I'm Not a Backup Womb

Debby PROV

Plak.. I tampari mas Doni face for the second time. "You want me to be your mistress? What a disgrace to you Mas, do you think my pride can be bought with money?"I got out of my seat, I couldn't stand it anymore.

"Deb, don't go Deb!" He said holding my hand.

"Just until Linda gives birth, wait a minute Deb, I know you love me too, don't you?"

"Done no mas! If you don't let go, I'll scream, let everyone here beat you." Threaten me to Doni's mas. He let go of my hand and I immediately ran away. I ran to the park behind the hospital, I poured all my emotions there, I let out my tears until I was satisfied. I didn't expect Mas Doni to be able to lower my pride like that. I gave my heart to the wrong person. I will scrape and forget my feelings for her, yes that's what I have to do from now on.

"Not good, still wearing uniforms, crying, later thought your man didzolimi while working at this hospital. let's quickly remove your tears!" Said Doctor Tedi who I didn't realize was standing behind me and without excuse, he sat down beside me, gave me a tissue, I took it and immediately I wiped my tears.

"Doctor, why are you here? People will think strangely." I said.

"I just found you, you're here again."

"You want to get the key?" I asked, then I gave her the keys to the apartment.

"No, I want to say that if I will return to the USA soon, you do not need to find a place to rent, you can stay in my apartment. Because when I got here, I rented it for a month." Said.

"When?" Ask again.

"What?"

"To the USA."

"God willing Tomorrow the day after tomorrow."

"So fast?" I asked, He looked me right into my eyes, I looked at my face, I regretted the question that sounded so b*d*h.

"I mean, is the problem that the doctor said take over already solved?" Call me who doesn't want Dr. Tedi to think wrongly of me.

"It." Answer's short.

"I have to do the dock, I'll excuse you." Pamitku, after I realized at this time there are many eyes that see us as well as both. I don't want the bird news about me and Dr. Tedi getting any warmer.

I hurried back to the ER as soon as possible, there were already many tasks waiting for me there.

"Well Deb? Why your eyes?" Ask Sinta who is currently watching me.

"So at home my cat died, my favorite cat." Reply reasoned.

"Oh my goodness, cook that? Who is patient Deb" comforted me, love is indeed including people who are still very innocent and easily believe in the words of others, so it is easy for me to cover the reality that I am facing from him.

"O yes Deb, you were sought after by Dr. Tedi!" Sinta said to me.

"Yes, I've met" I replied, he looked at me suspiciously, "don't think too much, he just wants to pay the satay meal debt last night, so don't think weird."Reply origin.

"debt? Eating the same girl owed?" Ask with confusion.

"Old thinking habit..let's go on a job hunt!" I exclaimed, I sat for a moment while thinking about the treatment of Doni's mas, incidentally no patients entered.

"Huh?"

"There is a patient, you put the infusion, I call doctor Siska first" said Sinta, I immediately did the task of Sinta, I immediately took all the equipment and the need to install the patient infusion, several times I failed to find the patient's blood vessels. I don't know what I'm thinking to the point that I can't focus, usually I've never been like this.

"Deb, what's wrong with you? can't yet, huh?" Ask Sinta who has returned from calling doctor Siska, I shake my head.

"Try it, let me do it!" Sinta said, he immediately took over my job, it did not take long, Sinta could easily install the infusion.

"Debby!" The voice of Dr. Tedi suddenly called out to me. I turned my head, as well as the others, they looked so surprised, because no doctor Tedi should be here.

"Debby, if you don't want to work better you go home" she said with a sharp knife-like gaze ready to stab me, my feelings began to feel bad. Even my comrades could only whisper to each other. I can only endure tears and embarrassment.

"Doctor mean?" Ask slowly.

"Doctor Siska, can I talk to Debby for a second?" His request to doctor Siska who is currently serving as an ER doctor.

"Oh yes... Please doctor Tedi."

"You, come to my room." Doctor Tedi told me, He took my bag and pulled my hand violently, it seems like he is really mad at me and will immediately kick me out of this hospital.

"Sit down!" His orders, after we arrived at his room.

"If you have no intention of working anymore, it is better to resign!" He said without feeling.

"Sorry doctor, what is my fault?"

"You're still asking what was your mistake? from earlier I have noticed you are just daydreaming, even you can not find the patient's blood vessels? Didn't I warn you this morning to get permission?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." I said, I don't know since when Dr. Tedi observed my work today.

"Your job can't be made intentionally or unintentionally Debby, your job is related to someone's life, don't you?" his nag.

"Whatever problems you are facing, the patient is still number one, do not make the problem as an excuse. Not only do you have problems, everyone is also a lot, but still within the limits of his sanity and not as careless as what you did earlier! You're..."

"Secondage is not an easy problem for a woman like me Doctor!" As for, who could no longer bear to hear the anger of Doctor Tedi, he could not understand how much of a burden my mind was. The clear details that had been from the ER I was holding, finally fell as well.

"What's? Divorce?" Ask probing.

"I know I was wrong, but there's no need to get angry with me in front of my friends. Can get angry at being held until the doctor's office." My words are still with my sobs.

"M_sorry... I don't mean I'm mad at you in front of your friends. It also teaches them to be more careful in the future." Clearly in a slightly softer tone.

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