
I'm Not a Backup Womb
The Part 50
"What does the doctor want? From the beginning I was here I told you I wanted to go, but the doctor always threatened me. And now the doctor tells others I should be a parlour boy and the doctor is a home donor! I have the doctor's pride." Obviously I'm starting to get emotional over Dr. Teddy's behavior.
"You want to know the answer? Are you ready to hear my answer?"
"Please answer I'll hear it and after that let me go!" ketus awabku.
"Because I love you, Debby." what Teddy's doctor said successfully opened my eyes wide perfectly.
"I love someone else's wife, I try to suppress my love by being rude to you, because I know loving someone's wife is a mistake." Obviously what I don't know is the truth or the lies.
"Doctor was joking?" Meanyaku.
"How many times have I told you to marry you, how many times have I had to suppress my pain when I saw that you loved so much the son of a bitch who hurt your feelings and had to cry for it. Even I have to be smart to hide all my feelings for you to keep you comfortable with me. I thought I would wait until your heart could forget it and can open a new leaf with me, but fate says something else and requires me to say all this now."
"Rest Deb, I'm not forcing you to answer now. The night air is not good for you who can't stand the cold." He said he took the suitcase out of my hand and brought it back to the room after locking the apartment door. I could only hear the words of Dr. Teddy that were so shocking to me.
"Was he shooting at me?" Mumamku confused. "Doctor, did the doctor shoot me?" I asked to follow Dr. Teddy's steps to the room.
"Shoot? Nope." He answered by continuing to walk into the room.
"Continue?"
"Yes, I shot you in Iddah!"
"You want me to meet Mother now and propose to you before your Iddah period is over? Before I go to the USA? I don't want to."
"That's not GR dok... The doctor said don't shoot me, why did you go to bed?"
"Like me to do." He said put my suitcase back in the closet.
"Doctor always does that? It's not clear."
He turned towards me and approached me, the more I retreated the more he approached. With great difficulty I swallowed my saliva, the gaze of Dr. Teddy as if to draw me. "Finish your iddah Debby!" It was the light that approached my face.
"Sleep... It's malem." He said then left. I took a long breath.
"Kirain wants to do something." I muttered as Dr. Teddy was already holding the doorknob.
"You want a Deb?" Ask teases me.
"No... S_I want to sleep." I answered, I got into bed and lay down on my blanket before it all fell apart.
"Lock the door from the inside, I'm afraid of the khilaf." The message before closing the door. Makes me even more scared. Soon I locked the bedroom door after Dr. Teddy shut it.
I closed my eyes, but Dr. Teddy's words kept on troubling me. I do not want to assume first even though I can not deny with him it feels comfortable. But to me he is a man I cannot understand, the way I think I cannot follow him.
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