I Love You Pilot's

part 43's. Feel Scared

In the morning Arnav was ready to wear his pilot uniform, I also helped prepare the clothes needed later there.

I approached Arnav's mas, which was mirrored on the dresser, combing his hair.

"Here I help!" I said, he did not argue and then gave the comb to me, I combed his black hair.

She didn't even suspect me that I could mess with her hair, but she trusted me that much - she easily believed in me.

This morning we were still quiet - there was nothing we wanted to talk about, she turned her sitting eyes on me.

"Explain it to me!" her word

"Which one?" ask me

"Just yesterday's man who met you!" her word

"Not to see me but we're the same!" I said to fix his speech.

I started from where the story about Doctor Adam, which is very clear I do not know him more even we are just casual acquaintances, have been made sure also Adam's doctor did not know my name, I know my name, I knew his name when he gave me his business card.

"Kok quiet?" ask Arnav

"Okay I made it clear to you that my husband is not angry anymore!"

I told Arnav when I left the house at that time, I also accidentally met with Adam's doctor, when in the village at that time I also accidentally met with her, our meeting all this time was accidentally, what else in the mall yesterday.

"He has nothing to do with you, right?" ask Arnav

"No!" answer me briefly.

Naturally, if Arnav is jealous of me, he is a husband where maybe a husband is not jealous to see his wife talking to other men.

I've finished combing his hair now I take the batik patterned tie, a tie that is often used in Arnav mas to work.

"I can wear it?" ask me first, he nodded small

I hooked the tie first on his neck and then I concluded the tie correctly, I used to wear a tie to school so I could put this tie on him.

"Where is your flight destination?" ask me, I'm still tidying up that tie.

"As per my schedule!" her word

Now we both have breakfast at the dinner table I'm not in the mood this morning somehow I don't like it when Arnav goes to work.

"Take yourself home! her word

"Audiah!"

She's done eating her, I drive her to the front of the house, I just keep pouting.

Art in this house is already lined up standing in front of the house.

"I go first, you take care at home do not do any work, art here is a lot, if you are bored you can play to the house of mama, mama, there you will not be bored.

I'm going to work for us and our kids, don't act weird, I'm going home in a week. I'm sorry if something happens to me later you don't feel too sad because this is the risk of being a pilot the responsibility is very big, Do'a it's my safety!" his words kissed my long forehead

Art here looks sad when Arnav mas will go.

"I'm sure you're home still intact like this, I'll wait for you mas, hurry home ya!" I said kiss the back of his hand.

At risk for your work, I am afraid that what you think will happen, astagfirullah.

"I'm sorry!" she said, I just nodded the clear circles running down my cheeks, it hurt when she apologized like that.

Now that Arnav apologizes to the art of this house, Arnav goes to the airport in between by his private driver, I see his departure.

Another week I will meet you again mas, go home intact without any less than you.

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My heart was so sad and broken that he left like he used to not care about me, it felt so much like it was no different.

It was that loss that broke my heart to pieces, I wanted him to be here without going anywhere.

Tok tok tok tok

"Mrs Audia!"

I turned towards the door must be mbok Ijah, all this time I often confide in mbok Ijah, he I have considered like my own mother.

"Burn bring the lady to dinner!"

I opened the door to the room and saw a masih carrying a plate of food and a glass of water.

"Eat ya madam!" mbok Ijah

"Later to mbok!" my word

I don't have a taste for food because I keep thinking about Arnav.

"Eat first, then madam's sick!" mbok Ijah

I shook my head then sat back on the edge of the bed, mbok Ijah followed me and gently rubbed my back the same thing Mother who often calmed me in this way.

"Mbok know the madam is sad because the master went to work, what else is the work of the master is very high risk, the responsibility is also very large, more than a hundred lives people brought him!

We as the closest people you have to pray for his kindness, so that they survive to the goal!" mbok Ijah

"Audia was sad and afraid that if something happened with the plane that Arnav was flying how, Audia could not listen to the news so Audia was very anxious!" my word

I can't hear the news of a plane going down, I'm not ready.

"We'll just pray for them!" mbok Ijah

...

The night so quickly passed now it was dawn, I woke up when the dawn of dawn reverberated I felt like I had just closed my eyes.

Last night I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about Arnav. I got up from my sleep then I went to the bathroom to clean up and take ablution.

Now I perform the morning prayer two rakaat, finished praying I read the verse of the chair first.

"Allaahu Laailaaha illa huwal hayyul qayyuum. Laa ta'khudzuhu sinatuw walaa nauum. Lahuu maa fissamaawaati wamaa fil ardhi. Mangdzalladzii yasyfa'u 'indahuu illai bi idznih. Ya'lamu maa baina aiydiihim wamaa kholfahum walaa yukhiithuuna bisyayin min 'ilmihii illa bimaa syaa a wasi'a kursiyyuhus samaawaati wal ardho. Walaa yauduhuu khifdhuhumaa wa huwal'aliyyul 'adhiim.

I pray for him who is far away.

"O Allah keep him there, O Allah, for it is to you that I ask, I fear that if the plane he is carrying is not controlled, I only hope that he will return home as intact as he left, I hope that he will go, take care wherever he is, O God...!"

I help the art that is here usually I will always help mbok Ijah.

"Morning mbok!" my greeting

"By the first one too!"

I immediately took over the job mbok Ijah who was again stirring the chili he cooked.

"Mrs let me just mbok!"

"No, let me!" my word

The kitchen work and cleaning the house was over, finished breakfast was now I watch television, nothing interesting even once.

"Bored!"

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Seriate...