I don't know

I don't know
HAZARDS



At 4:30 am the alarm from Clary's cell went off and woke her up. Soon she went out to the bathroom to clean herself . After that he immediately went into the kitchen to prepare his breakfast with Rudi because they would return to the city for work.


" Rud wakes woy... Kebo this is a child. Woy fire!!!" clary's screams woke Rudi up.


" Brisik you"


" Wakeup hunt. Don't you work?"


After a shower and breakfast, Rudi and Clary say goodbye to everyone at home. They have brought office clothes so they do not need to go back to the apartment to change clothes.


****


In front of the parking area as usual, a beautiful girl with long black hair is waiting for her heart. Who else if not Melisa who is waiting for Rudi. It is their custom since their creation, waiting faithfully for each other. But I don't know with the current conditions whether they are both ready to wait for each other again.


Rudi immediately ran over to Melisa. While Clary was given the task of parking the bike because Rudi had already hugged him. It was also their habit from the past.


" Hey sister Mel" Sapa Clary


" Where was she?" ask Melisa


" Safe boss" Clary replied as she saluted.


" Dih whatan the lu.. BTW yayang I don't you anything right?" melisa smiles seductively at Clary.


" It can't be. There's him who made me fall to my bruised elbow"


Hearing Clary's reply, Melisa immediately glared her eyes at Rudi.


" Eitsss don't misunderstand me first, brother. It hurt because he walked out of sight until I crashed into a plane" Clary understood Melisa's feelings and tried to explain the truth.


" Basan ngadu lu" Rudi pinned Clary's head until the friend grimaced and rubbed his head because of the pain.


***


Clary and Rudi's days were as they were before the wedding. They live on one roof now. Likewise with Melisa who is increasingly familiar with Clary. Melisa often comes and stays at their apartment at Clary's request. When leaving for work, Clary chose to use her bike as she used to and Rudi remained faithful to pick up Melisa. Clary could actually buy a motorbike or leave with Rudi. But they will not do that for fear of being caught by the office.


Once upon a time Rudi's parents visited without giving news and at that time also happened to be Melisa was in the room with Rudi. Clary who opened the door for her in-laws immediately directed her in-laws to come in and rest in the guest room. The room where every day is Clary's room and not the guest room. Clary reasoned to call Rudi because she was bathing in the bathroom in Rudi's room.


" Oops... sorry sorry.." Clary is misbehaved when she finds Rudi and Melisa having a hot kiss.


" It's not polite that I.." rudi's clasped annoyance stopped because Clary immediately silenced her mouth with her hands.


" Diem lu. In the next room there's mommy and papi." Clary glared at his eyes.


" What???!!!" Rudi was shocked.


" You found them in the room. I'm gonna take Mel out."


" Yes I've come home first" said Melisa with her sweet smile.


While Rudi met his parents in the guest room. Clary quietly drove Melisa home. But fateful as they were about to head out, mami accidentally went out of the room and saw them.


" Loh there's Melisa ya" said Rina's mom


" Ohmm yes tan" Melisa replied nervously.


" Sister Mel was in the bathroom and now he wants to go home" replied Clary.


" Frequently play here so that Clary has a chat" ask Melisa.


" Yes iye mi" Inner Clary and Melisa.


Mami Rina already knew Melisa because she often caught Melisa during a visit to Rudi's apartment. Clary told my mom that she was her best friend and senior at the office.


To this day, their plans are still going well. No one suspects them.


Even that night, like the nights their parents stayed, Clary slept in the room with Rudi. The bed is also exactly. I don't know Rudi is a man who is the type of loyal to his woman (to his max) or he is not normal, or he is not normal, or so close to Clary that she had no lust for her legal wife so even though they slept together, nothing happened between them.


" Fleurr.." Rudi slowly shook his wife's body to wake up.


" Hemm" Clary kept her eyes closed.


" You didn't grab a drink?" ask Rudi


" You thirsty?" Clary tried to open her eyes


" Yes" answered Rudi briefly.


" Bentar I take it" Clari was about to get out of bed but her life that was not perfect made her galfok as a result of her legs were tangled in a blanket to fall on Rudi's body because she had to pass through the rudi when going down from the bed. Rudi also reflexes clenched Clary's body so as not to fall to the floor.


" Oh, sorry Rud." said Clary, trying to get up and escape from Rudi's arms.


Degs..


Their eyes accidentally bumped. I don't know why their hearts suddenly seemed to be in a deep depression. Clary immediately turned her face away and tried to get up again from that position. I don't know what happened to Rudi. He had no intention of letting go of his arms and kept looking at Clary's face.


" Cair" Rudi's voice seemed heavy.


" Hemm" replied clary briefly still unwilling to look at Rudi.


" Caves can smell you?"


Clary who was still on Rudi's body with her arms against her two hands so as not to stick to her husband's chest immediately turned to look at Rudi and looked at him full of probing. Clary's heart felt like it really wanted to get out of place. Although they are close friends, Clary is staring intensely at Rudi.


" Inget Melisa Rud "Clary tried to control herself not to get carried away.


" We are husband and wife" said Rudi in a weak and slightly heavy voice.


" But I can't Rud"


" Liquid Pliss, just this once. I promise I won't admit more "Rudi's face looks hopeful.


" It's your right Rud. Since ijab kabul "Clary murmured in heart.


But Rudi's treatment this time made Clary very sad. She is in a dilemma between the roles of being a wife or best friend to Rudi. As a wife, she must not reject Rudi, but as a friend she also does not want Rudi to regret his actions later.


Rudi turned her hand to Clary's neck trying to pull her slowly so she could reach Clary's lips. Clary who was still fighting with her own mind reflexively followed the direction of Rudi's hand.


Cup..


Clary's heart was beating. His brain stopped to think. His body seemed petrified could not be moved. He only resignedly received the treatment of Rudi who kissed his lips gently. The longer Rudi kisses as if demanding to get a reply. But nil, Clary who was still in shock still pursed her lips. 'Excused' maybe that's what Rudi feels right now for not getting what he wants. Her male instincts peaked out of her wits. He was*******coarse his wife's lips were.


" I. mm..." Clary tried to push Rudi's body. Rudi's rough kiss made him run out of oxygen.


Rudi who was aware of it immediately let go of his kiss. Clary was momentarily calm free from Rudi. But unfortunately after releasing a kiss on Clary's lips, Rudi was cool to fondle his wife's neck.


" Ah." the sigh escaped from Clary's lips. " Rudi stop.. Rudi is aware of Rud..". Hearing those words instead of stopping his activities, Rudi even more crazy by continuing to add**** Clary's neck and leaving some kissmarks.


" ah... Pain Rud..empp" Clary's sentence stopped because Rudi silenced Clary's mouth with one of her hands.


" Noisy!" whispered Rudi in Clari's ear full of emphasis, then continued his activities on Clary's neck until he was bored and finally they fell asleep with the position of Rudi still overlapping Clary's body.


In the morning before Clary felt something heavy overlapping her. Slowly she opened her eyes and found Rudi clutching her tightly. Sure enough last night he actually did not fall asleep but fainted because Rudi's hand was not only covering his mouth but his nose as well. Fortunately when he fainted Rudi who felt no resistance again released his hand.


Clary saw that their bodies were still fully dressed and tried to feel the feminine area. There were no signs of pain there. Clary felt sure that last night nothing happened to them.


Clary brushed Rudi's body away. Well.. Clary is still very irritated at her best friend and husband. Rudi who felt Clary's harsh treatment immediately woke up in shock.


" What the hell is that you?? just disturb people to sleep!" Rudi's voice was still heard with his eyes closed.


" Wake up you breng***" Clary pushed Rudi's body


" Lu tuh nyebelin so much a person" Rudi was very annoyed at Clary because not usually Clary as rough as it was to him. Maybe he wasn't aware of what he did to Clary last night.


Clary also chose to leave and did not respond to Rudi's rant. He immediately took a shower and prepared the dishes for breakfast. Since marriage, even though Clary pretended every day still do her duties as a wife except for bed problems because there is no interest in them both. Likewise, Rudi who never missed his obligation to support Clary. You could say this relationship mutualism is mutually beneficial.


On the other hand, Rudi and his neat papi sit back at the table to eat waiting for breakfast to be served. Mom is still dressed up in the guest room.


" Ahemm.." papi cleared his throat as Clary served them breakfast.


" Eh boy, are you Papi's favorite son-in-law?" ask Rudi while pointing his chin at Clary.


" What's the pi?" ask Rudi who does not understand the direction of his papi speech.


" You want to learn to be dracula or deliberately want to show off to papi sama mami?" papi's statement was successful in making Clary's face flushed with embarrassment. He forgot that there would definitely be a trace of Rudi's kiss on his neck. Likewise, Rudi who immediately realized and remembered his actions last night immediately raised his eyes to Clary's neck.


Clary just fell silent not daring to sound her shy crotch. He tried as quickly as possible to finish his breakfast and immediately said goodbye to changing office clothes.


Clary stared into the mirror at one of the closet doors in Rudi's room before she changed. There were a lot of red marks on his neck. His frustration grew even more with Rudi.


" Cair sorry" Rudi suddenly entered and hugged her from behind.


Their views met through mirror reflection. The eyes of hatred were clearly visible from Clary's eyes. He was very disappointed with Rudi.


" Lepasins. I want to change clothes" Clary tried to take off Rudi's embrace. While Rudi even tightened his embrace.


" Rudi pliss.gue doesn't want to fight this early" Rudipun said, releasing his arms from Clary.


Today they both had to leave together to the office because there was mami and papi Rudi. Along the way to Clary's office just silenced Rudi. Every question from Rudi was answered briefly. Until he reached the office Clary always avoids Rudi.


***


Three days later, my mom and dad went home. But the reddish marks on Clary's neck are still visible even though they fade a little. For three days Clary was only willing to be friendly to Rudi when in front of papi and mami. The rest he always ignored Rudi. Rudi did not dare to discuss it when his parents were there.


The night after her father-in-law's return, Clary returns to sleep in the guest room. He deliberately entered the room early because he avoided a confrontation with Rudi.


BRAKK ...


The door to Clarisa's room was forcefully opened. It was seen that Rudi was already standing on the doorstep with his reddened face restraining emotions.


" What's your attitude about me?!" rudi asked with full of emotion shortened beside Clary's bed.


Clary got up from her bed and was about to leave Rudi because she was lazy to argue. Not yet two steps Clary away from her bed, Rudi swiftly and roughly pulled and slammed Clary's body into her bed. Now Clary is under the confinement of Rudi's body.


"Lu want us to say something nice or I'll do something more from that night?" the look in Rudi's eyes was very threatening.


" Okay you move aside. We're talking all right" said Clary, trembling slightly. They finally sat down on the bed.


" What do you think of me?"


" It's only natural you're kek that's onto me. You realize what you did yesterday could be fatal?"


" Do you think our relationship is also natural?"


" Pliss don't have to answer my question. I'd like to mention the same you if the three of us had agreed to this situation before marriage."


" Okay I want that. But you also do not forget that you are my legal wife and I have the right to admit it to you" rudi sentence full of emphasis.


" Do you ask for your rights as a husband? What if I also did what all wives should do to husbands who have other women?" Clary breathed out a rough breath. " You have to remember why we married" Clary added


" I don't care anymore about the reason and the agreement we got married. Which is clear now you're my wife. You have to respect me as a husband."


" Do you feel that you're the victim of this marriage? You forgot what I sacrificed for our parents and for your papi who used to be sick because of you?"


" Oh so now you're beating me up for the pain, papi? You forgot that you refused our matchmaking too?" rudi's voice began to rise.


" I don't understand your way of mind now Rud. I want to lie to our parents because I love them and I also don't want you to lose the love of Melisa that you pursue dead "


" Are you sincere about it just for the sake of ,gue and Melisa's family?" Clary simply nodded at Rudi's question. " That's why you mediemin me after that gumalem?"


" Lu realized not the Rud that what you were doing could be fatal. We're both grown-ups Rud. We are also bound to a legitimate marriage. Do you think we'll be able to stop ourselves from doing more than just kissing? We're normal human Rud. How about until we do it because I'm pregnant? You don't think Mel's feelings?"


" Did you yourself ever think of your feelings? my feelings?" Rudi stared at Clary's black bead full of meaning.


" You mean?" Clary was confused by Rudi's words.


" For almost 4 months we've been married have you never thought at all about continuing our marriage?"


" When have you liked me?" clary to the point questions make Rudi jerked, because it turns out he was starting to be comfortable and interested in Clary.


" I. ah.." Rudi covered his face with a palm as it was difficult to answer Clary's question.


" Don't forget you have Melisa's sister and you used to whistle loudly forbidding her when she would give up on your relationship."


" Aaaargg!!!" Rudi shouted loudly venting his frustration. Then he forced Clary's body into bed and began*****harsh lips of his wife's. Not until there, the act of Rudi who was crazy because Clary's resistance made him lose his mind. Torn Clary's clothes and tied Clary's hands with the razor.