
Day after day passed so quickly. Now the two babies have grown up healthy and adorable.
Even though it was only during the day that Arini took care of Aisya. But, it does not reduce Arini's affection for the figure of a beautiful baby with adorable chubby cheeks.
Deg. deg...
Imam's heart rate is increasingly loud thumping, every look and face the figure of Arini who has ravaged his heart. Whether what happens to the heart of the Imam is just a sense of baper or if mamang has fallen in love with Arini.
" Assalamualaikum." said the Imam to Arini who was playing with Aisya and AL in the front yard of the big house.
" Walaikumsalam, ehhh papa go home tuu Aisya dear."
The heart of the Imam is increasingly rustling made, the smile and sincerity of Arini really make the Imam crazy.
" O Allah, why should I love him. I know it's wrong, but I can't help my feelings either. Why should the emptiness of my heart be filled by Arini."
The Imam in his heart.
As hard as the Imam tried, Arini's shadow always disturbed his mind.
" I'm sorry, Rin. Every day you have to bother taking care of Aisya too."
" It doesn't bother you at all, Mom. Same with anyone. I'm the parent, it's only natural that Aisya needs to take care of me." Arini answered giving Aisha to the Imam.
" Yes, Aisya. Aisya is also happy here with mother and sister AL." Arini continued speaking to Aisya who was chattering ria with an alarming smile.
Again Arini made the Imam amazed. Moreover, now the Imam can see Arini's face from a fairly close distance.
Although not meeting each other bring their eyes together. But, Arini's beautiful smile and twinkle eyes successfully make his heart not careless.
Fortunately, when Fa'i came, at least the Imam could control the beating of his heart. And eliminate the awkwardness in him if caught by Arini. Because of silence, she cautions and admires her beautiful face.
" Hey, Mam. How did you come home from the hospital.?" tanya Fa'i who had not seen the Imam in the hospital all day.
" Ooo, I went to hospital XY so it was a little late to go home, "the priest replied, turning his eyes from Arini to Fa'i.
Fa'i was holding the AL from earlier sitting with a distoler anther, biting - bite the toy in his hand.
Arini went into the kitchen making drinks for the two hot daddies. While the two men, busy chatting with Aisya and AL.
It must be admitted that the Imam felt bad for Fa'i. Although accidentally fell in love with his best friend's wife. But, a feeling of guilt enveloped his heart.
He was well aware, had betrayed his best friend. Regardless of the reason, the priest cannot do it.
The priest did not want or intend to seize or destroy the Fa'i and Arini household. However, he was also unable to betray his heart.
His love for Arini is sincere. It was wrong of him to fall in love with someone's wife. Isn't falling in love the right of every human being.?
It may be true not to fall in love with the wrong, however, to whom it used to be in love it can be justified.
Indeed LOVE is a clean and holy gift, but love that mingles with sin is not a gift but will be a TEST.
The Imam's attitude towards Fa'i was slightly changed, there was no closeness like before. The priest, indeed began to keep his distance from Fa'i as well as Arini. Not because of jealousy or envy. But, solely - the eyes he did to suppress his feelings on Arini. Also guilt for the betrayal of his heart.
" I'm sorry Fa, I'm not a good friend to you. Where there are friends who fall in love with the wife of his own best friend." Imam's house on the way home.
Never in her shadow, her love journey can be this complicated. She used to have to hold back and endure the long wait to have Sabina her first love.
Now, in the emptiness of his heart and the loneliness of his life, why did he fall in love with a woman who was forbidden to love. And get caught up in a love triangle like this.
The priest threw his body, in his bed, the shadow of Arini flashed in his imagination.
In each of his prostrations, the Imam always asked his Lord to remove his feelings for Arini. However, somehow the feeling was even more entrenched in his heart. What demon made him this way, I don't know.
" Astafirullah, why is my heart like this? Arini, what is inside you? The more I hold back my feelings, the more I'm crazy about you."
For a moment the Imam, thinking of going away from all this madness. He was still sane enough not to commit any more sins.
Especially if his feelings are realized by others. I can't imagine what chaos will bring.
" Can I come in, son?" ask the Goddess. The mother of the Imam doctor who saw the restlessness of the child was merely his puppet. He had long been aware of his son's ever-fidgeting demeanor and gloomy look.
" Haa, "The shocked Imam woke up from the fall, then nodded slowly at his mother.
" What's up, son? Are you still unable to recieve Sabina's departure.?"
The priest of Manggeleng is his head. Exhaling his coarse breath, trying to be calm. Maybe he needs to tell his mother, ask for advice or at least share the burden in his heart.
" That's not Mom. I have accepted Sabina's departure. But, someone who made me fall in love again."
The mother who does not know who her son means, actually smiled happily because she thought her son had found a substitute woman who would make him happy.
" Lha, isn't a person in love supposed to be happy huh? How, you even nelangsa gini.?" canda bu Dewi chuckles at the anger on the Imam's face.
" How to be happy ma'am, the priest fell in love with a married woman.!"
Deg, man,
Mother Goddess who heard it, shocked not a bitch. His proud son fell and was caught in this state. Forbidden love that should not be allowed to drag on - late.
" Who is he, son?" his mother softly rubbed the Imam's arm. Because he knew his son didn't exist - there for this kind of weird problem.
" Huuffff....."
" Arini ma'am." said the Imam, and Bu Dewi again made a shock with the name that had just been mentioned Imam. A few moments later, however, he smiled.
" Mom must admit, your feelings are wrong and sinful. But, I'm not surprised that you can fall for Arini's son."
The priest furrowed his brows hearing his mother's words.
" Arini is a very nice woman and deserves to be loved. Which man will not fall in love when he is near. But, my son, this feeling is not right. You have to forget it, there will be many hearts that are betrayed if your feelings are known to others. Especially the Fa'i your friendship will be ruined by it."
The priest was downcast, all his mother's words were true. He realized all of that from the beginning. But, he was also unable to withstand the turmoil of his sense of sadness.
" The priest must how ma'am, so that the Imam forgets Arini.?"
" Go away from them for a while. And draw closer to Allah so that everything is made easier. "
The instincts of a mother cannot be denied. Everything he thought, he could easily feel. His advice is the same as his own plans.
Maybe this is the way, the prayers and blessings of the mother will make everything facilitated by Allah SWT.
" It's complicated your love story, son. May you have the love of an angelic hearted woman who will make you happy in the afterlife."
the Inner Mother Goddess prayed for her beloved son. In fact he was very sad about what experienced his son's Imam. A mother wants only the best for her child.
The Mother Goddess simply did not want her child to fall into a demonic lust that would persuade her to act even further. Remembering the emptiness and fragility of his heart at this moment.
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