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The sun was shining bright and very hot. Clary squirms on her soft mattress. He began to open his eyes slowly, gathering all his memories.
Ishhhh hurts all my body because of that begundal.
Clary murmured in the heart.
Shit so wake up my bad luck. Cancel jogging today. Shower first and eat. Laper my stomach.
Clary just keeps nagging - nagging in the heart.
Clarypun finally went out of the room to the bathroom next to the kitchen with 1 set of clothes because he remembered that Joan was in his house now. Yes understand the bathroom emang just there is 1 aja and there is no room mam in the room kek holkay house.
Ten minutes passed Clary out of the bathroom with a roll of towel over her head. She started making breakfast for him and Joan. But you can not say breakfast is also because this is already at 11 noon.
Clary arranged the food on the living room table because there was no special dining table in the house. After that, she went into another room, the door of which was not closed, to wake Joan.
" Jo Joan wakes up Joan" Clary shakes - joan's body shakes.
" Hemmm" replied Joan with her eyes closed.
" WOOOYYYYYY CURUT WAKE UP LU!!!" Clary's shout is now successful in making the eyes open perfectly.
" Isshhhh was very noisy" Joan rubbed her eyes.
" Bathing sono. I'm waiting in front to eat."
" Hemmm" Joan stepped into the bathroom outside the room.
Soon Joan went out of the bathroom and went to the living room to eat with Clary. A silent and awkward atmosphere was created between them. Joan just bowed her face not daring to look at Clary. Maybe he realized his mistake last night.
Clary does not want to bother with the men in front of her now. He's already been too upset over Joan's attitude last night. He only wished for Joan to leave immediately and disappear forever.
Clary moved out of her seat to clean up their food. Just shut up and reluctantly looked at Joan. He focused on his own activities.
" That.. Honey" call Joan. " Clary look at me" Joan pulled Clary's hand, which was busy washing dishes.
" Joan if you want to wait in front. I wash the dishes first" replied Clary flatly.
Joan complies with Clary's request and waits in the guest room until Clary finishes her work.
" Mo, what's the talk?" ask Clary to the point while sitting in front of Joan.
" I'm sorry about last night" Joan still bowed her face.
" I'm sorry" replied Clary coldly.
" I love you" Joan said, staring at Clary.
" Give me a reason" Clary stared intently at Joan.
" I'm sorry I left you. I really couldn't go back." Joan wants to touch Clary's hand on the table but fails because Clary pulls her hand away.
" Dimaafin" replied Clary simple still looking at Joan as if asking for Joan's honesty.
" Clair we can start all over again "Said Joan.
" I don't know" Clary breathed out the mafas violently.
" You love me, right?" Joal asked with a trembling voice.
Clary frowned by pulling one corner of her lips up as if she was sneering at Joan.
" You look too high on you. I never loved you from the beginning."
" Strus why did you refuse to continue with Rudi?" joan's voice was slightly raised.
" Because there is a heart we must guard" Clary replied flatly.
" Do you love Rudi?" Joan looked frustrated.
" Thus why Clary? Why did you refuse me?"
" I'm not ready to wait for you again without explanation" Clary's voice began to tremble as if holding back the emotion in her chest.
" I'm not leaving again. I promise "this time Joan got Clary's hand because she got out of her seat and knelt in front of Clary.
" Take care of me when I think about this "
" I'll wait for your answer tomorrow." Joan kissed the back of Clary's hand.
" You can go now. I need time alone, "clary and Joan said, going back to the hotel to wait for Clary's answer tomorrow.
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CLARY POV
Joan why did you come again. Sebel very much me. I've been calm peaceful I'm here even met the sneak. Mana semalem pake perverted show again. Disgust me long - long. Thankfully I am aware. If I can't run I'm fucked with him. But it doesn't matter if he can make me On Fire.
Tomorrow I will answer to him. I also don't know how I feel. If he arrives - suddenly say again I am also dizzy. But the cake is gapapa I just accept him rather than empty. Did I call Rudi for advice. But instead he nagged - ngomel wrong again to me thought I rejected him because - because of Joan.
But why is my heart not because of Joan's deket. Trus cake doesn't want him far. Wiggling him please - please feel pen hug him, pen really I say if I love ma him. But I don't think I'll be left again.
" Just!!!" clary involuntarily shouted and threw a pillow in the direction.
" Have just left for work. Think he can keep going crazy me" Clary was immediately ready - ready to go to work.
CLARY POV END'S
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Arriving at work Clary finds Joan sitting on a couch in the hotel lobby. They had a moment's look but Clary immediately turned her eyes to cut off eye contact between them.
A few hours passed. Joan is still passing by in the hotel lobby area. Hah.either he has no job or starts to go crazy impromptu. He occasionally steals a look at Clarisa behind the reception desk. Even dinner he missed in order to continue to monitor his woman who did not necessarily receive him back.
" Clary's a friend you're not sane? From there, mandir was there. Not tired what his legs are?" ask the male receptionist next to Clary.
" Barain aja bli. Emang was a little sedeng him" Clary replied with a chuckle.
" Luckily yesterday when he asked me your phone number I didn't call "the receptionist this guy was the guy Joan was questioning yesterday.
" Did he ask Bli?" clary's question was answered nodding by her friend. " What did he ask?" Ask Clary again.
" Just ask the same address as the hp number. But I won't tell you. " replied Clary's friend casually.
" Thank you bli"
" Don't let him like you Clair. I've noticed that he stole a look at you. But he's handsome Clair.kay again. When I was you I married her" Clary's friend chuckled at Clary's tense expression. He felt like he won because he had successfully teased Clary.
" Yes, he likes me bli. She's my ex-boyfriend." Clary answered him casually. " Someday he just took a dip in my house"
" Cieeee abis smears kelean" bli goda while raising her eyebrows.
" No - ngapain bli. He just wants to ask for it back. But I'll answer you tomorrow afternoon"
" Will you want CLBK? "
" don't know. How's bli?"
" Yes mene ketehek.. hahaha" bli also let out a bitter laugh - bahak.
" I'm telling you about the problem, Bli. Please give me enlightenment. I swore a dizzy thought to him." Clary finally told me from the beginning of the meeting until they finally separated. Sometimes the story is cut when there are hotel guests asking for their help.
" Okay, I get it now. If I think yes you reciprocate with him as long as you don't love too much fear of pain later if suddenly he disappears again. If you don't want to take the risk, don't take it back. You deserve to be happy even without him. Here too many cogans who shot you but you refused. The yakan? Hahaha" crisp blis laughter without burden.
Until work came home Clary was still thinking about the words of his friend throughout the night until finally his eyes were heavy and fell asleep soundly on his soft mattress even without a bed.
