How I Love You Season 1 And 2..

46. Birth and loss

Arriving in the front hall of the operating room, Arini saw all members of his family, waiting for the birth of a new member of the family.

"Assalamualaikum."

" Walaikumsalam" replied everyone there. There was Umi, Abi, Mbak Amira and Sabina's two in-laws.

Arini then greeted them one by one.

" How was the check, honey?" Umi asked, who told Arini to sit next to her, holding her daughter-in-law's hand.

" Thank God, Umi. Everything is good." replied Arini while returning the grasp of her in-laws.

Since Umi and Abi decided to stay in Bandung, some months ago. This was his first time meeting his two parents-in-law.

I don't know what's going on. Arini refuses to ask about the situation of Sabina and her baby.

He saw the faces of anxiety from the people there. It made him start thinking no.

" Well you're good Bin. May Allah protect you and your baby.!" inner Arini.

Before long Fa'i came out of the operating room. All eyes were on him, but Fa'i slowly approached Umi who was still sitting with Arini.

Somehow, how did Fa'i expression from behind the mask that still partially covered his face.

Arini, who saw her husband's eyes, felt that something bad had happened to Sabina.

Fa'i took off his mask, kneeling in front of Uminya. Staring at Umi with a flat face that is difficult to interpret.

" Fa, how's your sister doing.?" ask Umi who is as calm as possible to control her emotions.

" I'm sorry, Umi" said Fa'i shaking his head and his eyes began to get wet.

Then hugged Uminya tightly. Makes the mood more filled with sadness.

Abi, Amira and Sabina's two in-laws held their breaths for a moment, closing their eyes. As reassuring as you are, this is not bad news.

Fa'i let go of his embrace, looking at the face of the mother who was ready to hear what was really happening. Fa'i took a deep breath. Maybe set the heart and words to be conveyed to Umi and others.

" Umi, Sabina's gone.!"

The news was like lightning striking everyone's eardrums.

At once Umi was instantly helpless, as was Amira. Panic also occurred there. Before long some nurses came carrying a gurney, after Fa'i shouted to them.

" Dear.!" call Fa'i slowly, approaching his wife who is still sitting there.

While her husband had just approached her, after confirming the condition of Umi and Mbak Amira. It's been fine - all right.

Arini did not look, her eyes were blank. However, it was clear that his eyes were inundated with tears that were ready to spill.

Maybe, Arini was trying to hold him back. Although very lost. But, Arini tried not to cry about the departure of her best friend.

Sabina left, returning to the Creator in a very beautiful way. The struggle of a truly noble woman. And God has promised heaven to women like Sabina.

" We're going home, huh." invite Fa'i to grab Arini's fingers. Then hold it tightly.

Without answering, Arini got up from her seat. Followed by the husband who looked at him pity. He also felt a deep loss. But, Arini may be more lost the figure of a good friend who does not see who he is.

Arini quickly turned to face her husband and hugged him. The crying that had been detained had finally broken out as well.

Arini was sobbed in the arms of her husband who ended up crying there too.

Fa'i doesn't know how to calm his wife. Because to be honest, Fa'i was so beaten up and felt guilty. He failed to save his sister. The brother who always thinks about his happiness.

Only a tight hug they were able to give. As an expression of mutual strengthening. Because words cannot be spoken by the lips of both.

The priest was pensive beside the body of his beloved wife, from his face was clearly painted sadness. His eyes were wet, but no tears were left on his face. He did not want to cry in front of his wife's body. Sabina's departure was a severe blow to an Imam.

In the presence of the baby, the Imam must also lose his wife, first love, and mother of his daughter.

However, the Imam is aware of the power of Allah ta'alla.

Every living thing will die.

Everyone is sad, losing is painful. However, Faith and fear in the heart make them rely on God.

Hearts may be easy to say. But, the ordinary human heart was too fragile. It's hard to do. For the Imam and others, now just rely and believe in all the almighty decrees. Allah SWT owns everything.

The funeral was completed. Now the figure of Sabina who is always cheerful and smiling happily, has been gone for a long time. His body was buried in a red earth vortex, which is now his last bed.

Who wouldn't want to go back to the creator in such an amazingly beautiful way. Sabina Elysia A'hariq bint Umar Hadi Assalam.

Ba'da Isya, after the funeral, Fa'i and the Imam sat pensively on the side. There was no silence as usual. Two good friends always share their stories. But this time the two were silent, somewhere their minds were wandering.

Fa'i exhaled softly. Then began to break the silence between them.

" I'm sorry.!"

" It is not your fault the Fa." said the Imam after a while did not say the words of his friend.

" For so long, with God's permission, my hand has been able to save hundreds of lives on the operating table. But today God will not allow me to save my own brother's life." Fa'i said in a raucous voice holding back the crying that had been detained earlier.

" We're just living this Fa's life, I've lost Sabina so much. But, our daughter is more lost. She had not seen the figure of her mother, yet felt the gentle touch of her hand. Nor have any good memories with him." The Imam's plan that looks more like it is facing this severe ordeal.

" God has a more beautiful plan, behind this trial. Humans can plan. But God determines." Said Abi umar who came to them both.

" All of us, love him. Sad to lose Sabina. But God loves Sabina more ", Abi continued.

Fa'i and the Priest only lowered their heads, now all one could do was study sincerely. Iklas accepts God's destiny. A soul mate to death was written in Lauh mahfudz before man was born into the world.

Clack, klekk,

the sound of Fa'i's room door opening from the outside. Then came the geeper from behind that door.

" No, sleep baby.?"

Fa'i closed the door, then walked up to Arini who was sitting leaning back while reading the Quran in his hand.

Arini closed the Quran and shook her head

" Waitunjin mas." Arini smiled even though sadness still enveloped her heart.

But, Arini knew her husband bore heavier pikis. The sorrow mixed with guilt in his heart.

" Where are you from.?"

Instead of answering Fa'i, he hugged Arini tightly. Suddenly her crying broke right then and there.

Grief, loss and guilt for his failure mixed into one in his mind. Arini understood the condition of her husband.

Anyone would feel the same way, when failing to save a loved one. Unimaginable, how she felt. Seeing his beloved sister, had to lay down his life in front of him. Moreover, his hand was unable to save his sister's life.

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