I Love You Pilot's

part 21's. Miris Once My Life

The day continues I did not expect, it has been almost three months my marriage with Arnav mas.

This loveless marriage I had been through for a long time, only the bitterness I felt.

Every day Arnav dodged me, for some reason he was so indifferent to me, that time he was never like this, but I don't know he was so afraid to meet me.

"Audia!'

I looked behind my mother-in-law standing behind me.

"Mama, yes, what's wrong? my word

"Mama resigned Audia, if you want to go, mama will allow you!"

I smiled in front of my mother-in-law, yes, I wanted to give up, but I wanted to meet her first.

"Later ma, hopefully in the near future he wants to change! my response.

"Aamiin...!"

"Mama is tired of the attitude of the mama's child Audia, now choose the best path for you, mama will not ban her anymore! said mama.

I nodded small.

I'll give up and get out of her life, but she has to go home first, in this week she hasn't come home, I hope she can accept me when she gets home later.

"My greatest hope, this week you come home, I hope you bring love to me!" I said in my heart

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Tonight the stars and the moon appeared, now I sit on the back porch of the house, accompanied by bi nunung.

"Bi, if I leave here, what will aunt's response be? ask me.

Bi nunung was surprised then put down the teacup he held, all this time everyone thought if my relationship with Arnav mas was fine.

I put on a sad face under the light of the full moon and this star.

"Go?

"Miss Audia, where are you going, isn't Miss Audia very happy to stay here? bi nunung asked back.

"No, I was just asking bi, why did auntie ask me back? I said melting the tense atmosphere earlier with a little chuckle.

Bi nunung rubbed his own chest, "however, no matter what Miss Audia really wants to go! bi nunung

"Haha..for what I go bi, this is my place, I am very happy with my husband's family, they are good to me, including aunt! my words are very sad.

Pleased on the outside but bitter on the inside bi, I actually could not stand without your help, you guys who often give me support and encouragement.

"Huuff.. aunty thought Miss Audia would leave us all!' said bi Nunung continued to wipe his chest.

"Miss, aunty there's work that aunty hasn't done, aunty saying goodbye is okay, right?'

"It's okay bi, I still want to be here!" say me.

Bi Nunung left me, now what should I do?

To think of this terrible fate is like waiting for certainties that will never exist.

"Mom!"

Aquila was standing behind me, this woman who was the same age as me smiled meaningfully, could she possibly vent again?.

"Here sit!" tell me.

She nodded and sat down next to me, a smile that she always showed.

"What's quila? ask me.

"Seek or ask for an opinion hm? ask me.

"Not both!"

"Bak, yuk's middle shell! bring her.

"Why?

"Later ask, we better get to the middle room!

I nodded at Aquila's invitation, the first thing I saw in the living room was Arnav's mas.

"He's home!"

"Suami go home, samperin gih! aquila pushed my body.

I was forced to approach her, she was again sitting casually on the living room sofa, she had already changed her clothes, meaning she had long since gone home.

I sighed, she was home but she didn't look for me first.

Haha... Audia you're of no use to her, where there she wants to look for you when she gets home.

My heart was hurt again when I accepted this reality.

"Assalamualaikum! my greeting.

"Wa'alaikumussalam!

"Have long since gone home? ask me a little laugh.

"Yes!"

"Eat already?"

"That was!"

"Do you want me to make you some warm tea?"

"No need!"

I nodded, I smiled wryly, invited to communication so that this relationship is not too tenuous but he is more focused on his mobile phone.

I looked at him with my smile, and then I left there, unconcerned, so I better get out of the way first.

I climbed the stairs one by one with limp footsteps, not in accordance with my expectations, he came home not to bring his love for me.

How beautiful your life Audia!

"My hope is to fail mas, my heart this time is really tired, from now on I won't bother you anymore!"

Arriving in the room I immediately went to the bathroom to take ablution, I have not yet performed Islamic prayers.

Not long after I finished taking ablution then I held my prayer towards the qibla.

"Allahu Akbar!"

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"Assalamualaikum warahmatullah!"

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullah!"

"Allahu la ilha illa huw, al-sayyul-qayyakim, la ta`khenw wa la lina naik`m, lahain ma fis-samawati wa mala fil-ar, man izhallazhi yasyfa'u 'indahu illa bi`nih, ya'lamu ma baina aidihim wa ma khalfahum, wa la yuota bisyai`im min 'ilmihi illa bima sy`, wasi'a kursiyuhus-samawati wal-ar, wa la ya`duhuma, wa huwal-'aliyyul-'aiam!"

After reading the verse of the chair I have not risen from my prayer mat, but I offer my prayer to Allah SWT.

"O Allah I do not know what else to do, there has been a lot of work done but he never saw the struggle of the servant, maybe the best for both of us is to separate, to separate, sincere servant, O Allah, if this is the path you give!"

When I finished praying, he also went into the room.

"Mas! my greeting

"Hm!"

"Sholat?"

"Not yet!"

"Sholat first, just slept!" say me.

"Yes!" her word

Why don't you ever say softly to me mas, your words are always sniffling at me.

I lay down my body first, not long after he finished praying, I felt this bed move, I pretended to sleep, I felt it was enveloping me.

"Audia's night, what a beautiful dream!"

My smile expands as my heart warms as he speaks like that. Have you started loving me?

"May my hopes be according to my wishes!"

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When Arnav returns home, he searches for Audia's whereabouts, but he finds no whereabouts of his wife.

He was also reluctant to ask the whereabouts of his wife to his mother, his papa, let alone his others.

"Where will he meet!" her words shrugged her shoulders.

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