I Love You Pilot's

part 60's. Planning to Return Home

Now I think about where my fault lies with him so he inhabits me and asks me for introspection.

I think back to the time when I accidentally met with doctor Adam earlier eh not me who accidentally met him but the doctor Adam who accidentally met me while in the park earlier.

Doctor Adam told me about a time when I was angry and pushed by Mbak Naya until I was staggered backwards by her at that time, at that time doctor Adam also accidentally saw our quarrel, no, not a quarrel but mbak Naya who bullied me.

Well, then why would Arnav be angry at me when Adam's doctor just wanted to ask about what Naya did to me, Adam's doctor also asked me why I didn't fight him back then.

Is it okay that Arnav is angry because I never told him about Naya's mother who also hated me?

"It could be so!"

Now I understand the attitude of Arnav mas who asked me for introspection, yes, yes, arnav must be angry and disappointed in me because I never told him about Naya's mother who also bullied me. And Arnav's mas must have thought that if I wanted to tell others, not on him.

I looked Arnav mas to the room turned out he was not in the room then where was he?

I found him in the pool he was sitting pensively while dangling his legs into the pool, surely he was very disappointed in me, I did not intend to hide anything from him, I did not want to hide anything from him, but I'm afraid to be honest with him if I'm also bullied by mbak Naya, it's enough mbak Anas angry by my in-laws, I also don't want mbak Naya affected as well.

"Mas!" I said stand behind her

He didn't look even cool with his feet playing with the pool water, I know you're disappointed but I'm also afraid to be honest with you.

I sat next to her too, I also did the same thing to her dangling my legs into the pool.

"Sorry!" my word

He sighed, "why did you never say from the beginning!" he knew the direction of our conversation.

"I'm afraid to tell you the truth!" my word

"You're afraid of being threatened by Naya?" ask her

I shook my head, Naya and Anas once threatened me, but I was never afraid of their threats.

"Why don't you tell me, you want to talk to someone else who has nothing to do with us, but you never told your own husband, I'm your husband Audia, I'm your husband, I have a right to know about what problems you face, I have a right to protect you because I'm your husband is not a stranger anymore!" her word

I kept quiet, it's true what Arnav said was true, I was wrong I had disappointed him.

"If you are afraid of being threatened by them you say the same to me, I am your husband who is ready at any time to protect you from harm, they may hate you but not me, I love you, I will protect you from those who are rude to you, never be afraid to be threatened by them!" said mas Arnav

"Sorry!" I answered, I was crying

"I've forgiven you!" her word

Why from the beginning I never told the same story Arnav, should be small or big problems I keep telling him, because he deserves to know about it, but I do not have the courage to tell the story.

Now Arnav's mas must have thought if I wanted to tell the story with someone else instead of with him, I never told anyone from the beginning, it was just a coincidence that when Naya pushed me and Adam's doctor accidentally saw her.

I never told Adam's doctor either, but he himself came to the conclusion that if I was often misled by my husband's family, the conclusion that Adam's doctor took was true as well.

"I'm just disappointed with you, I'm not angry at all just disappointed because being lied to by my own wife, you can lie but for good, but lying for evil's sake is not allowed!" her word

I nodded while wiping away these tears.

"Don't assume wrong is right and right is wrong, if you behave like this you continue to be tormented!" said mas Arnav

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I went to my room to find Arnav's mas, I wanted to go back to my hometown because I hadn't seen my father and mother for a long time.

I want to calm myself also in my hometown, there I can tell stories with my father and mother, I miss them too.

For that I want to ask permission first to my husband.

"Dad...!"

"Dad...!"

My call he didn't hear, where was he?, I looked for him in the bathroom but there wasn't him either.

"Doaarr...!"

I was surprised almost to be upended because my ignorant husband surprised me, I rubbed my chest so pounding my heart out of shock.

"Dad...ih make me surprised, you want to make my heart dislodged what, you want me to move?" my protest

He just grinned without sin, I pinched his stomach until he grimaced in pain, I sat on the sofa he also came up to me and his head slept on my lap.

"Mother what do you want?" ask her

"Mother cravings?"

"What do you want my mom to buy?"

"Mother tired or not?, if tired here let the father who is disgusted!"

"Bun-!"

I closed her mouth using my palm.

"I don't want anything!" my word

I rubbed his hair that Arnav really enjoyed this soft caress on his head.

"Dad!" my word

"Hm!"

"I can ask for permission to go back to my hometown, no, I miss my father and mother anything else with my sister Yudia!" I said ask her permission

Mas Arnav opened the eyes that he had previously closed with his eyelids, he looked at my face.

"Can't you?" ask me again

"Who's in between?" ask her

"Pak Dadang will be able to take me, I want to visit the same mother's father, really miss them!" tell me

I have not been home for a few months, I miss my family there.

"Let me just take you, when did you go home his village?, I also want to meet father and mother!" said mas Arnav

"But you're working tomorrow!" my word

I want to go to my hometown tomorrow, when Arnav mas go to work, I can stay with my father and mother.

"I want to go home tomorrow!" my word

Mas Arnav seemed to think for a moment then he nodded his head, "tomorrow we go together yes, I take you, I also want to meet in-laws!" her word

"Lho, aren't you working tomorrow?" ask me

"Let's for one more day for the sake of the wife what's wrong?" her word

I smiled a little.

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