I'm Not a Backup Womb

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"Okay Deb, if that's what you want, at least let the driver who's gonna line you up to parlour ." He said that made me even more angry, even he did not have a good ethic to return and take me to Mother well, instead wanted to tell the driver. I also smiled wryly.

"HONORABLE MRS DONI ATMAJAYA, you are no longer my husband and no one I am, now you have no right to govern me." I said leaving Doni's mas. I put the suitcase on my bike and without a second thought, put my bike up and left the house, I went with my love, I went with a thousand hopes that I could no longer realize, I left with such a deep wound.

I took the streets of the capital, because there's no way I'm going home. My tears kept flowing until the car horn blew away my daydream. " Woi... Mbak looking to die huh? If you can't get on the bike, don't take the bike!" Caci the driver of a black INNOVA car that almost grazed my motorbike, because I was riding the motorbike did not really he said.

"Sorry sir sorry..." I said, I'm not angry because I realize my mind is not focusing on driving.

I waist my bike in front of a cafe, I intend to buy coffee for a moment so that drowsiness and my heart is calmer.

After the coffee in my cup, I immediately drink it in front of the cafe, the warmth of the coffee can warm my body which is quite cold, because it must be outside this late. I sat for a while at the lesehan cafe, thinking where to go home. I'm not ready to go home. I am not ready to make Mother and the residents of the orphanage sad and disappointed thinking about my fate.

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I went back to ordering satay and vegetables to take back to the apartment after Debby's motorbike was no longer visible. Not long sate I get, I immediately take a taxi to my apartment which is not so far away.

I opened the door to Sapaku's "Assalamualaikum" apartment, because there Mama was waiting for me. Mama who I have not seen in a few days upon my arrival in the capital, because my busy life in the hospital grandfather was very time consuming. I gave her the keys to my apartment when she refused to leave the satay stall.

"Waalaikumsalam, Mama's son... Beloved Mama" she answered to me and kissed me in a row.

"Mama don't be gini ah, Tedi is already big Ma, Shame to know!" Reject me.

"Who's the same? There's nobody here." The answer.

"It's the same age as Ma" I said as I took off my shoes.

"Basan boy, 10 years you did not meet Mama, after meeting do not want mama kiss again? You left Mama from still very young, for Mama, you're the baby Mama." He said as he reached out to my ear.

"Ma... Ma's... Ma's sick." I rubbed my ears, I saw Mama frowning, like a broken-hearted ABG.

"Don't be mad, here!" I said stretching out my arms and hugging my mama, a hug so comfortable that I hadn't felt for so long, and it felt like the same was still as comfortable as it used to be.

"Nih Satenya Ma, Mama was going to buy, right?" I said giving a package of satay and vegetables that I had brought. Sate in the stall is indeed my family's favorite from the time I was a child, 10 years I did not feel it and it still feels the same as before nothing changed. Because I want to eat satay, I also have to lie to Debby, the reason I asked her is actually because I want a friend to eat, there used to be a lot of thugs and transvestites who hung out there. And they could have teased me if I didn't bring a girlfriend, but it looks like it's different now, it's all safe and it looks like it's in order.

"Why did you call Mama Aunty? Pake ngusir Mama All. That was your boyfriend, wasn't it?" Tanya Mama intimidates.

"No, temen!" I replied, we are currently sitting on the living room sofa, with my mother continuing to defend me. It seems like she misses me so much, I can only look at her, look at the shady face of the mother who gave birth and take care of me lovingly, even though I have no relationship with the Adijaya family anymore, but Mama is still my Mama, who can never be replaced and I will never be able to get away from her.

"How many days have you been in Jakarta, son?"

"Have you not told Mama that long?"

"Busy Ma, there's a problem at grandpa's hospital." My answer.

"When did you come home? Your father is always waiting." Connect Mama.

"Ma, how many times does Tedi have to say, Tedi..."

"You're not part of the Adijaya family anymore?" Forever.

"Your father didn't wholeheartedly do it, son, even your father often fell ill after your departure. He was very sorry for what he said to you at that time" Mama continued glazed over.

"Tedi has forgiven everything Ma, Tedi is not papa kok ma, precisely Mas kevin is more appropriate, if Tedi goes home it will make everything more complicated." Answer me

"Basically stubborn. Are you just going home after your mom and dad are gone?" The question is full of emphasis.

"Ma, don't tell me, mama is still my mama, every Mama needs Tedi will try to be there for mama." I answered while hugging Mama.

"Bas stubborn." His murmur rubbed my back.

"O yes Ted, you already have a girlfriend that you can know with Mama yet?" Ask again.

"Daughter? No one in the USA is married young, just relax ma." My answer is that is how it is.

"Don't keep working, boyfriend also need.

to fill our days, why not the same girl earlier? Mama noticed she was beautiful, sweet and still young. Have you had dinner together too? Surely, the girl has a special place in your heart until you can have dinner with the same you who are so cute the same as the name of a girl is not it." Ocehnya who began to digress everywhere.

"She's Ma's wife, she's married, besides Tedi hasn't thought about it, it's Temen Tedi, the nurse at Grandpa's Hospital, I invited her because she's the only one I know, Ma, he's the one assigned to pick up Tedi when Tedi gets to the airport. Don't think macem-macem!" I obviously told Mama.

"Sadly, yes indeed if the beautiful girl must be quickly halalinized, otherwise, can be snatched people, must be her handsome husband as well as you."

"Mama, by the way it's just like ustadzah aja halal-halal everything." My sings, I also enjoy the tea that my mother had prepared before I came, my favorite jasmine aroma tea.

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Thank you brother for stopping by and read my story, sorry if there is any wrong word😊