to work," answered Clara honestly. Merlin is the son of a rich man. No bother thinking about rice and side dishes. While Clara even though she still has enough money from Tama, she still has to save money. Especially now living alone.

"Wanna go on vacation with my family?" asked Merlin spirit. 

"Take your bag?" ask Clara while she is neccic.

"Well, if you only take care of one abandoned child, my mom's dad will do it" said Merlin. 

"Then raise me as a collector's child" said Clara. Merlin laughing. 

"Duorrr," he said surprisingly. Then embrace his two best friends into class. Prepare for the exam.

***

"Main yuk! Diajakin kriya boy playing earlier. Maybe you'd like to know each other" Ita told Clara and Merlin. The two people that were spoken to were just melengos. Just as not interested in the boy in question.

"Come on, I'm tired of getting cheered on every day" Ita said. He has a cousin brother, a kriya boy. So a little famous there. Clara and Merlin are the sunshine duo for their class. One cute oriental face, one face indo mixed German and Javanese. Many guys try to get close to Clara and Merlin through Ita, but the sunshine duo is not tired yet.

"What treatise dare?" ask Merlin.

"Wihhh in this acc solicitation play?" ask Ita.

"Who's afraid! We follow the origin in the delicious juvenile," replied Merlin who was rumored. Bule who since childhood mingled with the Javanese. Bulenya can, koplaknya can also.

"Your race!!" clara answered while throwing a small note at Merlin's body.

"Pizan pizan ola popo (once it's okay)," Merlin replied in slurred Javanese.

Be them with three kriyas. Towards the famous mountain area has many tourist destinations. Crowded places from morning to morning.

Clara is joined by Rama, Ita's cousin.

"Not hold Ra?" ask Rama.

"So, I've had experience with baby motorbikes, so be calm Kak will not fall" replied Clara. 

'Sister'.he melows to himself with his words. Remembering the dashing man who six months ago broke his heart. How are you??? Thousands of times Clara refrained from unlocking Boby's contact block from her hape. Ah. He must be happy. Dashing, single, handsome cop…. It must be easy to get a girl even.

Motor Rama the front road turns to the mosque in the tourist area they are headed. Means a little caper same Clara. The gentleman who prayed on time. Hihihah. In fact, usually sholat ashar mepet maghrib and sholat maghrib mepet isya.

"We are waiting for the Adzan in a moment" said Rama while stopping the motorbike in the courtyard of the mosque. Clara nodded and got off the bike. Two motorbikes turned into the courtyard of the mosque.

"You peed Ram?" asked Seno who was chatting with Merlin. Joko who was in contact with Ita came to look at Rama.

"You pray, it will soon enter Ashar time," said Rama sok cool.

"Well, tumben..today only two weeks," replied Seno astonished. Rama immediately glared sharply at Seno. The glared is right conscious, then nyekik.

"Yowes let's pray. This time pray on time, who knows tomorrow mengelamar Clara on time," seduced Seno on Rama. Rama made a mistake. Rama is the most bitter ngajakin Clara playing through Ita so far. 

The young men entered the mosque except Merlin. The girl waited at the mosque's emperor while playing her cellphone. 

"Hi, how do you do? I'm Roby," said the cobbler who had since noticed the young troupe. Merlin smiled.

"I speak Indonesian. I'm Merlin," Merlin replied with a smile. Already friendly people of Indonesia.

"Tuition buddies?" ask the cilok trader. He pointed to his friend who entered the mosque for ablution.

"Yeah, we're ISI students," Merlin replied unsuspectingly.