
"yes GOD, did I wrongly love my own husband. Why does loving her have to be this sick? I'm sorry doctor Fa'i, because I love you. I can't be honest about how I feel about you. I just want you to be happy with the people you love. Maybe this is how I love you, by letting you be happy with her. *Ta*pi is not in this wrong way." Arini's inner still crying on the floor, her head leaning against the bed in her room.
Her heart really hurt her husband, her first love, never tried to accept her until now. Until finally Arini went up to the bed and tried to close his eyes. Wishing everything that happened during these nearly 3 months, was his dream. Too painful to remember, too bitter memories heartbreaking.
Drett...
fa'i's phone vibrated while he was still pensive at the dinner table. And spread the Fa'i daydream. At once he was shocked by the name of the Imam who contacted him.
" Assalamualaikum mam, what's wrong?"
" Walaikumsalam, can come out for a while I have a cafe sebrang street Your apartment"
" Can, but there's no Sabina right?" tanya Fa'i made sure because she was not ready to face Sabina.
"Let me know what to do" replied the Imam across the street, who seemed to understand his friend well.
It is not until 10 minutes Fa'i has arrived at the cafe on foot. It felt like Fa'i needed someone to listen to all the turmoil in him.
"Assalamualaikum mam, I'm sorry a long time."
" Walaikumsalam, it's okay! sitting drinking tuu, I pesenin capucinno hot" replied the smiling Imam seeing Fa'i so messy.
" Well, Arini, she's okay, right? " the priest continued after Fa'i sat down and took a sip of the hot capucinno. Fa'i exhaled slowly, setting his heart.
" So he fainted, we talked. He asked her the truth about the relationship between me and Diana."
"Then how did Arini respond ?"
" I'm sorry Fa, how is your relationship with Diana?"
" Diana and I still love walking together like they used to, but I actually told her I was married. But he doesn't mind about it."
" And you're enjoying the relationship?"
Fa'i nodded his mind slowly - completely chaotic.
" It seems you are still obsessed with Diana. But it's Fa, you're married you shouldn't obey your ego and obsession. Try to open your heart to Arini she is halal to you, not Diana. Do not let your heart and mind be filled with lust and seduce the devil. Remember the Fa the promise of God is true" said the Imam trying to remind his friend.
"Astagfirullah, you're right Mam." Fa'i bowed in lethargy to remember all his sins to his wife Arini, who sincerely accepted them. So patient to face all cold attitudes and do not care about him.
" You should understand better what you should do next. But, yes Fa if I were you, I would prefer Arini she was more everything than Diana. If you accept Arini's request to marry Diana it is up to you that you will surely be silent with Sabina and Mbak Amira." joked Imam at the end of the advice and advice for his friend and sister-in-law. Fa'i smiled too
" You're right, Mam, horrified that they were raging. Thank you, Mama."
"Ooyaa, Fa if I think this, it seems that Arini already loves you very much. The proof is that he asked you to marry Diana. Maybe that's how Arini loves you.."
" But when I asked him if he loved me, he said he didn't love me." Fa'i sipped back on his nearly cold drink.
" Old man is still a fool you Fa, in situations like this where he might confess his feelings. Bucin's base "the mink of the Priest who laughs at the folly of Fa'i. Fa'i who realized it was only scratching the nape of his neck that was not itchy..
Thank you for waiting for the next chapter....