I Love You Pilot's

part 27's. Tell me My Problem

The father of the same mother again alone in the middle of the rice field, they both again drive away birds that perch on the rice that has not been harvested.

I smiled at my parents, when can I be like them?

I also want to be like my parents, have harmonious household relationships, share my joys and sorrows.

But it's just a dream that never materialized, until now he's never been looking for me.

I've been in the village for five days, he's not looking for me, he's probably home from work.

"When I can be like father and mother, they look happy!"

Like her you can't hope anymore with her Audia, you're already in measles right, so you can't think about her anymore.

"Audiah!" mother said

I instantly wiped away my slightly melted tears, ah, you don't be weak Audia!

"Mother!" my great-grandson didn't realize I was hugging my mother.

I really want to share the problems that I have been facing for so long with my mother. My burden is so heavy, I can't carry this burden alone anymore.

"Hiks..hiks...hiks.... mother...!"

"Why son?"

I just kept drowning my face at the intersection of your neck, I cried as much as I could. Mother stroked my back.

"Cry, take out everything you've been craving!"

"Crying can help the burden we carry can be reduced, although reduced only a little!"

"Mother here, mother will always be there for you, mother will never leave you, mother dear you, mother dear family!"

"Crying, son...!"

I'm getting so - so crying at the intersection of my mother's neck, I can't hold her alone, in fact I'm just a very weak and fragile woman.

Mother I want to tell all my problems so far, but the courage is not yet in me mother.

Mother, maybe you will cry too after your child tells you all his complaints and grievances.

But I can't mother, I'm too afraid to tell her the truth.

I'm afraid you'll think about my problems too.

"Hiks..hiks... Mother I'm tired mother, I'm tired...!"

"Mother knows you are tired, cry to expose all the problems you crave!"

Collapsed my defense all this time, I actually did not want to tell my problem to mother, but I really could not.

"Hiks.. mother... hiks...!"

Having been satisfied crying in the arms of the mother now I loosen the embrace of the mother, the father turned out to have also been near us.

"It's dad's fault, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made that ridiculous deal, it's my daughter who bears this burden, I'm sorry!"

I shook my head, this is not my fault, this is my fault, why I accepted the proposal, I should have rejected it, and this is the destiny that God has given me.

"Selfish father, I forced you to accept the proposal, I was so mean to my daughter!"

"No.. hiks... It's not dad's fault!"

"But you're tormented because of dad, you're too naive!"

I was saddened when my father told me he was guilty, but it wasn't my fault.

"Dad.. hiks... Dad is not wrong!" my word

Both my parents had watery eyes, mother could not see me, I was the eldest daughter sad, but more broken my heart when my mother cried.

"Mother...!" my word

"I'm sorry mother hiks.. I've made you cry hiks.. This is because of me, because of my problem, mother... hiks... forgive me!"

Mother rubbed behind my head covered by my hijab.

"No son, you're just sad, because all this time your child kept the problem itself, without our knowledge!"

"Now that the decision is in your hands, whatever you want, what is your business now, choose the path according to your heart!"

I still kissed the back of your hand.

Until now I have not made my decision, I still doubt, deep down I still want to hope that Arnav will love me.

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In the afternoon we just came home from the rice fields, I returned cheerful as before, a burden that I had been alone, now I have released all of it.

I'm sorry mom, dad, I'm sharing my burden on you, I don't mean to make you sad, I'm sorry!.

"Never hold that problem alone again, son!"

"Sorry Audia mother!' say me.

"You don't need to apologize, you should share your grievances with those closest to you, so that we can help and provide solutions, if in your own pendam, I'm sure you won't be able to find a solution on your own!"

"Now that a decision is yours, no matter what it is, you will always support it!"

"So you can't be sad anymore!" said mother.

I nodded these little eyes in tears again, I don't know what to do now.

I'm afraid to make a decision for now, I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm still thinking about it. So that the decision I take will not regret it later.

"I don't know yet what decision I'm making, mother, father, for now Audia wants to calm Audia's mind and heart first!"

"It's okay, mommy? say me.

"Dad follow you son, the mother said earlier there is a truth, father will support whatever decision you take!"

I nodded while hugging the two of them.

"Well, Judia must be in the mulu abode, Judia wants to be in the hug as well as you!" said Yudia my very spoiled sister.

I was so happy because I could feel the warmth of this little family hug.

May we always be together like this.

Now I'm just with Yudia, my sister is again doing her pr, I remember Aquila, she how are you now?.

"Sister, in that city you're friends with anyone?"

"Hmm. Sister's friend there isn't, but sister's got a sister there too!"

"Sister girl? parrot Yudia frowned, she turned her lips, I knew she was jealous.

"Sister Audia has another sister, who? how's the guy! her word

"She's sister-in-law, she's good just like you!" answer me.

He's just a 'oh' ria, you acute jealousy!

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