I Love You Pilot's
part 46's. Feeling Unconsidered By Your Own Family
Tonight I waited for my mother in the hospital, I forced myself to accompany her in the hospital.
Meanwhile papa I tell rest at home, mbak Anas and mbak Naya also come home, the clock shows at 22.30 wib I have not been able to close my eyes.
My eyes kept focused on the mama who was already soundly sleeping.
"Cheal soon, ma, so we can gather together again!"
I don't want to go to bed before Arnav gets here, but it's been eleven o'clock in the night why Arnav hasn't come yet. Is the schedule tight today?
My eyes are really heavy but I want to see Arnav's mas first.
I took my phone out of my bag, I wanted to call Arnav's mas to ask him where he is now.
Her headphones are active but she hasn't picked up yet, is she probably no more business.
"Assynn...!" I was shocked when that voice came from behind this connected phone. I guess he didn't pick up the phone from me it turns out he picked it up.
"Wa'alaikumussalam!"
"Mama how's she doing, baby?"
"Thank God your mother is fine, where are you now?"
"I'm still at Soekarno Hatta Airport, in an hour I'll be there!"
"Why? kangen is your husband haum?"
Starting again he's his ge'er right, who's the same miss him, basic mas pilot kepedean!
"What a high-level kepedean you are a pilot!" I said behind the phone.
"Must!" her word
"Try closing your eyes!" her edict
"For what?" ask me wonder
"Close it first!"
"All right!"
I close my eyes as he says, just be careful if he's weird, uh how can he be weird if he's still at the airport.
"Udah yet?" ask me our phone is still connected.
"Yes, no patience!" her word
"I'll fall asleep if I close my eyes like this!" my protest.
"Just don't open it!" her word
I still close my eyes according to the instructions he says. I felt someone holding me from behind.
"Kangen is like me!" even the sound of the baritone was right in my ears, I opened my eyes and it turned out that his chin was already stuck on my shoulder.
"Buck...!" I screamed at Arnav and covered my mouth with his hands.
"Mom can wake up baby!" said Mas Arnav after releasing his hand from my mouth, I saw mama who was not disturbed by my screech earlier.
Mas Arnav took me out of the room he told me to sit in the waiting chair in front of this nursery.
I want to protest with Arnav mas whose talk always lies to me, it was right on the phone he said that he would be up to an hour away, but not for five minutes he has arrived.
"Lied!" said I hit his hand
"liying?" her paro
"When you get here, you said you'd be up to an hour away, and then five minutes later you're here, that's what I'm lying to!" my protest.
She smiled and looked at me and her hands rubbed my cheeks, "have her protest?" her word
"Not yet!" my word
"You why are often angry is not clear gini anyway baby? ask her
Yes also yes I also do not know why I often get angry not clear gini same mas Arnav.
"No idea!" my word
Mas Arnav leaned his head on my shoulder, eh er mas Arnav made my heart beat. He always made people hang.
"When did you get sick?, why do I know now?" ask Arnav
This is what I'm afraid she'll ask when her mama is sick, I can't lie to her either.
"Two days passed!" answer me
"Two days past?" his parrot then he put his head off my shoulder, he looked at me.
"Yes!" my word
"Why did I just know? ask her
"I don't know either!" my word
"What do they think of me?, I'm their family too but why do they even hide that mama is sick, I feel like they don't consider me, I'm disappointed in them!" arnav was very upset.
Arnav is very upset and feels disappointed too, the same thing with me being upset too.
I rubbed Arnav's back, "maybe they don't want to disturb your work mas, positive thinking aja mas!" say me.
"But I feel like I'm not being considered!" her word
"Just the same thing with me that you never thought of before mas, it hurts that I feel every day!" my word
Mas Arnav immediately silenced with my words earlier, that's what it feels like not considered by the closest people to us, pain is indeed sick.
"Sorry!" her word
"No problem, I wasn't bringing up our past at the time, I was just saying that it didn't feel like it, you don't have to apologize because the past is over we've opened our new page!" my word
"Thank you Audia!" her word
I nodded our little back to my mama's room again, I sat on the sofa in my mama's nursery, while Arnav sat in the side seat of my mama's gurney.
"Cheal mama fast!"
"Arnav dear mama!"
I just kept watching Arnav mas who grasped the hand of mama with his affection, I was very lucky to have you mas.
Arnav sat back near me, he took my head and my head leaned against his shoulder.
"Sleep!" her word
Sleeping like this feels uncomfortable once again, "uncomfortable sleeping like this mas!" my word
"His head is just here!" mas Arnav said patting his thighs, I obey because these eyes have been very sleepy.
"It's still not good?" ask her
"New comfortable mas!" I said and closed my eyes, and Arnav's hand rubbed my head gently until I fell asleep.
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It feels like someone else is patting my cheeks, my sleep is disturbed by it, who is ignorant of me when I just slept.
"Do you pray or not?" the voice I knew so well made me open my eyes.
"Are you in the morning?" ask me in a lemongrass voice
"Yes, it's already six and a half!" her word
"Have you prayed?" ask me
"Udah, you're in a very difficult building!" her word
I rose from my sleep I felt my head was very heavy, what else my eyes are still heavy, like I hurt too.
"Why?" asked Arnav when he saw me holding my head.
"No!" lying to me, I don't want to be a burden on Arnav because she's sick too.
I took ablution in the bathroom that was in this mama's nursery, I saw my face in the mirror, "so pale!" I hold my face, yes, my face is very pale.
"Oh, my head is heavy!" I hold my head staggering.
I was sitting in this bathroom my body felt weak too, I have been sitting in this bathroom for a long time now I come out of this bathroom.
"Why long?" tanya Arnav is waiting for me at the bathroom door.
"Abis shit!" I said lying I headed to the place of prayer that has been named by the Arnav mas, I staggered a little.
"Audia, are you okay?" ask Arnav
"No papa mas!" my word
I performed the late morning prayer because I was in the bathroom too long ago.
After the prayer I saw my mama who was awake too.
"Mama is awake!" I said sitting in the chair next to the gurney where mom slept.
"It's over!" answered my mother in a soft voice
"Ma, what do you feel now?" ask Arnav
"Mama's fine!" said my mother-in-law.
I looked at the fresh face of my mother, not like yesterday anymore, yesterday my face was very pale.
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