I Love You Pilot's

part 32's. Is It Still a Dream

I jerked right at 02:00 in the morning, I got out of my sleep, I will perform tahajud prayers.

I took ablution first, now I perform tahajud prayer, finished my prayer first.

"Subhanallah, subhanallah, subhanallah!"

"Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah!"

"Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar!"

"Astaghfirullah hal adzim aladzi laailaha illa huwal khayyul qoyyumu wa atuubu ilaiih”, (meaning “I beg pardon to Allah the Great, the Most High, there is no God but He Who is All-Living, All-Self Standing, and I repent to Him!)

اللَّهُمَّ أَنْتَ رَبِّي لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ خَلَقْتَنِي وَأَنَا عَبْدُكَ وَأَنَا عَلَى عَهْدِكَ وَوَعْدِكَ مَا اسْتَطَعْتُ أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ شَرِّ مَا صَنَعْتُ أَبُوءُ لَكَ بِنِعْمَتِكَ عَلَيَّ وَأَبُوءُ لَكَ بِذَنْبِي فَاغْفِرْ لِي فَإِنَّهُ لَا يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ

“Allahumma Anta Rabbi, la ilaha illa Anta khalaqtani, wa ana ‘abduka, wa ana ala ahdika wawa’dika mastatha’tu, a’ubika min syarri ma shana’u laka bini’matika alayya wa abu’u laka bi dzanbi, a, faghfirli, fa innahu la yaghfiru zunuba illa Anta.”

Which means: O Allah, You are my Lord, there is no Lord to be worshipped except You. You are the one who created me. I am Your servant. I will be as faithful to my covenant with You as I can. I take refuge in You from the ugliness I have done. I confess Your favor to me and I confess my sin, therefore, forgive me. No one forgives sins but you.

Finished praying I would rather sit on the prayer mat, wipe away the tears from remembering my sins.

I was a little surprised when I heard the sound of the roar of the car coming into the yard of my house, I folded my prayer mats, and I still used my face.

"Who's visiting this early?" I saw the clock on the wall at 02:30 wib.

I opened the window curtains, I saw there was a car that was familiar to me.

Deg

My heart was racing as I recognized and understood who the car belonged to!

"Arnav's car, is he here?

I felt so happy, did my do'a-do'a come through, Arnav picked me up!

I was about to open the main door I wanted to go to the person I missed so much, but I paused my intention.

If he's just here to hurt me again, I don't want to, what do I do now?.

Approaching her or I'll never see her again?

Actually my heart was happy when he visited here, but I was worried that if he just pretended to be good in front of me then he brought me back to his house.

It's hard to believe her again!

I pulled out a few more curtains, too, pity that if he's out there, what else is so cold air.

I took a breath and opened the main door. I approached his car it was visible he was from the glass of his car.

Tok tok tok tok

I knocked on the windshield, he opened the windshield.

"M-mas!

"Why did you come here?"

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I'm still in my car, I'm afraid to disturb their rest, I'd better sleep here, let me meet Audia tomorrow morning.

Tok tok tok tok

At first I was very surprised when someone knocked on my car glass, what else his clothes were all white, I was not too clear to see who the perpetrator was.

I narrowed my eyes a little, it turned out Audia, I opened my car glass, it was Audia.

"M-mas!"

"Why did you come here?"

I was stunned when I found my wife had just finished praying tahajud like her. My eyes glazed over as Audia looked at me.

She was just silent, maybe Audia was astonished and also confused by my current attitude, this is the first time I hugged my wife's body, all this time I never touched her.

"Mas, my breath is tight!" lirih Audia with a soft voice that made me lulled all this time.

I took off my embrace from her, still as usual she still silently looked at me.

I tidied up his face that was a little messy because of my work earlier.

"Mas, what are you doing here?" ask her

"May we rest, I am so tired of driving, I want to sleep My eyes are sleepy too! say me.

He just nodded and let me into his house, we were already in the room, in this room the first time I slept at that time, still nothing changed.

"You sleep on top let me on the floor!" said Audia preparing to unfurl the mat for her sleeping mat, I stopped her hand movements.

"We sleep on top of both!" say me.

"But my mattress is small, where it fits, what else do you not like to sleep in a tight spot!"

I smiled a little and scratched my back head.

"No, that's another story!"

I didn't love you back then, but now I'm gonna start loving you, I promised.

Audia was confused then I pulled her hand, she automatically approached me.

"We slept together!" say me. She nodded small, we slept on this little bed together, Audia turned her face away as our eyes met a glance.

I pulled his waist so he could get a little closer to me, again this was the first time I slept while hugging my wife.

Audia was a little claustrophobic because I was hugging her too much.

"M-mas, can't you not hug me, I'm running out of oxygen because of you!" she said she saw me with a flat face.

"Do I need to give artificial breath to you?' I asked as I swiped my nose into his nose, as soon as he pushed my body.

"No, no need!" said with a red face.

She turned her back on me, I chuckled amusedly at her blushing face, was she embarrassed?

"*Am I dreaming? but it feels so real, did Arnav really start loving me, but why was it so soon?

"It's real or a dream, I'm afraid to hope again, is it really real? really real*?"

I was still paying attention to the woman who had filled my life lately, but with my stupidity, I wasted a woman as good as Audia.

He was patting his cheek, I frowned, what was he doing?

"What are you doing? ask me

"I'm a dream or is this real? her words with a plain face looking towards me, anxious to see her innocent face. Once again I swipe my nose bangir into his nose.

"Is it still a dream? ask me

He rounded his eyes while shaking quickly.

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