I don't know

GLARE

After the proposal was over, Mr. Carlos and Mike went to the hotel that Joan and Kim had prepared to rest. Actually Mike is very reluctant to leave Clary, why else there is still an ex-husband who does not want to go home and continue to show off their intimacy. But what the power of his big boss orders who also plays as his foster brother must always be obeyed. With an annoyed face Mike stepped heavily out of the Clary family residence.

The motorcade of Mr. Carlos' caravan has begun to be invisible. Clary and her family returned home. Kim and Joan stayed because their 2-year-old daughter was playing with Alan's daughter and 3-year-old son Rudi.

Clary seemed to smile seeing the three cute toddlers playing and occasionally chattering funny. He approached them and played together like a child.

"Mommy .. mommy." Karine's daughter Joan showed Clary a barbie doll in her hand. Somehow Joan and Kimberly's daughter always called her 'mommy' like she called Kim. In the past, everyone including Clary always told her to call Clary Ounty (tante). Until finally the adults give up and leave like that.

"Tante is a doll from me. Beautiful right?" timpal Gendis Alan's son is none other than Clary's nephew.

"Well, really.that's pretty like a aunt?" clary answered the two toddlers.

"Hai Kai.. Mama's gamtengnya child why did you suddenly diem? Kai's mad at mom?" clary asked the only toddler boy, Rudi and Melisa.

Almost the same as the daughter of Kim and Joan, the son of Rudi and Melisa who incidentally only met through vidiocall alone with Clary also always called her by the name of mama, while Melisa she called by the name 'mother'.

"Why, baby?" clary asked again while carrying the belita in her lap.

"Kai do not like the same om who mala-mala (angry) decrees with mom." the toddler snorted annoyed.

"Where is my dear?" ask Clary while confronting the toddler to her.

"Who wears a white shirt that likes tayik-tayik mama." Clary was able to conclude that Mike was the one the boy was forcing.

"Oh his name is Mike. He's good, baby. She was not angry with Mom. Om who was tugging mama wanted to collect money. Well this is the money we can make to buy ice cream now." Clary lied to Kai by taking a piece of money out of his pants pocket.

"es keyimmmmm (ice cream)" the three boys shouted in excitement at the name of their favorite food mentioned.

Clary smiled getting the same hug from the three toddlers. He immediately invited the three of them to go to the house to buy ice cream.

"That fits well as a babysiter." Alan who was always happy to tease his sister.

"BODO VERY!!" clary replied as she continued to step along with the three toddlers.

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Later that night, Kim and Joan try to persuade Katrine to return with them. But their daughter refused until crying loudly. He hugged Clarisa's body, which was holding her. So the sign of Rudi's son who still hugged Clary's feet tightly and did not want to be invited home by his parents.

"It seems that your daughter understands your reluctance to leave Clary" Rudi whispered in Joan's ear for fear that their wives would misunderstand.

"Open your eyes wide. You see your son pleading with Clary's feet just like you." whispered Joan, who won't lose.

"This is it. They're wild nginep here sleeping with me. You can pick me up tomorrow. It's pretty badem you can make adek for them." Clary who began to dizzy to hear the whining of the toddlers and the drama of the parents immediately wanted to resolve the dispute.

"Don't Clary, you're tired" Melisa said

"Come on sweetie.. Your mommy is tired." Kim also did not lose still persuaded his daughter.

And after a long debate, Clary finally won and took the tired toddlers to sleep in her room.

Rudi had a little look into Clary's room. There was a feeling in his heart. She smiled wryly recalling her first night as a bride in Clary's room. Yes, they just spend time playing games and then sleeping without doing the usual thing for newlyweds.

Your room remains unchanged. So does our relationship. Just being friends can't be more, even if we've been through those times. Rudi muttered in his heart.

Not much different than Joan. All the way back to the hotel just stay quiet while focusing behind the wheel. Kim didn't realize anything because she was asleep in the car.

Joan felt very lost and there was a bit of pain in what she was feeling right now.

*Ses*this is what you felt when I married another woman? Maybe it hurts even more than I feel. I'm sorry Clarisa for disappointing you so many times. Hope you're happy with Mike. At least he's a loyal guy who only loves you.

Joan rubbed the clear liquid that was without permission to wet her cheeks. She did not want Kim to see that and was saddened by the fact that there was still another woman in her husband's heart.

On the bed in a different place, Mike is still careless because he must be separated from Clary. Also his jealousy is not clear to the two former Clary who are still wandering around the bride and groom.

While Clarisa still faithfully stared at the ceiling of her room. His mind is still far away. Jason's face continued to hang in his head. He got down slowly from the bed so as not to wake the two toddlers who were now sleeping soundly.

Clary walked gontai towards the porch of her house to calm her mind. Trying to convince himself that this is what will make Jason happy and calm in his heart. He also sat in the chair while leaning his head against the back of the chair, sighing long while closing his eyes.

"If you don't have to be forced on the deck." the soft barito voice surprised Clary to open her eyes wide.

"Paan the mas." replied Clary, closing her eyes again.

"Aren't you in love with her?" ask Alan to the point.

"Love is." replied Clary lazy and did not want people to know her feelings.

"You haven't been able to escape your dead boyfriend, have you?" ask Alan again. Although they often quarrel but it is undeniable that only Alan who understands all the feelings of his brother inside out.

Clary did tell me about her relationship with Jason and Mike even though she didn't tell me who and what their job really was. The reason for Jason's death. Because he thinks Alan is the one who can best understand him and the situation he is in.

"Not yet mas." replied Clary who now raises her legs on the chair and cross-legged to dispel the cold.

"Trus why did you accept him?"

"Don't know." Clary leaned her head again.

"Have you done that or maybe you're pregnant?" Alan noticed the look on Clary's face trying to find the truth in her.

"Dehhhhh. Want a pregnancy test now?" Clary was calm and challenged her brother.

"Hwahahahaa. Don't be like Rudi's same marriage." Alan said, who knew the situation of Rudi and Clary's marriage was only a setting.

"Au ah mas. mo sleep me. Tired." Clary leaves Alan alone.