How I Love You Season 1 And 2..

50. Sadness tucked in happiness.

Happiness is so obvious on both faces of this couple. The beloved son is given a line of names that are conditioned by the prayers of his parents.

Al - Lukman Hashif Aqmar.

The handsome baby will be called baby Al.

Many doctors are also curious nurses who want to see baby Al which some say is very handsome. Inherited the beautiful faces of both his parents.

Moreover, the baby was the son of the doctor part of this hospital. The idol doctor.

That afternoon, several nurses and female doctors visited Arini's treatment room. Actually not to visit him, rather they were curious about the son of their idol doctor.

It turns out that baby AL photos have been spread in mensos among hospital workers.

One of the midwives who helped deliver yesterday, has photographed baby AL. So the hospital is in an uproar about it.

" God, what a handsome baby." Said senior nurse who became assistant doctor Fa'i surgical dipolyclinic.

Arini and Fa'i only replied with a smile. Gratitude for the presence of baby AL is multiplying, because it brings happiness to others as well.

" Well, just one day old was already an idol. Can beat his father's fame." Said the Imam who arrived - arrived in, after some nurses who visited earlier came out.

" It could be you, Mama."

" Oyaa, the Imam. How's Aisya doing? I haven't seen you in a week, miss me." Arini

" Aisha, Alhamdulilah well. There is now AL, Rin. "

" Yes, there is an AL. But, my affection for Aisya will not change. Aisha is also my daughter. I love Aisya as much as I love AL."

The priest, who heard Arini's words, was moved. Almost her tears melted.

Instantly her memory of Sabina came back to her memory. Memory of the expression of affection to the baby before giving birth and go for - long, at the same time.

" Whatever happens, I will fight for our child to be born safely. Mas, if later I can't survive, Mas don't have to be sad. Because there is an Arini who will love our daughter. Like he loves his own son."

And it turns out that those words are true. Maybe when he said that Sabina already had a premonition of his death.

" Mam, what's wrong with you? " tanya Fa'i who saw the change in the Imam's facial expression. An expression of sadness like a few months ago.

" Haha, no. Just remember Sabina, maybe I miss her too much."

Fa'i and Arini also became sad because of it. The bitter memories of Sabina's departure were so capable again disturbed their happiness.

" Ehhh, sorry - sorry. I even make the atmosphere so sad gini. " said the Imam with a sweet smile to hide his sadness.

I wish I could bring back that happiness. But it can't be completely. There is a heart that is still wounded, the guilt back to disturb the mind and calmness of his heart.

Arini realized what happened to her husband. That smile of happiness just disappeared. Replaced with, the same grief as at Sabina's death.

Recognizing an atmosphere that no longer makes everyone feel comfortable. But thank you for going from there.

Moreover, the tears that were being held in his eyes, almost bursting unstoppable.

" Well, now can you tell me everything. About Sabina's passing " said Arini approaching her husband.

Fa'i was standing by the window facing out on the 7th floor of the hospital. His heart wound seemed to re-enact, His guilt seemed to tear his heart apart.

Fa'i let out a rough sigh, looking at the wife's eyes implying a plea.

" Maybe by telling everything, it will reduce the guilt that you feel ", said Arini rubbed her husband's arm.

" But Rin _ "

" Well, now I've given birth what else to worry about. You've been hiding everything because you didn't want me to be afraid."

The flashback

*Fa'i POV

At that moment I rushed to the operating room, I chanted a thousand steps. To get there soon.

Sabina, my sister should undergo the Caesearea Section as soon as possible. Or better known as a cesarean section.

Because the amniotic fluid has seeped these few days, whereas the estimated day of birth is still a week away. Although the baby in the womb is fine, but the situation of Sabina is worrisome.

His blood pressure and HB in his body is quite low. Though not it is one of the triggers of bleeding during normal labor or SC.

When I entered the operating room, I actually felt bad. I was hesitant to go down directly to handle the operation with Dr. Rahma. Sp. Obgyns.

I'll convince myself, everything will be fine. I prayed for a moment. I also saw Sabina smiling at me, while the Priest beside her clasped his wife's hand.

The SC procedure has already begun. Again, I hesitate to do so. I'm not usually like this. However, given that there is a life in there that I should probably save immediately.

Dr. Rahma and I began our work. After the surgery, Rahma's doctor proceeded to remove the baby.

Tiiiiiiittt....

The minitor patient's voice broke my concentration. That's a sound that indicates something is wrong in this operation process.

" Doctor, the patient's heartbeat stops. So is his breath. " Said Anis doctor Anastesi who also accompanied us.

As my body went limp, the medical device in my hand just fell out of my hand. My eyes were fixed on the panicked Imam, calling out the name Sabina.

" The patient has an amniotic fluid embolism, Doc.!

Panic occurred in that room.

Dr. Rahma immediately took action to restore the patient's heartbeat and breathing. While the male nurse was busy closing the incision of the scalpel.

The baby girl has been handled by the midwife there. While I helped Dr. Rahma fight to restore Sabina's heartbeat.

However, the attempt failed. The embolism has taken Sabina's life. Emboli is actually very rare, but it has a fatal impact if this complication occurs as experienced by Sabina.

Embilo itself, is susceptible to occur in pregnant women who suffer from several disorders during pregnancy. One of them was Sabina.

Amniotic fluid embolism that occurs during the operation, is the entry of amniotic fluid into the open blood feather called Embolus.

And what happened to Sabina was not noticed by the team of doctors. Embolus that occurs directly to the blood feathers in the heart. Which makes the heart and breath stop suddenly. The result is a sudden death of the mother.

I really feel the most careless human being right now. Why don't I carefully examine Sabina's true state.

Why can't my hand save my sister, even this hand is what brought Sabina to her death.

I was really tormented by all this guilt, trauma and sadness. Makes me feel like the dumbest and most flippant human being.

I cursed myself. I wondered What else I could be proud of in my current profession. Profession of a surgeon. Best graduate in Landon. I failed, I failed.

But it was the Imam who brought me from my guilt. Why should the Imam, I don't know. He should have been angry, hated me or even sued me with the accusations of Mal Paktek.

***Flashback Off.

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I'm sorry, if the author knows anything about medicine.

It is also called the fictional novel. Please forgive.

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