
I climbed into the angkot that stopped in front of the doctor song's car, I laboriously held back the laughter as the doctor begged me not to complain to my husband.
That's very funny, isn't it?
But the doctor's words were not true, I might complain to him who never saw me next to him.
Wanting to cry blood all over, he would never care about me.
My hope is no longer there for him, it turns out that hoping in humans is more painful, better to hope in Allah SWT, because we will never be disappointed if we hope in Allah SWT.
I reached the crossroads to my house.
"Audia you must be prepared for this reality!"
I continued walking along this asphalt road, about a few meters I walked, I finally reached home.
"Assalamualaikum, Audia's home!" I say hi.
"Wa'alaikumussalam!"
Mother where?, the voice is there but the person is invisible!.
"Mother... Audia put your groceries on the table huh!" I said a little scream.
"Yes.. yeah...!"
I also come to the back, must be the mother again behind the house.
"Mother!" my word
"Yes, what?" said the mother who was blowing a fire in the furnace.
Why would you cook in a stove?, not usually.
"Mother why cook in the furnace, the stove is there!"
"Gas abis, I'm buying gas, but not back yet!"
I nodded small, before there was a gas stove, mother always cook in this fireplace, like the people of old times.
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I'm still pacing the couch in this tv room, if I pick up Audia but I'm also the same prestige as her, but if not I pick up what her father and mother said later.
"What should I do?'
I scratched my head, why did Audia have to leave anyway?
If this is the case, who bothers? I also bothered!
Mama is equally papa, why should you stay away from me like this anyway, Aquila is too, the people in this house are on away from me.
"Damn it!"
I was rubbing my face in frustration, Audia... Audia...why do you always trouble me?
"Dragon!"
I looked towards the voice that called me, already these two days my sister is inhabiting me now she just wants to talk to me.
"Abang too prestige, actually you want to find Audia and bring her back here!"
"Abang do not torture yourself Abang also dong, just bang do not make mbak Audia feel not considered again the same Brother, Abang has been much different, used to be very kind and generous Brother, but now what bang?
"Don't be too prestigious, too prestige will cause bang disease!"
After saying that Aquila went straight out from before me, that boy was so smart!
I actually wanted to find Audia, but I was also embarrassed by her parents.
If this is what should I do?
The next night I was with the others having dinner at the same table, they inhabited me, except for Anas.
"Nav, you're off? ask Anas
"Yes!"
"Tumben, usually you only have a day off, is now tumben lo holiday for one week, what is it?"
There's no way I'm telling you the reason for looking for Audia that there I must have been laughed at by my mom's equal papa, all this time I've always been indifferent and never thought she existed, never thought she existed, keep on now when I say if I want to find Audia.
"Nav!"
"Hm!'
"It's dumb, you know!"
"Yes, I want to rest!" answer me
I frowned, why did Anas not like Audia so much, the way she talked was different.
"No need to find him mah, throw him into his hometown, other girls are still many, find a wife kok village!" mbak Anas
I'm getting hotter to hear Anas's talk that hurts me so much, did Anas hate Audia all this time?
"Anashasya!" snapped papa
"So, what you say!"
"Well, come on, papa why caress the village girl anyway, not very useful!" mbak Anas said cynically.
"Mom!" my word
Now I'm the one who yelled at Anas, so while I was working, my wife was treated badly in this house.
Audia's always been bullied, I just know the real facts now, my wife is always depressed because of people who don't like her.
"Bak if you talk in his mouth!" tympano Aquila.
"My grandfather is in the brainwashing his same village girl, cih not really dah!"
My emotions grew stronger when Anas insulted my wife.
"Bad bad boy!" said Aquila
"Gue isn't evil, but I just remind you!"
"Anastasya, what are you saying that, mama just knew that if all this time you have always bullied Audia!"
"What kind of sister-in-law are you! mama said
"Udahlah ma.. why do the girl's brain!" mbak Anas
"Quite mbak, mbak insulting my wife is the same as mbak insulting myself!" I said throwing plates on the floor to vent my emotions.
Prang
The dishes broke and the shard was scattered everywhere, I left the dining table, I went back to the room.
"What I've been doing all this time, my tormented wife lives here, while I'm just indifferent to her!"
Oh my...
I rubbed my face, did I follow Audia to her village?
Yes, I have to follow Audia anyway she's still my legal wife.
I just know now that Audia is often depressed near Anas' mom, I think that all this time is fine, it's not, Audia has never complained to me.
What kind of husband have I been all this time, I'm the bod*h man!
I go back downstairs again, this time I'm going to pick up Audia, I'm going to try to start opening my heart to her.
"Oh Allah, may Audia still accept your sinful servant!"
Tonight I went to Audia village.
"Master wants me to be a chauffeur? ask Mr. Dadang.
"No, sir, let me!"
Without thinking anymore I drove the car I brought, Audia's business that does not want to accept me again is business lately, I have to try it first.
"I'm sorry Audia, I'm indeed a bad guy for you, but I promise I'll start loving you!"
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Tonight the weather is very bright, I sit on the porch of the house while enjoying the night breeze.
I smiled at the small star that was twinkling in the bright sky due to the moonlight.
"Mas Arnav, how is he?"
"Until now he hasn't picked me up, which means he really doesn't think of me, it's Audia, he's got a life of his own!"
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