How I Love You Season 1 And 2..

59. Arini's Urge

After the departure of the Imam and his family who went somewhere, Arini began to remember something. His heart felt that something was hidden from him and from Fa'i.

I wanted to ask the truth a few times to her sister-in-law. Not because of the problems that happened to the Imam of course. But, Aisya was the reason for her strength.

The yearning culminates in a beautiful baby who is now over a year old. Every time Arini doesn't stop missing him. Imagining the little girl had been able to walk on her own, chattering with her carefree spirit. Maybe he could say a few words.

Imagining it, made him miss it even more. And this time his resolve was strong to find out everything through Mbak Amira.

That morning after her husband left for work, baby AL had fallen asleep after taking a bath. Arini asked Amira to speak with four eyes. Amira refused, as she seemed to know what Arini wanted to talk about.

" Sir, Amira knows the truth about the departure of the Imam.?" arini raised her voice, because Amira chose to avoid her.

Ms. Amira also stopped the activity of washing dishes. Sighs softly, then turns to approach Arini after washing her hands.

" You want to know the truth, Rin. All right, I'll tell you everything. But, you have to promise never to tell your husband.!"

For a moment Arini was confused, should later hide the true facts from her husband. The husband is still trying to find out about their whereabouts. Then, Arini had to nod and support him.

Ma'am Amira invites Arini to the back porch, so that no one hears their conversation. Sighing quietly, Amira was ready to tell her everything.

" The Imam went to Germany to continue his special education and you know what the real reason the Imam left. ?"

Arini still quietly listened to the story of Mbak Amira carefully.

" The priest left because he fell in love with you, Rin."

Deg, man,

hearing that, made Arini limp for a moment. His ear drum was like being struck by lightning and thunder.

Arini sat helplessly, her face pale. I don't know how to deal with that reality.

" That's why, I don't want to tell you this especially Fa'i."

" How can mas Imam love me mbak, when all this time I do not feel close let alone attention to him. How could that happen.?" arini asked with a trembling voice, her feelings mixed in her heart.

" Your sincerity loves Aisya which makes her fall in love. Moreover, it was then that his heart was in a vacuum after his departure."

Arini did not expect, every sincerity that was done must be something unnatural that tarnished him. Back when he sincerely treated Danies, made Andi's father fall in love. Now the unexpected sign repeats itself.

" I was wrong to wholeheartedly love Aisya. Is every sincerity always able to melt someone's heart.? Why do you have to love me mas, and make me far away from Aisya.?"

Arini sat pensively in the room that afternoon, when baby AL was invited to play Haris and Sarah in the back garden. His mind and heart were still in turmoil knowing that reality. He doesn't know how to handle everything.

Should it be quiet, while the longing for Aisya still filled his heart. Is it to be like the Imam, pretending nothing happened. Dipped everything he knew. Letting her longing feelings on Aisya, it slowly faded away with the passage of time.

Klekkk, klekk,

the sound of the room door opened, then entered the handsome figure of the owner of an Arini heart. However, Arini still quietly dissolved in her daydream.

" Assalamulaikum." hail Fa'i but Arini did not answer, he thought still drifting somewhere.

" Ehhh, are you home?" arini asked, her consciousness returning from her daydream.

" Why do you, honey, what do you think to daydream so? Is there a problem.?" fa'i asked, after Arini kissed her husband's hand.

" No mas, just missed Aisya. You know that, right.?"

" Patience, soon you will find them. You also help prayer, huh.?" answer Fa"i while tidying Arini's hair child on his forehead.

" Ehmmmt, um. From now on, don't look for them anymore. Amira said they would come back. Let's just wait.!"

" So you said you missed Aisha?"

" Yes, but I don't want to burden you. I am getting thinner because of this problem. I don't want to be sick.!"

Arini hugged her husband, buried her face, not wanting her heart to be known.

Honestly, it's too much for Arini. Hiding this painful fact from her husband. Arini felt guilty for not being able to tell the truth, because of a promise to mbak Amira.

I'm sorry, I had to lie and cover up all the secrets I had. I know how you tried to find the whereabouts of Aisya and the Imam. I can't bear to see you like this. Ii'm sorry.

Fa'i stretched out his arms, staring fixedly at his wife's face. Trying to trace an honesty out of Arini's eyes. However, nihil look Arini's eyes are puffy, implying a longing for Aisyah who is actually more visible there.

" I'm sorry, Rin. Looks like we should wait for them to come back. Everything you do does not produce results at all. The Imam had really planned all this carefully. Until - until there is no information." said Fa'i resigned.

Fa'i's resignation made Arini's heart seem torn apart. Arini did not mind imagining how happy Fa'i was, if he told the information about the Imam's whereabouts. Surely he will be grateful, or even immediately fly after his best friend.

However, how would Fa'i feel if Arini also told about the reason the Imam left and disappeared. I don't know ! Unimaginable.

" Bath, gih!" exclaiming Arini released her husband's embrace. Look in those eyes. Shady indeed but the scratches of disappointment are still visible at a glance.

Fa'i nodded, then received the towel from his wife. Rushing refreshes his body, so that fatigue felt thundered with the bath water.

" Mad, "

"Hemm "Answer Fa'i turned around before closing the bathroom door.

" I love you.!" exclaimed Arini flushed hugging her husband, then kissed her lips at a glance.

Fa'i was still fixated on Arini's adorable behavior this time. Moreover, he immediately smiled embarrassedly and went out of the room, leaving Fa'i pensive in front of the bathroom door.

Sorry, I had to lie. I don't want your love for me to falter. I also don't want your friendship to be ruined because of me. I just love you Mas. Believe me, I never had the slightest intention of making the Imam fall in love with me with my attitude.

Arini leaned against the door of her room, assuring her heart. Lying for the good, is okay? May Allah forgive his sins for lying to his beloved husband.

Thank you, sorry for long.

may it be heartened. Healthy is always all.