
" Why did you run away from me and Aisya, Rin?" tanya Imam opened a serious conversation with Arini.
There is no answer, Arini just listened not to respond or look at the earnestness.
" Are you disappointed in my feelings.? Really Rin, I never meant to love you this deep. I also don't understand why I fell in love with you, which was obvious at that time you were my best friend's wife."
The priest sighed, trying to control his heart and emotions. Because of the cold attitude that Arini showed.
" I'm sorry, Rin.! Maybe I indirectly caused all this to happen in your life. If I hadn't fallen in love with you then none of this would have happened. Fa'i and AL won't be gone forever. Sorry, Rin.!"
" I know you must hate me.! I deserve that. But, please Rin. Don't be like this. You don't have to run away from all this. Ma'am Amira keeps looking for you Rin. He is the one who expects you to come back. And also don't you miss Aisya.?"
"I honestly miss you too, Rin.! Sorry I couldn't bury this love. I don't understand either."
Deg, the menohok question was successful in making Arini shed tears. He tried hard to hold back his tears so as not to fall.
" Rin, please. Come back, don't run anymore. If your mother is the reason you ran away because of me, then let me leave your life. I will do anything to make you happy and stay.!"
Arini looked up at the Imam's hazel eyes, wanting to make sure that there were no lies from there. And right, there is only seriousness and guilt.
" Is Aisya okay all along.?" a question came out of his mouth that had been tightly closed.
" Aisya is good. As you saw the time of being impaled yesterday."
Arini's heart seemed to stop for a second, his eyes were round showing his surprise.
" Did she realize it was me, when I hugged Aisya yesterday.?"
" I knew it was you, when Amira said that you were also a possibility from there before we came. And that became me more certain, when you hugged Aisya. From there I could see the sincere affection you gave Aisya first."
" Well, I'll meet Amira and Aisya. But, after meeting them and I want to get away from your lives then don't try to prevent me.!" tutut Arini flat after a moment of silence.
" Huufft, "the voice of the Imam's breath was slightly relieved.
" Let me leave your life. Amira's family is the family you have right now. So don't leave them again.!"
The Imam smiled happily at his lips. Although it is not him who is the reason for Arini to come back and stay. He realized that his mistake could not be easily accepted Arini. Especially forgiven.
**
Arini was forced to obey the Imam. Although heavy, but considering Mbak Amira with all her kindness and sincerity made Arini's heart touched.
In the Imam's car, Arini just sat in the back seat. He looked out at the glass of the car door. Enjoying the traffic of the capital he had left for a year.
While from the rearview mirror above the driver, the Imam occasionally glanced at Arini. There was a hint of warmth touching her heart, upon seeing the face that made her almost crazy.
" Astafirullah, Mum. Although now she is no longer a wife of one person, but she is still haram you look at. Remember the eye zina."
"Yes, Allah.Give me strength to face this problem. I'm tired of running around avoiding this problem. The feeling of love is lost, O Allah. Because his love has brought destruction to our lives."
The prayer that was mumbled in Arini's heart was really hurt because of the unclean love of a priest on him. Although he could not deny, all this was not the fault of the Imam completely.
At least the Imam tried to suppress all of those feelings. Choose to go for the good of everyone. However, what the power of destiny speaks. All the work done is still God who determines. As well as the love in his heart, he tried to kill and bury him for a long time. However, still the love is there and more entrenched to fill his whole heart.
Arini realized very well, if there is no point in blaming anyone for the incident. The priest, Mbak Amira and himself had their own reasons and considerations of doing what was considered best for Fa'i. But it was actually fatal to him.
**
The priest sighed a gap, expelling the awkwardness and saturated with the situation. Imagine for almost half an hour, he and Arini just kept quiet. In each other's minds.
" We've arrived, Rin.! Ready to meet Amira. Coincidentally Aisya is also still here." said Imam after entering the house of the family alm Fa'i.
Not answering, Arini just went down. His eyes swept across the building in front of his eyes. A home full of great memories with her beloved husband. I don't think her tears just melt.
" Come, in. They must be happy to see you again.!" take the Imam walking in front of him. Arini also followed with a distance of more than one meter.
" Papa, "call a little girl who runs from the garden in the corner of the yard.
The priest turned his head, developing his smile when he saw Aisya running towards his embrace. Arini was carried away, looking at Aisya without having to hide her face like yesterday.
Her tears melted again in her cheeks, the tiny baby who had become an orphan shortly after birth, had now become a beautiful and worrisome little girl.
Aisya who is now in the arms of the Imam. Frowning, seeing Arini who came with the papa.
" Ooyaa, baby. This is the mother of Arini who I often tell. Mother Arini is the mother of Aisya.!"
Aisya also remembered, then smiled happily considering Arini's face whose picture was attached to the wall of her room.
" Mother, "snouted Aisya scattering tightly to Arini.
A moment Arini was petrified when she found out that Aisya knew her. Even though only through photos and stories from the Imam. Arini returned the hug was no less tight.
" She finally came home too. Aisya has long wanted to meet her mother." said Aisya stretched her arms.
Arini was unable to say - words, stared at Aisya's face and kissed all parts. To make Aisya laugh amusedly, but happy radiated from there.
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