I'm Not a Backup Womb

Maaf

I'm Not a Backup Womb

The Part 111

I could only try to hide who my parents were, at least I didn't need a guardian when I got married. So, hiding it until Debby's legitimately my wife doesn't hurt. I'll keep trying to make Debby happy, without the shadow of my parents. The decision was so difficult and had made Papa and my grandfather furious, finally approved by them.

Mommy goes back to Debby's room, she accepts my decision and will slowly pass this on to Debby. While Me? I'll be back at the hotel waiting for a response from Debby.

Time after time I went through with anxiety and anxiety. Every time I try to close my eyes, the shadow of rejection always comes. I've been awake almost all night, but news from Mommy or Debby has not been obtained.

I stretched the prayer rug in the third of my night, removing the turmoil in my heart. After that, I took my salary, I sent a message to Debby, apologizing, it'd be a lot more quiet. I feel more ready after I have given everything to the one who turns the human heart back.

Teddy: [Debby, What Mother said, I apologize for my actions behind your back.] There was no reply even if the message had been read by Debby, I put my phone back, I think Debby was angry with me.

I laid my body on the bed, looking up at the sky of the hotel room, preparing my heart to hear Debby's worst answer.

Drr... My phone is vibrating, messages are coming in, Debby's name is on there. I open it and read it soon.

Debby [What's the reason doctors do that?]

I was surprised to read a reply from Debby, I smiled because Debby still wanted to reply to my message.

Debby [If it's like that, why did it disappear? Why treat me like everyone else?]

Teddy [You didn't come that time, you went to Doni and didn't want to be disturbed. I still get carried away with emotions when I remember that time Deb, my heart ached.]

Debby [Lantas why are you back now?]

Teddy [Because I find it hard to bury that feeling, and lately I know that I've misunderstood you Deb. Sorry]

Long wait, no reply. He only read my last message. I tried to contact him and was not picked up by him. I took a deep breath, I can't wait for tomorrow to come. Even though I have resigned, but it cannot be denied, my hope to be accepted by Debby is very large.

Teddy [Good night, happy resting Debby. I'm sorry, whatever your answer does in your conscience, I don't want any element of coercion. Have a nice dream Dear] I ended the conversation via message, I think Debby still needs a break.

I close my eyes, I try to rest my brain for a moment but still can't. I open my device, I open IG and I pour my heart through an instastory. It sounds melancholic maybe, but that's what happens when faced with the so-called love.

I once held onto someone not to go, I once humbled myself to not lose it. I have also mentioned it in my prayer so sincerely. Yes, I love someone so deeply that in the end I realize, no matter how hard I hold it, the loose will remain loose and the departed will still go.

@Teddyatmaja