I'm a Savings Woman

LOVE BUT FEAR

The rain fell more and more, accompanied by the wind that made the atmosphere become so cold. Rayhan is still waiting for Izzah in the pouring rain. He did not move from where he was standing from six in the afternoon until ten in the evening.

Mang Diman repeatedly tried to ask Rayhan to go home or at least wait in the car. But Rayhan remained adamant not to move from where he stood. Rayhan looks shivering, bi Asih immediately headed for Izzah's room.

"Neng, can auntie come in?" say bi Asih in front of the door of the room Izzah open.

Izzah is teaching.

"Please bi." said Izzah. "Why haven't you slept bi, it's late." continued Izzah.

"Neng, aunty does not want to interfere in the affairs of the neng Izzah and Rayhan, but auntie please see Rayhan. Pity him, from this afternoon did not move from the front of the house. Where the rain did not stop."

Izzah looks shocked.

"Astagfirullah, did he really not go home bi?" ask Izzah.

"Yes neng, Mang Diman has told him to go home but he still does not want to neng. Please meet her neng, auntie is afraid she's okay."

Izzah immediately moved, took an umbrella and went out to meet Rayhan. Rayhan's lips began to turn blue, his body shivering. When Izzah approached him Rayhan looked so happy.

"What do you really want to prove?" ask Izzah.

"Izzah, brother apologize. Please excuse me brother. Brother loves you very much Zah." replied Rayhan.

"Dengerin I am Rayhan Aditya, please go home. Don't make my life harder. Later if something happens to you I will also be blamed."'

"Zah, my brother is all about proving that my brother is really sorry. Brother wants Izzah to forgive brother."

"Grown up Rayhan is not a soap opera that easily treats silly things to prove love or something. This is Ray's real world. Please go home." said Izzah in despair.

"Enough." cut Izzah. "If you really love me then go home, don't make it all the more messy." continued Izzah.

"All right, brother's coming home. Because my brother loved Izzah so much. But you won't give up, you'll always come to see Izzah to get sorry from Izzah and get Izzah's heart back" Rayhan said.

Izzah was silent. Rayhan sat down before Izzah who stood up. Izzah reluctantly wants to retreat, but Rayhan blocks Izzah by holding Izzah's waist.

"I'm sorry if you're sassy. But allow the brother to talk to the brother's son." said Rayhan.

Izzah was silent to Rayhan. Rayhan's face was parallel to Izzah's stomach. The age of the content of Izzah entering five months makes his stomach already look a little poking.

"Son.this is your father, I'm sorry, son, now I can talk to you. Your mother is snatching the same father because of a bad father. I beg you not to be naughty in there. Don't make it hard for your mother, son." said Rayhan stroking Izzah's stomach. Then Rayhan kissed Izzah's stomach.

Izzah looks to shed his tears. When Rayhan woke up quickly he wiped away his tears.

"Ang home Zah, take good care of yourself. Go to bed, don't stay up. Assalamualaikum."

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Izzah.

Rayhan walked to his car, then drove in the rain.

I actually wanted to hug and kiss you on the forehead, Izzah, but I'm afraid you're angry.

Izzah then went inside the house. Izzah cried, bi Asih and mang Diman who had witnessed the two people who were both still in love with each other was also sad to see Izzah cry.

Bi Asih approached Izzah and hugged him, trying to calm Izzah down.

I love you Rayhan, but I'm scared.