I Love You Pilot's

part 13's. Do not Give False Hope

Even at dusk I sat on the balcony of my room, staring at the orange sky, the hot sun was slowly setting on the western horizon.

Now that my gaze has turned to the plane that passed through this house, the plane is so tall that only a small size can be seen.

"You're flying too high, aren't you afraid of falling?'

By looking at the high-flying plane, I became keenet with him.

What's up?, he's gone to work one week without telling me.

"Oh, there's no way, I'm a nobody, I've only been a burden on him all this time, how could he care about me!".

Huffff.

"Sad, Audia you're such a hypocrite, you say you don't love her but what, you think of her instead!"

Why are you so b*doh Audia, it's obvious she doesn't love you, but you just keep hoping with her.

"Arnav, I've b*doh for loving you!"

I didn't expect my tears to escape my eyes, "haha.. b*doh, b*doh, why should I cry gini anyway!" revile me.

I wipe these flowing tears while trying to smile, even though that smile is just a fake smile.

I have to be strong, however he is still my husband, bismillah, hopefully he can open his heart to me.

"Mom!"

My shoulder was patted by Aquila I almost dropped my mobile phone that I was holding.

"Oh, Aquila!" I said while stroking the chest.

"Sorry, I'm just surprised!"

I smiled a little, "why's mom Audia?' ask her, maybe Aquila saw her eyes because I cried earlier.

"No!" lied me.

"Get out yuk mbak, mbak will be happy!" her word.

I frowned at me, what did he mean, and what relationship, if I go out why should I be happy, what is it?.

"Bak doesn't feel good about quila!" I said lying, I just went out of the room, there would be a lot of drama again, like that time.

I deliberately avoided Naya, she always insinuated and demeaned me, I better avoid fighting, if mama-in-law knows, surely one of us will get punished.

"Bak's sick, do I have to call Anas to get Anas to come home to check on Mbak!"

Worries were evident from Aquila's face, she was the only person I trusted here, apart from mom and dad.

Anas' mother also often blurted at me, at that time he also insulted me, I was afraid of it.

"No, I'm fine, Aquila, don't worry about me!" say me.

"Well, if you don't want to!" her word.

Aquila came back out of the room, I went to bed to break my body, azan magrib reverberated, I still haven't finished my period so I haven't prayed.

Cklekk

Suddenly the door of the room opened, I deliberately turned my back to the door of the room, maybe it was my mother-in-law?.

"Ma, is that mom!" I said and turned my body to the door.

Not the mama that I saw but the sturdy man still uses a white pilot uniform and batik-patterned tie is still perfectly circular on the neck and dangling nicely.

His right hand was still holding the algae suitcase.

Oh him, it turns out he's home.

I just look at him, then turn my back on him again, I don't say hello to him, why say hello to him while I'm just a showgirl.

"Assynnya!"

"Wa'alaikumussalam!" my answer is still his back, I hear he's dragging his suitcase, I don't want to know about him anymore.

It's the only path I've chosen, which is to be quiet without much ado.

"Are the poor always trampled like this?"

"Are the poor not appreciated?"

"Why are low-educated people always despised, what's wrong we value each other!"

No hot liquid wet my cheeks anymore, I don't know lately I've been a weak woman, as much as I can show them, if the poor are not always demeaned, despised, despised, in caci maki!

Come on Audia, you don't need to be weak with the insults of those who don't like you, at least you have to be a strong and tough woman.

I felt the bed I was sleeping in was shaking, like she was going to rest too.

I moved my body to the other end.

"The husband comes home in a little napa!' that heavy sound pierced my sense of hearing.

This hot clear thread is still flowing profusely on my temple, I don't want to care about him anymore, want him to talk I don't want to hear.

"It's not polite of you!" her word

"Udahlah tired of talking to this kayak village woman, invited to talk and even silent, in diami even digelunjak! his swearing.

"You are my burden!"

Hikss... I was a burden on you mas, but I do not like the same way you talk, again the word hurt my feelings that you let out.

I cried in silence but sobbing for the sake of this sobbing I could not control.

"Hiks..hiks...hiks...!" after this stuffing came out of my mouth, I believe he must have heard my soft cry.

The originally calm bed was now shaking from the shocks from my body that let out my sobs.

"Hikss.. dad... mom...!"

"Crying?

"Audia, are you crying?"

My body was twisted by the pilot, our eyes clashed with each other, my eyes were still wet, my hands reflections hit his chest.

"Hiks..hiks...hiks...!' I cried sobbing while hitting him, I don't know what possessed me so much that I dared to hit him.

"Hiks.. I want to go home!' I said on the sidelines of my crying.

His eyes glared as I said I wanted to go home, I could no longer bear to live in the midst of his family who always insulted me.

"Take me now to my father and mother's place!' I said, looking at her face that looked angry.

"Once I am, let me live quietly without you!" say me again.

She took her face away from me, and her hands wiped away my tears that were still wetting my cheeks.

I was silent about the action, but it was only temporary because I still remember the words hurt my feelings earlier.

I pat her hand roughly.

"At least you don't give me false hope!' I said and then turned her back.

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