I'm Not a Backup Womb

Arguing

I went home when the time had shown at 9 pm, mbak Lydia often forget the time when it was in the mall. But I can rest a little bit because Linda sent me a message that she was going to stay at her mother's house tonight, accompany his sick mother and Mas Doni will definitely accompany his beloved wife.

I hold the door handle and slowly open it, check.rek...

"Where are you from?" The sound of Doni's mas surprised me, apparently he was already leaning against the wall near the door while crossing his hands on his chest with a flat face.

"From the Mall" I replied lazily and then I immediately left Mas Doni with a quick step towards my room.

"Deb, I'm not done talking!" Said Mas Doni chasing after me, I closed the door rough, Mason Doni held it, I don't know what is on his mind at this time that certainly I do not want the events on the balcony of that time repeated.

"Come out, I'm gonna take a break!" Send me away, raising my hand to the door.

"You're out, all day, without permission from me your husband! And now you're also kicking me out?" Mas Doni asked me sharply.

"Since when have you considered me a wife?" I replied smiling wryly, this time the face of Doni's mas has started to turn red, his jaw began to look stiff.

"You want me to think of you as Debby's wife? Have you ever done your duties as a wife? Preparing my daily necessities, such as cooking for me and most importantly, have you ever treated me like a husband?" obviously cornered me.

"Mas! Have you ever appreciated what I did for you all this time? My cuisine? You once thought I existed!" My answer, the anger of being ignored made me forget my fear of Mas Doni all this time.

"Debby! I'm your husband at least respect me as your husband!" snatch Mas Doni

"The husband who never did justice between me and Linda? The husband who is next to the heavy? Husband who only thinks about the feelings of one of his wives, and without thinking about the feelings of the other wife? That's what you mean?" Ask my unrelenting mas Doni with questions that start to corner him.

"Debby!" Snapped Mas Doni again, raising his hand, my mind said if until the hand of the Doni mas touched my body and made me hurt, then at that time I will send a divorce suit to him, but Mas Doni preferred to vent it on the wall next to us, repeatedly the Doni mas hit Diding and caused injuries to his hands so that I could not see it.

"Enough, enough, don't hurt yourself." I held his hand and I took him to sit on the lip of the bed, with tears in my eyes, and I took the medicine box that was not far from my room. I wrote down what I did that chose to argue with my husband.

Without a word, I cleaned the blood-soaked wound on my husband's hand, I covered it after I gave him antiseptic medicine.

"Deb.." he said.

"Yes, don't talk much anymore. I'm tired !" Answer me before he finishes his sentence, only the one I want right now, I don't want to argue with him anymore.

"Why not Linda?" Ask me to switch the conversation.

"Because, there's still a heart that's hurting because of me," he replied, it turns out that he knows himself enough now.

"Debby, tonight..."

"I have another guest Mas, besides this is not Linda's ration right?" I answered quickly, as if I knew what was in the mind of the current Doni mas, I felt doubtful, not sure I could do that, I did not want to do it just with lust and without love.

"At least let me sleep here with you!" The permission, I nod my head slowly, he smiled sweetly.

Mas Doni was already sitting on the shoulder of the bed when I just finished changing my clothes in pajamas in the bathroom.

"Here's Deb!" Excited Mas Doni patted the right side for me to occupy.

"Deb, I'm sorry, my position is really tough right now, I promise, later when you're ready, I'll take you on your honeymoon wherever you want." He said in the middle of silence.

"No need to talk about that anymore, Mom, I'm fucking sleepy!" I said while lying on his back. And suddenly the burly hand hugged me without excuse.

"Debby, don't turn me down, you're my wife, I deserve you, even if we can't do it now, at least let me hold you." He said, For me, Mas Doni is like having a double personality, who sometimes do so sweet to me but in an instant can turn scary and annoying.

In the morning I returned home, because Mas Doni never answered the phone from me to pick up at my mother's house. I decided to order taxis online, I had to prepare breakfast for Doni and Debby.

"Assalamualaikum" Sapaku

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Bi ija the house still looks very quiet.

"Debby's still sleeping, isn't he?"

"Yes Mom, last night had a storm with you"

"Mr? Meanin?"

"Pak Doni is just as neng Debby noisily."

I was jolted at the explanation bi ija, Mas Doni did refuse when I invited him to stay at the mother's house on the grounds that he still had to finish his work at home. I rushed to see Debby, I was worried about her remembering what happened on the balcony a while ago.

I see the door is still closed, Debby is usually still sleeping at this hour. I open the door slowly.

Degs... The beautiful scenery in front of me, showing Debby who was in the arms of Mas Doni so sound that my heart suddenly raced, cold sweat began to pour down my body. I closed the door quickly I set my breath holding my tears so as not to fall, even though it was just a hug, it turned out to be as painful as it felt!, the fact that Doni mas prefer to accompany Debby makes my chest tight. I realize this is wrong, Debby is entitled to Mas Doni but, this feeling is still a feeling that I can never deny, this heart is very sick, this heart is not willing, this heart is not willing, but I have to try to be sincere.

I decided to quickly leave the place before they woke up, rushed to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for Mas Doni.

After about 7 o'clock, Seen Mas Doni down the stairs hastily and is neat with his work clothes.

"Where are you going, man?" I asked him to interrupt, and he stopped his steps.

"Well, I'm not going to pick you up, when are you coming home?" Tanya Mas Doni approached me.

"Just now." Answer lies.

"new? Why don't you wait for me, baby?" Soft question.

"You I didn't pick up the phone, it looks like you work really malem, huh? Until he sleeps well... really?" Sindirku, he flinch.

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