I'm Not a Backup Womb

disappointed

I'm Buakn Rahim Cdangan

The Part 76

The man with the black suit and his special glasses. No doubt, that man is Dr. Teddy, the man I've been waiting for. The smile was on my lips when I saw it for the first time after so long we were out of touch.

"Doctor..." I screamed he didn't hear and continued to step towards the building. I rushed to see him, but some security people were holding me back, and asked for my identification. Since I wasn't a seminar participant, they forbade me from going inside

I waited again at the place before. Long enough I waited, I spent my time playing games to get rid of my saturation. Until it was time for rest and lunch. Seminar event was resting, seen many people who started out of the building, some were smoking and some were going to the mosque.

I faintly saw the figure of doctor Teddy in the middle of many people who lined up, were with some people and followed also some young people who were behind him, seemed to be going to the Mosque. The mosque is behind me. I immediately got out of my seat. I throw a smile as sweet as possible "Doctor..." I screamed while waving my hands at him. She smiled walking towards me, getting closer and closer, my chest pounding even more. I can't wait to get my foot closer to him.

"Doctor..." My broom when I and Dr. Teddy are just a few steps away. Some of the people who were with me looked at me in surprise, but unlike Dr. Teddy, he didn't turn his head or return my calls. He passed by me, as if he didn't know me. As my smile turned to disappointment, my lips became clouded, my eyes heated up, not feeling any more teary.

My netra kept following where he was going and until his nanar disappeared from my sight, he did not even look at me at all.

I don't mind or fight it, arguing here isn't my place that's just a regular nurse. Compared to them I am no one. I left that place with my wounds. I drove my motorcycle to the orphanage, the woman's words made me know myself more. Who I am and who's Dr. Teddy. Doctor Teddy's attitude towards me has also been enough to answer all my wait all along. I wiped away the tears that I had unknowingly wet my cheeks.

I rushed into the room. "Loh Deb, have you gone home...? How do you greet me at home?" Said Mother who was folding clothes with mbok mar in the middle room. I didn't answer I closed the rough door I threw my body on the bed, and I put my face on the pillow. I spilled all of it. Right now all I need is to cry so much that I feel relieved.

Tok ...tok..tok heard my room door knocked. It is certain that it is Mother.

"Debby..." Call mom from behind the door. I stay in my position.

"Mother in, son...?" Connect Mother. Czechoslovak... Mother opened the door without waiting for an answer from me. I wiped my tears rough and sat on the edge of the bed. I don't want Mommy to see my sadness.

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