I'm Not a Backup Womb

Sharing the Heart

I went into my room, drowned my face in my pillow. I felt so worthless as a woman in front of my husband that my husband treated me so low. I can't hold my tears anymore.

"Debby" Linda's voice suddenly appeared without me noticing, I wiped my tears that were still pouring out and turned to look at her.

"Deb, what's wrong? did Mas Doni hurt you?" Mom asked Linda to come up to me and sit on the lip of the bed, looking at me full of probes.

"No, no, I'm just sad because I miss my mother and sisters being replaced.

"You don't lie to Deb!" Ask again, I was silent for a moment. I gather all my courage, today I will solve this problem myself.

"Mom, I." Deg...Suddenly I remembered on the advice of the mother at that time, that marriage and divorce were not things that can be made toys. If you have chosen to be a wife, then, as good as a wife is obedient to the husband is Mas Doni? He doesn't want a divorce, but he doesn't want me. I paused my intention to discuss divorce for a while.

"I'm sorry ma'am, please hold on, we'll make Mas Doni love you!" Linda's mother who made me even more distrustful, what kind of woman is in front of me, how could she want her husband to love another woman?

"Sir, that's too much." My answer.

"No Deb, Mas Doni should also treat you like a wife." Sister Linda said then left me, I don't know what she will do at this time, I can just shut up and see her nanaras are disappearing behind the door.

I met a mask of Doni that looks still flinch on the balcony.

"Mas, what have you done until Debby cries?" I asked without stale, my wound is still gaping after the clash of the Doni mas last night. So that I can't be sweet to her anymore.

"Asking for my rights as her husband. Is that wrong? Is that what you want?"

Degs... My heart seemed to be racing to hear the words of my husband who seemed to be without burden, I felt something strange had scratched my heart, was Mas Doni still angry with me?

"You mean?" I asked full of search.

"From tomorrow, I'll divide my time for you, one Sunday I'll sleep in your room and another Sunday in Debby's room." Obviously Mas Doni to me

"What?" I can't believe what he said this time, even if he did it without me telling him to. Is it possible that Doni started to love Debby? Why does my heart feel pain? I should be happy, that way, Mas Doni and Debby will realize my desire to have a baby from the blood of the flesh of Doni.

"That's what it's supposed to be!" Strictly speaking, Doni, I hugged him from behind who is currently on my back, before he got away from me, for some reason there is a fear that haunts me.

"Mas, I'm sorry, will your heart also be divided?" Me ask carefully.

"I'm just trying to be fair, Debby is innocent, debby is just a victim of our flaws, it's not easy at a young age to be a second wife, I should've treated Debby better. The problem of the heart, does not justice in polygamy have to cover everything? I will try to be fair even though I know it will not be perfect because I am not an angel" he replied, letting go of my hand and leaving me, only to scare me more and more, various kinds of thoughts are currently floating in my mind, I don't know what is in the mind of the man who has been with me. was that Doni was blaming for my shortcomings? Will he punish me for my request of him by sharing his heart with Debby?

This morning Linda and I started doing our activities in the kitchen, but Linda seemed more silent than usual.

"What are you doing, Mom?" I open the conversation.

"Omlet Deb, Mas Doni's favorite."

"This is how I helped you!"

"Not to Deb. Don't you have to work?" The answer is, it feels different today, not just last night mbak Linda said will make Mas Doni love me? Shouldn't he teach me to cook his favorite food mas Doni, because love could have come from our care to eat.

"Oh, yeah, I'm making coffee, if so." Bargained again

"Udah Made in Bi ija Deb!" Answer mbak Linda.

"Why is it still there? Here!" Call him again, I say goodbye to Linda and follow him, I think he would apologize for last night.

We sat at the dinner table facing each other, my heart started to look at Mas Doni's gaze as if hinting at something so important he would tell me.

"From now on I'll take you to work!"

"Huh?" I turn away in disbelief.

"Why?"

"No need, my bike is Dateng." My answer.

"I don't give you a choice." The answer is firm, the more it makes my heart pounding, plus his face that is getting handsome makes me flower-flowering.

I bowed, saw Linda approaching us and brought the dishes she had prepared earlier.

"It's breakfast." Linda said put fried rice and omlet, not to forget milk also for us. I immediately took the fried rice and omlet and ate it. While mbak Linda took the fried rice for the Doni mas.

"Let Debby serve me!" Said Mas Doni which made me choke as soon as I heard it.

"Uhukis... Uhuk..."

"Slowly Deb" said Mas Doni as he poured a glass of water and gave it to me. Linda suddenly ran away from us. I think they're fighting right now, and Mas Doni deliberately made Linda angry, I breathed my rough.

"If it's coming again, don't take me!" I said to Doni's mas, out of nowhere my courage came, until I was able to say that sentence to Mas Doni. He glanced at me sharply. I immediately got him some fried rice and side dishes. Then I took his hand and said goodbye.

"Assynogaic"

"Where are you? Do I want your anther?"

"No need Mas, mending solve the same problem Linda first, stress is not good for her health. Just take me out on a night shift!" Answer me and leave.

"Waalaikumsalam" he mumbled.

Immediately I took a helmet and I starter my favorite matic motor, I drove with the speed of splitting the streets of Jakarta which is quite dense this morning. With a motorcycle, it didn't take long, I arrived at the hospital parking lot faster, saw that Lydia had just gotten out of the car and approached me.

"Deb, are you seriously riding this?" Ask while circling my bike.

"Yes, why? Didn't I come here to attend college, too?" I answered while removing my favorite pink helmet from my head and tidying up my slightly messy hair.

"Isn't your husband rich?"

"We are rich or not, it has nothing to do with it" I replied with a smile.

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