I'm Not a Backup Womb

Become a Widow

I arrived at the house at exactly 9 o'clock in 30 minutes, then I opened the door that was still not locked, I did not knock because I did not want to disturb the rest of the residents of the house who might have been asleep. And I locked it back in as soon as I got in.

When I turned around and was about to head to the room, Mas Doni and Linda were waiting for me. They were already sitting in the living room, it seemed like they had been waiting for my arrival for a long time. My feelings are starting to feel bad, because not usually at this hour they are still awake.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Sapaku's.

"Waalaikumsalam" they answered, simultaneously

"What's wrong? Why aren't they all sleeping?" I approached them with doubtful steps. They're still unmoved not answering my question.

At last, I saw a piece of paper and a pen lying on the table in front of me at the moment, the living room table.

"What's this?" I asked, because no one answered, I took the paper, I read slowly and carefully. My heart was pounding as I read one sentence at a time written on the paper.

"Debby, Pricilia Debby jewel today, this second, me, Doni Atmajaya dropped a talaq on you. From today you are no longer the wife of Doni Atmajaya." Mas Doni said so loudly. I looked fixed on Mas Doni's face, I looked for beads of lies in his eyes, but I never got it.

"Here, this what do you mean? Ma'am, are you kidding me?" I asked still with a smile. They're unmoving.

I approached Linda who was reluctant to look at me, from there I began to feel that this was not a joke.

I approached Doni who was sitting across his legs in front of me.

"Mas, didn't he just yesterday you promise to be fair? Will you take me on a honeymoon? In fact, you want me to move to a new house? Then why did you suddenly drop my talaq on me? What's wrong Debby mas?" I asked the Doni mas who is currently just silent and also reluctant to look at me. However, he remained unmoved and looked straight ahead.

I turned to Linda who was sitting in front of Doni's mas, hoping she would explain something to me, as she had done before.

"Sir, I'm talking about mbak." I said shaking Linda's body, she wouldn't answer a word. From there I began to feel that Linda was involved in this decision.

"Linda's pregnant Deb, I don't want to stress her out and have an impact on her family." Said mas Doni.

It's true that I thought it had everything to do with Linda and it turns out they knew about Linda's pregnancy before I told her. The tears that I had endured and were already stirring finally broke as well, I did not expect the woman who had been like an angel in my eyes, to turn like an angel of death who was ready to uproot my life at any moment.

"What for you I have no feelings? I'm just stuff? Which time you need to get your baby you take me, and when you no longer need me you throw me away? Hahaha Really is your perfect partner!" My words in the midst of my sobs and with anger.

"Omong empty, I'm trying to find the best solution for Linda's pregnancy!" My answer.

"The solution to eliminate my son?" The accusation again, I really did not think Linda would think that bad to me after what I did to her, even I had to bear the shame on Doctor Tedi just for her sake.

Braaak.."that's enough Linda, Debby!" Mas Doni snapped at the table in front of us. We also fell silent for a moment.

"Now I'm asking you mas, you choose me as your son or Debby?" Linda's words suddenly made me not believe it. Doni did not answer, he just lowered his head.

"Enough! No need to make a show to vote, Mas Doni has dropped his talisman on me, and this letter has been prepared in such a way that my name is clearly written here. Sister Linda didn't have to ask who Mas Doni chose".I took the letter and I signed the divorce papers from Doni's mas and threw them on the floor. I left them in the living room and I went to the room to pack my clothes. I took the suitcase I brought from the home, I did not carry much stuff, I only brought the things I brought from the home so that one suitcase can accommodate my belongings.

I adjusted my heart, I endured my anger, and I took a deep breath, hoping for strength to always be with me. I immediately went down with my suitcase, I saw that Doni's mas is still in the living room and Linda's mother, no longer visible there. I continued to walk past Mas Doni without looking at him, with full steadiness I walked away from the house that I was supposed to leave long ago.

"Debby, where are you going?" Ask Doni who held my hand. "Of course, this house has nothing to do with me. Get your hands off me!" I said I threw Doni's hand.

"Debby, wait a minute, at least until tomorrow morning" stop it.

"It's here even if it's just one second I don't want to!" I said full of anger.

"Debby, I'm sorry Deb."

"No need to apologize, from the beginning you have reminded me that do not expect anything more.Your fault is only one, why marry me if you only want to make my status a WIDOW? Huh huh? why?" Shouted, I looked into the eyes of Mas Doni.

"Debby, everything is beyond my means!" Answer weakly.

"You are indeed only a man who does not have the establishment of Mas! That only your wife can drive! Pathetic." I said as I walked out the door.

"It's up to you to mess with me or insult me what Debby looks like, but don't leave now, it's late at night Deb, out there danger!" Stop pulling my hand.

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