I'm Not a Backup Womb

Regretting

I'm not a spare womb

The Part 168

There is no more jealousy, all that remains is a sense of regret for having destroyed my own household, all started from me. I destroyed my own husband and destroyed Debby, the girl I loved so much.

All the ways I did to melt Debby's heart, but it looks like her heartache is ingrained.

"Linda, be patient, what Doni is doing, don't put it in your heart." The words my mother-in-law always gave me to calm me down. Not only did I feel guilty about Doni, but for my two in-laws as well. They love Debby, even though they have never lived together. Once, they silenced me and Mas Doni when they found out about our actions. But as time went on, they were willing to forgive us.

"I'm sorry Linda Ma, just because she's so jealous and selfish, Linda's made this house look like it's dead." I wiped my tears that accidentally fell out of place. Yes, the house that was once filled with love now looks worn out like an uninhabited, like an unwatered flower, dried, withered, and finally died. That is how our home is today, just waiting for death, so is my household.

"Linda, everyone would have made a mistake, but by acting like this would not be able to return everything, would not be able to return Debby. We will never be able to repeat/play the time, Just pray Linda, hopefully there will be a miracle that makes Debby want to come back to us."

"But Linda's mistake has been so fatal Ma, even Linda can never sleep in peace, Linda herself also does not know why Linda was so bad to Debby first." This guilt is so tormenting to me, the tightness now I can only feel in my chest. Regret feels in every breath.

"Please Linda, when will we try to see Debby again." Breaking up Papa, having in-laws like them is the most beautiful gift to me, but I let them down.

Debby POV

"Mother, I'll go to the airport first, pick up Mas Aska." Shouted while wearing shoes, yes the day that awaited finally came as well. My husband returns home and will settle in Jakarta.

"Well Deb's motor?" Ask the woman who came out of the kitchen.

"No, take a taxi, the goods must be very much, will Mas Aska return to Indonesia for good." I was busy with my shoes.

"Yes, yes, Dr. Teddy."

"Why call your husband a doctor?"

"Mas Teddy..." Soft break.

"That's mending, Mommy's not confused about that."

"Maybe Debby's not coming home tonight, Bun, she's gonna take me in." I said tidying up the long dangling pasmina.

"Assalamualaikum Mommy" said I kissed Mother's cheek and I kissed the back of her hand.

"Getishalight."

I rushed out because the taxi I ordered was waiting in front of the parlor.

My steps came to a halt when I saw someone I hated standing in front of me again, Mas Doni, his appearance was very much different from when I was my husband, if he used to look neat and handsome, clean and charming, now he looks thinner, hair a little long and a little messy bearded.

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Thank you brother for stopping by and read my story, sorry if there is any wrong word😊

Oh yes kak want a promo work entitled Forced to marry a mafia boss is not less exciting too..