I Love You Pilot's

part 14's. Don't Care About Me

This was my first time crying over my stupidity all this time, now I understand she really has no feelings for me in the least.

It wasn't him who gave me false hope, but I was too hopeful.

Oh this God is called too hopeful, so my heart is broken and sore.

"Audia!"'

I wipe my tears again, since last night I cried until the dawn of dawn I still cry. I was asleep and jerked at dawn.

"You've been praying?' ask her.

"I'm-I'm special!" I said with a suffocating voice restraining this cry.

"Oh, so!" her word

This bed moves because it comes down from this bed.

I have to leave this house, unbeknownst to anyone. I'm just the most b*doh person in this family.

He came out of the bathroom and was already preparing for the dawn prayer.

"Allahu Akbar!"

Her sweet voice uttered takbir to start her prayer, I saw her who was solemnly praying.

"Mas, is your heart not the slightest feeling to me?"

I still watched him pray, my tears flowing again and again, that tiredness that I felt these few days.

"Allah the servant is tired, wanting to retreat from this bondage of marriage, but the servant is also afraid of sin!"

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullah!

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullah!

When he finished praying he did not stand up immediately, but he was reciting.

"Subhanallah, subhanallah, subhanallah!

"Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah!

"Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar!"

Finished he recited and then he said he finished his remembrance, my heart and my mouth also participated in remembrance, although the state of menstruation we can still think and remember Allah SWT.

"Laa ilaha illallah wahdahu laa syarika. Lahul mulku wa lahul hamdu wa huwa 'ala kulli syai-in qodiir. Laa hawla wa laa quwwata. Laa ilaha illallah wa laa na'budu illa iyyah!"

The faint sound of the moment of remembrance really calmed my heart, the instant my tears stopped.

I sat down and leaned my body to the head of the bed, my eyes sore from crying for too long, maybe my face looked swollen from crying from last night.

I turned my face when he saw me.

"I know you're crying because of me, so forgive me!" her word.

Sorry again and again he said sorry, but what, he always made me feel sick.

"I don't know what else to say but sorry, I always hurt your feelings, I'm not a good man!"

"Here I also hurt Audia, not just you, you don't know how hurt my heart-!"

"More hurt my heart than yours, you always yell at me, always berate me, always say rude to me, does it not hurt?"

"Sick mas, my mind feels tormented by the way your attitude has been all this time!"

"The pain I feel doesn't hurt as much as what you feel!"

I interrupted him, he said he also felt pain, but his heartache was not as painful as my heart all this time.

"Why didn't you cancel this matchup in the first place, if you refute what your parents said about this matchmaking, maybe we'll never meet and get married like this!"

I took out all the junk I've been holding.

"Back with my parents!"

He opened the peci that was originally perched perfectly on top of his head.

"Your request will never be granted!" her word.

I frowned, why my request that one he could not fulfill, it was the same as he was selfish.

"You're selfish, you can't fulfill my request on that one!"

"Why?" ask me.

She was silent without looking at me, her hands rubbing her rough face.

"Why?" ask her to urge her.

He was still silent without wanting to see me, he was really selfish, he said he did not love me, his words I just became a burden on him, keep why, why, why didn't he fulfill my request?

"Jawab from Arnav!" my voice is getting higher

"Mas Arnav answer me!" I said it's getting louder.

I was already standing in front of him, then he looked up at me, he stood up.

"I don't know what the reason is Audia!" his words gripped my shoulders roughly, I grimaced with the grip of his burly hand.

"I don't know what to answer, don't keep Audia like this, I'm sick of Audia getting fed up! he shook my body without releasing the grip of his hand from my shoulder.

"Why?" I'm crying because my tears are hatching again.

"Are you not selfish!" say me.

"Shut up!" jolt her

I pushed his body, finally the grip of his hand was released from my shoulder, now I feel my shoulder pain and also sore.

I was still standing there, covering my face with my palms.

Tok tok tok tok

The door of the room was knocked by someone, could it be mama or papa, chances are they heard our noise earlier.

"Arnav, Audia this is mama!" screams from outside this room.

"Remove your tears! her decree.

"Yes ma!" her word.

He left me, I sat limp on the floor wiping away my tears.

"You guys are making a storm?"

"No ma, maybe you heard me wrong!"

"Ah, hell, but mama heard a noise from your room, did you guys have a fight?"

"No mama...!"

"Mom doesn't like it when mama's son fights with his wife!"

"Arnav, I told you, Arnav doesn't have a problem!"

"What is this ma?, why are you guys making a fuss in the morning?"

"It's pa, you heard a noise in Arnav's room!"

"There's nothing mama, papa!"

I heard the voice of my mother and also the papa who was talking to Arnav.

"Audia's awake?"

"No ma, he's still sleeping!"

"He hasn't prayed?"

"Say she's special!"

"Hmm. yes, maybe your hearing was wrong, understand the ears are old too!"

The door of the room was opened again by her, I was still sitting on the floor.

"Later to catch a cold, sit on the gih!" her word.

I just kept quiet without caring about his words.

"You heard me talking!" she said, then she squatted down in front of me, I turned my face away from her.

No matter if he's my health, I don't want him to care about me.

He immediately held me, then laid me on the bed, he wrapped my body up to the neck.

"Go get some rest, maybe you're too tired from crying!" her word.

"Don't mind me!" my word

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