
"It turns out you're right Jason, my love for him will eventually always make him suffer. You should be the one with him now, looking after him and loving him with your tenderness. It's worth it that you were so sure when you said I could never replace you. Should I take it off now Jason?"
Mike smiled wryly at the fact that only fear of him was in Clary's heart.
Mike went back out of the room to pick up the P3K box and took out a piece of compress and put it on Clary's forehead.
She kept looking at Clary's pale face while occasionally wiping her hair and smirking the back of Clary's hand with a slight sob.
Clary's eyes blinked as she felt something wet hit her cheek. Slowly he opened his eyes. He saw Mike's face right in front of him with a sad look.
"Mike's? Are you crying?" clary asked in a weak voice.
Mike just turned his face away not wanting to look bad in front of Clary. Because actually he was also surprised when Clary suddenly realized and saw him crying right in front of his face.
"Mike's? Did I hurt you? Is it so sick?" clary asked as she tried to sit up and grab Mike's arm.
"I'll get you a drink." Mike left without looking at Clary.
Shortly after that Mike came with porridge and warm milk for Clary. She painstakingly feeds Clary until the food runs out.
"Mike sit down." asked Clary as Mike was about to bring the bowl and glass to the kitchen.
"I put this down for a second" Mike replied awkwardly.
"Let's just put it on the table. I want you here." Clary patted the bed next to him.
Mike agrees to Clary's request and sits at the bedside.
"You look fucked. Did I hurt you so much?" ask Clary.
"That's it. I know you were intentional about me to stop chasing you. But are you sure that's what Jason wants?" mike's question made Clary's chest want to explode. He knew clearly that Jason asked him to be with Mike if Jason died.
"I'm sorry. A.." Clary's sentence was interrupted by Mike.
"I know you can't forget what else to live with the man who killed your lover." Mike rubbed his face rough.
"sorry. I just didn't let you get hurt. I'm not the little girl I used to be. I've been married before and as you say I can't accept Jason's death." Clarypun started sobbing.
"I know. My fault. From now on I won't bother you anymore." Mike sat on Clary's back. He was so hurt that he could no longer look at the woman.
"C?!" Mike was shocked as he felt the warmth on his back and found two hands hugging him tightly.
Clary put her head on Mike's back shoulder. He hugged the man in front of him. Her cries instantly broke all over the room.
Mike releases Clary's hand and turns to face Clary and hugs her tightly. Buried the woman's face in her field. Letting her clothes get wet with Clary's tears.
"Do you have to hurt this Mike? You know I like you a lot even if you're rude to me. But why did you let Jason take your place?" Clary looked up at Mike's eyes.
"And when I really loved Jason, you know what he did? He left me and handed me back to you. Do you know how sick I feel?"
"Sorry.." Mike hugged Clary.
"You know my struggles are forgetting you and trying to open my heart to others. But it's still the same. He lied and disappointed me for the umpteenth time. Chasing me and leaving me and coming back and chasing me again. After I started accepting her, I discovered the fact that she was engaged and married soon." Clary lets go of Mike's embrace and rubs her tears.
"You love Jonatan?" ask Mike.
"First. And I'll have to leave it like Jason." Clary smiled wryly.
CUPS
Clary kissing Mike's lips makes the man's eyes perfectly round. Then he swiftly grabbed Clary's nape and dilu**** her lips gently.
After a while Mike let go of a bunch of ci****they took a breather and immediately reunited their lips. Mike was very happy to get a reply ci***** from Clary. Mike did not want to miss this rare opportunity to deepen their ci**** and did it for a long time as if he did not want to let go of the woman who made him obsessed to lose his mind.
"Maike." Clary slightly pushed Mike's face with her hand to escape Mike's lips.
"Hemmm" Mike replied in a heavy voice without taking his eyes off Clary's face.
"I wouldn't do it if you didn't want to" Mike said quickly as if he knew what Clary was worried about.
"Thank you." Clary replied calmly after hearing Mike's reply.
"Sleep. Tomorrow he'll pick you up again."
"Are you going?" ask Clary.
"You can sleep soundly without interruption from me" Mike replied, looking away.
"Can you hug me tonight?" ask Clary.
Mike nodded and then lay down beside Clary and hugged her until they both fell asleep, until morning came and the incoming sunlight woke them up.
Mike squirms his body to stretch his muscles. He smiled seeing the woman he loved finally want to take her back. Even if it is just because of a momentary emotion. At least he thought it was a good start for him to continue his pursuit of Clary.
Clary felt a movement bothering her starting to open her eyes slowly. He saw Mike looking at him without blinking while continuing to gently rub his cheek.
Clary smiled gently. Mike was so overwhelmed by that smile. He did not expect that the cold woman who had hated him all this time could now smile gently in front of him.
"Morning sun shine." Mike peeped at Clary's forehead.
Clary just smiled and closed her eyes again. He rubbed his head against Mike's chest and wrapped his hands around the man's sixpack.
"Wakeup. I'll make breakfast for us." Mike brushed Clary's hair.
"emmm" Clary answered briefly while shaking her head with her eyes closed. Then put one of his legs on Mike's leg.
"C. Get up, don't be like this. You can drive me crazy." Mike began to feel something stirring within him.
While Clary remained unmoved and increasingly tightened her arms and legs while shaking her head.
"Come on C.. You make me crazy. Wake up or something will wake up. "mike's voice suddenly heavy as if holding something.
"Why are you so noisy" replied Clary with her eyes closed.
"If you keep this up, I'm not sure I can stop myself from eating you this morning." Mike is losing his patience.
"Eat if you're hungry." Clary's sure she doesn't realize what she's saying.
"Are you sure of your words?" smirk is engraved on Mike's face.
"Hemmmm" Clary replied slightly writhing.
"C stop teasing me!!!" Mike raised his voice and pushed Clary's body until now Clary was under his body. "You know I can't hold it." Mike stared at Clary.