I Love You Pilot's

part 11's. Wearied

We were warmly welcomed by my mother-in-law, I was immediately invited to sit by my mother.

"Why don't you guys call Mama here first?"

"Surprise ma!" answer me.

I was served a drink by this housekeeper.

"Where is ma?" ask Arnav

"Work!"

"Well, you want to work?, just got married, you know, no honeymoon?" my mother-in-law was shocked to see her son wanted to go to work.

He shook his head, "i'm leaving first ma, scared late!" he said, then got up from his seat.

"Lho, you know, you're serious nav, newlyweds are ready?" protesting my mother-in-law, I just kept quiet while observing the entire house.

"I'm busy ma!" those were the only words that came out of his mouth.

"Busy from where?, disappointed mama iih same you nav, mama think you take his leave one week or two weeks!" mama's tone is a little sad.

"Arnav can't take long!" her word.

The man who works as a pilot just left without saying a word to me.

Ah, it's impossible for her to say those words to me.

"Catch Audia! mama's word.

I turned to my mother while pointing at myself, like a dazed person, I followed my mother's words.

"Mas!"

He stopped right in the doorway, I actually didn't want to chase him anyway, that I knew he didn't care about me.

She just pretended to care about me, so I wanted to go with her, huff.... Why is this my life?.

"Hm!"

"W-you... You don't say goodbye to me?" I lowered my prestige so that my mother-in-law would not suspect me that our relationship was not okay.

"Why?"

My forehead is wrinkled, why what?

When I said goodbye, he said why?, what a weird pilot this is!.

"Why should I pretend in front of my parents, just show your disrespect, I don't care about Audia, you're just a burden to me!".

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Started again the words of pearl he it hit my heart this.

"Quite mas, I don't want to hear your words anymore, if you don't want me, please give me back to my parents!" my words emphasized every sentence that came out of my mouth.

"What's this?" ask my mother-in-law.

"T-no ma!" my words wipe away the tears in the corner of my eyes.

"Ma, audia go inside first!' my word

"You guys have the part? ask mama

"It's over!" answer me

Mama nodded, I left my mother-in-law with her son.

Why is my life's ordeal so hard, wanting me to back out of this marriage, but I'm committed to my life, if I want to marry only once in my lifetime.

"God, why is this trial so hard?" I cried in the room.

"Do I have to back out of this marriage?"

I can't run a household ark if one of us doesn't love.

Should I be selfish about this marriage?.

"Arnav Mahesa Gentala, why do you hurt me so often, what is my fault Arnav, I want to live a happy life but you even broke a heart that sincerely loves you!"

Or am I wrong to love the wrong person like you?.

Why, O God, you are unjust, why do you send a priest like him, he will never love me, our difference between heaven and earth, cannot be united.

Relationships that will never improve until anytime.

"Dad, mother, your son his heart is hurting again!"

"Dad... Audia no longer wants to run this loveless household anymore!"

"Mother, Audia wants to go back to the village, Audia is tired!"

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Already satisfied crying in silence, now I take ablution water to perform the Ashar prayer.

When I finished my prayer, I raised my hands, and these tears came back, when I remembered my husband's words that hurt me.

"O Allah, not that the servant complains with this destiny, but the servant is tired, the servant wants to give up God, the servant knows that you hate the word divorce, but I am really tired, God!"

Finished pouring out my heart to the true owner of the heart, now I leave the room.

It's not good if I keep lingering in the room.

"Have her rest?" asked my mother-in-law, now in the family room not only mama, but her other children also gathered.

I smiled and sat down next to my mother-in-law.

I'm still awkward with this family, this is the second time I've met and met face to face with brothers and sisters mas Arnav.

All I know is Arnav's four-man brother, he's the third son and his youngest brother is still in high school.

While his first brother worked as a Cruise Ship Nahkoda, his first brother also rarely went home, while his second brother worked as a general practitioner.

Her first sister's name was Ciko Mahesa Gentala, the name of her second sister Anastasya princess Gentala, and the youngest of her names, Aquila princess Gentala.

Today her family is gathering, I just keep quiet like a statue in the middle of this family.

"Bak Audia was daydreaming!" said Aquila's youngest sister Mas Arnav.

"What do you think mbak?"

"No! answer me

Feels uncomfortable when mbak Naya noticed me from earlier, mbak Naya is the wife of mas Ciko's first brother mas Arnav.

"Don't stay with Arnav's brother?"

"Some!" I replied as if I wanted to end the relationship between him and me.

"Bak come with me yuk!" bring Aquila.

I nodded slightly, "ma, I went with Aquila first! I said to my mother-in-law.

Mama nodded with a smile, I followed Aquila's steps, she took me to her room.

"Bak get in, mbak!"

"Yes!" I went into the white room, the room was exactly the same as the room I was in.

"My room is the same as Arnav's brother's room, because we are lovers of light colors!" her word.

I smiled, no matter when I stay here, maybe this relationship will end, I may never set foot in this house again.

"Abang Arnav was never evil to mbak no?" the question was as if she knew how her brother treated me.

"No!" my answer is lying, so as not to cause new problems.

"Don't like it, don't you think, it's pretty!".

I smiled a little again and I cried with a smile.

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