I'm Not a Backup Womb

Resist Shame

Today Mas Doni didn't go to work, he accompanied Linda at home because it was impossible to tell me to stay, he knew, she said, if I'm just working and it's not good to ask permission. I also began to think about the condition of Libda who suddenly fainted today. I decided to immediately go to the hospital and see Tedi's doctor before the shift change began.

I drive my bike at high speed, hoping that Dr. Tedi is still in the hospital. When I arrived at the hospital, I did not immediately change my clothes with my uniform, because it was still two o'clock in the afternoon, there was still one hour for shift changes. I immediately picked up the Tedi doctor's shirt I had in my locker yesterday, at least I had a reason to see him before expressing my desire to consult about Linda's illness and pregnancy.

Tok... tok .. tok I knock on the door of Doctor Tedi's room, mumpung hours of rest and the patient seemed to no longer queue.

"Lake in!" His order.

I pull the door handle and open it. As soon as the door opened it turned out that there was already professor Adijaya and doctor Firman was talking to doctor Tedi, it seems they were having lunch together, he said, because I accidentally saw there were several paper bags and food boxes lined up on the table. How shameful and trembling I was, when I saw them staring at me at the same time, I could not imagine how red my face was now because my face was now warming.

"Debby?" Doctor Firman said, looking at me question mark.

"Sorry doc, I think I'm in the wrong room. Excuse me, sorry to bother the professor and the doctors!" I said as I lowered my body, and left the room.

"Eh...Wait, wait, what's that in your hand?" Preventing Doctor Tedi from approaching me, he saw something I carried in my hand, it seemed he was quite observant in recognizing the item I was currently carrying.

"Oh... Yeah, it's the doctor's shirt back then." Overshipped.

"Married..." The jolt of Doctor Firman and professor Adijaya heard my startling words and made their minds wander everywhere, it seemed like they were misunderstanding.

"Lohs...Why, yell?" Soil doctor Tedi looked at professor Adijaya and doctor Firman who glared at him earlier

I gave the shirt to Doctor Tedi as soon as I could and I left the room before my embarrassment turned to them and I would get in trouble of getting fired a second time.

Bruuks... I closed the door to the room immediately, and I immediately ran away from the room.

"Debby... Damn it you, want to put where try my face now, what else if you meet with doctor Word and professor Adijaya." Gertutuku, massaging my head that seems to start dizzy.

"Debby beautiful... Where are you going to hunt so much." Sela Mbak Lydia who seems to want to go home.

"Well, where are you going to try?"

"Ih... Why is your face like a boiled, red crab, like a new one shot by a handsome guy?"

"Cooking? Could be mbak, where there is a handsome guy who wants the same wife mbak people!" My canda.

"Wife is at home, if it's outside the singles." Her canda pinched my cheek.

"Udah deh do not have to start, want to talk any time let me the same mas Doni split, I still will not be affected. I'm loyal to only one partner." Reply steady.

"Eating your own talk later just know lo ."

"Ih amit-amit, it won't be. I'm going to work, da.. mbak Lydia sexsy + gemoy!" I said while leaving Mother Lydia.

I decided to immediately change my clothes and go to the ER room where I work, although my heart remained unsettled because it kept thinking about Linda who was declining at home.

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When it showed me at 8pm I was done with my work, as I walked home to the parking lot, I saw that Tedi's doctor's office was still on.

"Sir, is Dr Tedi still in the hospital?" I asked the nurse who had just passed me.

"Oh yeah Deb, Tedi's doctor does come home late." The answer.

"Hemmm, okay thanks mbak."

I immediately knocked on the door, there was no other choice, Linda was more important. My heart prays that there will be no one like the incident that happened this afternoon.

I opened the door after knocking slowly and there was no answer, the room looked quiet, I felt relieved. My net was on the doctor Tedi who looked cool reading a book in his great chair.

"You again" said Dr. Tedi, who remained faithful to his reading book.

"How did he know I was coming?" Inner asked.

"Sorry doctor, I'm disturbing." I said, he put down his book and took off his glasses and looked at me.

"I know, my shirt's just an excuse to sit down!" He said that he was like a shaman, always knew my way of thinking.

"Why what?" Ask.

"Consultation" Whispered.

"Consultation? To doctor Firman, I'm not a gynecologist." He answered while looking at my stomach for a moment, indicating he already knew I was married.

"No, I don't want to consult on that matter." Reply insists.

"Continue?"

"About cancer."

"You mean?"

"Not me, not me. Emmm. Just think of him as my brother."

"So you got cancer?" Ask probing.

"So, if you have cancer of the pregnant uterus how do doc? How am I not recommended?"

"You..."

"I beg the doctor, this is very important to me." Please clear it, cupping my hand to her. He also took a long breath.

"You were pregnant, you said?" He asked, I nodded my head quickly, because I was sure Linda was really pregnant.

"Stadium?"

"One doc."

"It's not that you know that cancer cure at stage one chances are very high."

"Yes, I know the doctor, but I'd be more calm if the more expert people who explain it, I don't want to be rash." Obviously to him, I know enough about my experience, asking more experts is the safe way I think.

"Listen this all right, I'm not going to repeat it," he explained, then I put my ears on no and wanted to get through every piece of information I got.

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Thank you brother for stopping by and read my story, sorry if there is any wrong word😊