
" Yeah.....!" arini's scream echoed. Then the next second it all felt dark for Arini. I don't know what happened, after that.
Tiiit.
The sound of the operating room monitor accompanies the tense moments that must be lived someone at the table. The eight-person team of doctors is concentrating on saving the life of a patient who died an hour ago.
A tragic and terrible accident saw the victims covered in blood. Could they be saved? I don't know.
In another room, a female victim of the accident was seen, still unconscious. The injuries were not serious.
Meanwhile, the very handsome boy toddler was beyond help. Poor little family, an accident makes that happiness disappear.!
Slowly Arini, one of the victims, walks into an ICU room. Walking in a fist - goopoh, because of the wounds he suffered. Arini approached the patient's bankar, instantly her tears broke.
Her tears flowed so hard. When he saw his beloved man unconscious. The head was wrapped in bandages, as well as medical devices attached almost all over his body. Arini doesn't know what all the tools are for. All she knew was that the hose was a medical device that could help the organs in her husband's body to function.
His legs felt weak so they could not support his own body. Crush him near the bankar.
What other temptation does the creator give him. Arini, down on Fa'i's back.
" Mommy, wake up I'm sorry.!"
" AL, um. Our son..!" Arini could not continue his words. His shoulders trembled withstanding the obvious thrust - clearly unable to hold back.
After undergoing surgery on his head for almost 5 hours, the doctor did declare Fa'i's condition in a coma.
Given how terrible the accident was, Arini immediately felt guilty with the lie that made it all happen.
If I hadn't lied to you, I wouldn't have hidden everything I knew. Surely we will not experience all this mas.! I regret the lies and hide the fact that I have to pay dearly like this. I lost my son and now you're like this.
In a cold room dominated by white and only the sound of electrogaram that accompanies. Fa'i, I don't know when he'll open his eyes.? Only regular breathing because the help of medical devices is still a sign the man is still alive.
Arini, who was still loyal beside him, never stopped to hope and pray that the husband quickly woke up long.
A small Quran and prayer beads are always faithful in his hands. Hoping for the chanting of the holy scriptures to light the heart of every Muslim, able to bring his heart sincerely accept this situation.
Moreover, there is nothing he is capable of doing at this time but praying, honoring the creator. Hope it all passes soon.
" Rin, eat yuuk first! " take Amira. Arini just shook her head.
" Mom knows and understands the sadness you feel. But you also have to take care of your health. If you're sick who will take care of Fa'i?"
Arini still doesn't budge. Although three days have passed, but Arini seems to have not forgiven himself. Everything happened because of his dishonesty.
Amira, who also felt guilty, embraced Arini. In the end Arini roared blowing all the tightness in his heart. His shoulders shook signifying how heavy his psychic burden was at the moment.
" You're not wrong Rin. Mistaken brother for forbidding you to tell Fa'i everything. I'm sorry, Rin.!"
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There is nothing else Arini does every day. In addition to spending time in that room. Accompany her husband and hope one day when that time comes. Fa'i her husband would wake up from his very long sleep.
This was already the seventh day, where Fa'i was lying on top of the hospital bankar. All that remained was a belief and hope that Fa'i would open his eyes. Realizing that Arinu regretted everything and she so missed her husband's warm embrace.
" Wake up, Mom. I need you mas, only mas I have now."
Arini's hand stuck forward rubbing her husband's face so calm.
" I don't miss the same as me. Wouldn't you apologize to me? Are you still angry with me?"
There is no answer there is only a regular breath of Fa'i and a numb heart. Ari Arini's eyes again inundated the matany fertilizer, until finally spilled over her increasingly thin cheeks.
She held her husband's hand once more, hoping he would return the grip. While peeling the back of the hand long enough. Instantly his body shook violently because of the sobbing and tightness of the chest that could not be held.
" It is enough that God has punished me for my wrongdoing with you by taking AL out of my arms. I beg you to hold on for me. I promise I'll never hide anything from you again. Even if it'll hurt you. " Arini took a deep breath and continued the outpouring of her heart.
" I'm willing to do anything to make up for all my mistakes. But, wake up first. I miss, mas.!"
Arini stared intently at Fa'i towards Fa'i while occasionally looking at the electrodiogram machine that showed her husband's heartbeat there.
Arini's tears seemed endless. He no longer knows what to do. The rest of his patience was almost thin. Shaking weakly, Arini closed her eyes and muttered a line of prayer that she always said in her heart at all times.
Arini was a little tired of crying then, before Arini finally came out of there with all the fear of losing again.
True said Mbak Amira as sad as anything, Arini must still maintain his health. She didn't want to when her husband woke up, not her first time.
I give everything only to you, O Allah. If the servant is allowed to beg again, the servant wants the husband of the servant back. I know, You are loving, loving. Allow the servant to once again improve himself to be a good wife to the servant husband. Aamiins.
As a prayer from her heart, there was nothing more she wanted than the healing of her husband. Although the doctor said the possibility was very small. But God determines everything.
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Happy lebaran all. Sorry to be born and to. 🙏🙏🙏