I'm the Abuser

Clap Next to Hand

They arrived at Tama's house that night. The house that turned out to be quite close from the two Tama hostels. Japanese style house with simple architecture. Clara looked at him. The house resembled Nobita's house which he watched on television. Daus, his baby sitter, and a maid were already there.

"You sleep in this room, I sleep in the next room, Daus sleeps in the front room with his sister" Tama explained.

"We slept in the room?" ask Clara wonder. There was a little pain in him.

"You want to love when I receive you, don't you? While we sleep apart first," said Tama. The girl smiled. Again Clara tried to be reasonable. 

***

Month passed….

Clara's at home. Tama is busy with her car repair shop stub. Tama also deliberately did not bring Daus closer to him. Even though the girl is still trying to be a mother to Daus. Clara knew she was just a tool for Daus to adopt Tama properly. Just a 'wife mask' among Tama's family and neighbors. The rest of Tama only considered him a stranger. 

Clara's appearance changed. He bought a motorbike matic and a mini car. Given monthly rations and enough pocket money. His hands and neck hang the jewelry set from the dowry. Clara is Cinderella from the real world. His life level is increasing. Like a bird living in a golden cage. Clara was unhappy.

In fact getting the attention of people who still love others is difficult and bitter. Clara tries to tease Tama in a sexy dress, the result of being left asleep. Clara tried to cook her favorite food. The result is not eaten. 

Many times Clara tried to build a more intimate relationship with Tama.

"Mas, let's eat yuk together" Clara asked one day. While trying to wrestle spoiled on Tama's arm.

"That's Ma'am Jiah already cooked," Tama replied as she took off Clara's embrace.

"I want to eat together with you, we're dating young man yuk!" bring Clara still hasn't given up.

"I'm not young anymore, Ra, I already have children" Tama said, then went into her room. Clara sighed humbly. Clapping with one hand means empty hope. Tama promised to try to love him, but it was just an empty promise. He's not trying for that. Even now Tama called him by name. Not 'Yang' anymore.

There's one thing that's entertaining. Daus gladly accepted Clara. The boy was happy to have such a fun playmate. Clara does not hesitate to appear 'shameful' for adults, but fun for children. 

"I'm a frog…. I want to catch Daus" said Clara, jumping after the crawling Daus. The boy crawled quickly while laughing happily. The whole house was filled with the sound of their laughter. The nurse and the maid laughed at Clara's childish behavior. I just glanced behind his laptop. Honestly, he admitted that the new time saw Daus loved sincerely.

***

The girl would often shed tears alone at night. His body weight also dropped dramatically. His activities are only checking costs that are not too far from his home. Just talk to the hostess who did not work on that day. 

"Weh, the young wife came again," continued Hani one of the hostesses. Clara just mesem mesem. Sit in Hani's room. They always make fun of Clara as a young wife because of her long distance with Tama.

"What's the rumor today?" ask Clara.

"Your body was told by the widow of the owner of the side food stall. Every day we get food. No pellets, no" said Hani fluently gossiped. Clara laughs. The rest of the inhabitants of this boarding house knew that the gardener was the brother of Clara.

"Trus Tito want to?" ask Clara. 

"The food is accepted, eaten with gourmand. But still nyep aja kost page while calling the same girl, call her dear again," said Hani who is the biggest fan of gossip than others. Clara laughed.

"My skin is great, too, not handsome, not rich, but crocodiles" said Clara. Hani laughed. Clara also took a car steering course to drive her own car.

Deep down the girl was lonely.

"Give up, do as you like" said Tama coldly. Clara nodded happily.

***

The girl applied for a job at some place. He wants to work in a boutique. With the capital of the diploma where the course was yesterday, Clara is confident to be able to work. Then here he is. In a small boutique owned by the wife of a high-ranking officer in the police. Bu Nirmala's name is.

"Welcome to join Ra, hopefully feel at home working here," said Bu Nirmala as she reached out. Clara accepted the hand department happily. He was elected to join after eliminating three of his rivals.

That time Bu Nirmala got a special order, he said. Orderan of his adopted son who is getting married in a few months. No responsibility. Dresses worked on 6 pc for women including bhayagkari uniform. Also two pc clothes for men. Looks like the groom's a cop. Wear more uniforms when you get married. Clara becomes Bu Nirmala's assistant for the first fitting of their prewed shirt.

Clara's saliva dripped down looking at their affection. The man is not ashamed to show his love.

"Mamas, shut up I just tried on a shirt!" Said the bride-to-be, as she continued to be pelted with small lumps of tisue on her face. Clara mesem mesem. Pet call ‘Mamas’ is too cute for the fierce face of the bridegroom.

“Revan you try to make the same Maya there! Rather than disturb us here,” Bu Nir's orders. The man also passed.

“Suit Mbak,” comments Clara on Princess. The black dress is slightly open, but it fits the wearer perfectly.

“It's not too open? Princess is a little not care,” asked the bride.

“Gak, this is still within reasonable limits Put,” replied Bu Nir.

“Eh, the new Mb is it? yesterday the time to shave clothes was not there,” Putri said to Clara.

“Iya Mbak, just two days ago,” replied Clara. The dress does not need much change. Revan came back after trying to enclose his.

“Bu, I'm hungry,” said Revan.

“There is food inside, invite the princess to eat all,” replied Bu Nir. Revan flung the Princess's dress high on her thigh.

“But his thighs are still raw, still white,” said Revan while fixedly looking at the white thighs of the Princess. The princess immediately slapped the arm of her future husband.

“Basic pervert!” hiss Princess. Clara laughed at him. A pair of lovebirds entered the house while holding hands.

"Mom, I got loose inside the house huh," the Princess's permission as she held onto her dress. Bu Nir nodded with a smile.

"Once yes ma'am" commented Clara. Miss Nir smiled again.

"Much they've been through. Dating over 5 years. To marry this alone they must equate vision with alot. Just as stubborn in my opinion," commented Miss Nir. 

Clara felt small again. Maybe he will also be happy if married to someone who really loves him. At least his love is reciprocated. It's not so bad this is the household. Huft…. Life is not easy for anyone, is it? The most important thing is to stay up!!!

***

...…Hiyaaahhh her authority was more busy because it was caring for two people who were sick. Why is it that sturdy and quiet person that hurts more than a baby???? Can anyone answer????...