
" Mother mas, mother and mother Ani mas, they went to leave me." replied Arini who continued to cry in the arms of Fa'i. Hearing him Fa'i understood what was happening.
" Patient, I know it's heavy. But do you doubt the power of God. And you will not be alone there is a mas, who will always be with you. "
fa'i's simple speech made her a little calmer. Slowly Arini exhaled her breath, winning her over. In her husband's arms.
" During a moment, I find out if there is a flight there, Tonight too. have not cried anymore." said Fa'i full of tenderness and wipe the tears on his wife's cheeks.
After searching through the Xxxx application, Fa'i finally got the fastest flight tomorrow morning at 4. But it's okay it's better.
Arini was silent overnight with tears that continued to shine on her cheeks. He didn't even sleep at all. Fa'i had persuaded him repeatedly that Arini sleep even though only briefly.But, free this time Arini really - really difficult to talk to. He only thought about his mother and brother.
Fa'i glanced at the watch on his right wrist. At 3 am, they arrived at the airport. Together with Imam, Mbak Amira, mas Haris and Abi only participated. The situation of Sabina who was pregnant young and Umi's health condition declined late - late. Makes him unable to participate.
Arini still silently did not flinch, not a word was thrown from her mouth. Fa'i was so sad and could not bear to see his wife like this.
Arini's hand was held very tightly, and occasionally wipe his wife's tears with tissue given by Amira who helped strengthen Arini's heart by rubbing Arini's back.
At exactly 6am they all arrived at Arini's mother's house. Arini immediately gathered near the bodies of the two people she loved. Her husband also rested there holding Arini in his arms. Fa'i could feel his wife's sadness.
No one can deny, losing parents and siblings simultaneously must have been so stifling.
" Mother "
"Bak Ani "
" Why are you stayingin' me huuu"
Arini was devastated to lose them, and a regret because at their last moment, Arini was not near her mother and sister.
" Of course, yes Rin. You know you are very sad. We are all sad and lost. But you have to accept it. This has become the stipulation of ALLAH SWT. " Said Ms. Amira who accompanied Arini in her room. After the funeral was over and the petakziahs were home.
Arini still did not budge, even though she had stopped crying. But, his gaze was empty no matter where he thought wandering.
Klekkk, kr,
The sound of the door knob of Arini's room was opened from the outside, then Fa'i entered after talking with Anto and other families.
" Sir, first the Fa!" continued Amira who only got a nod from Arini earlier.
" Yes, my heart - other hearts too. I'm sorry I can't. I can't leave Arini in this condition. "
After Amira left from there Fa'i approached Arini who rested his head on the headboard of the bed.
" Dear, don't cry and you have to accept all this" said Fa'i pulling Arini in his arms.
He stroked the back of Arini, who had now wrapped her hand around her husband's waist. This is what Arini needs at this time, the warm embrace of the husband who is able to be a backrest that provides peace for him.
.................
It has been days since the incident, Arini still dissolved in his sadness, even though he has now returned to the apartment. Fa'i the husband had tried to comfort and advise her. But still Arini was silent as if part of his soul was gone.
She no longer comes to school to teach, every day just at home lamenting the departure of her mother and sister.
No matter what and no longer care much less taking care of herself and her husband. Arini was really depressed because of all that.
" Rin, I know you're devastated by the passing of Ani's mother and mother. But you must be sincere, this has become God's decree. "
fa'i slowly approached Arini who was sitting at the table for breakfast. But, Arini did not budge at all, his right hand just stirred - stir the food on the plate.
Seeing Arini who was always silent did not respond to him at all, making Fa'i scoop his face riled. His patience had run out and the emotions he had held back these few days had finally exploded.
" Sampai kapan kamu mau seperti ini Arini ? Ini sudah hampir 2 minggu. Heeeh, mana Arini yang dulu , Arini yang selalu sabar, dan percaya pada TuhanNya. Arini yang dewasa yang mampu menjalani segala cobaan hidupnya. Apa kamu mau menjadi seorang muslim yang jauh dari Tuhannya. Ibu dan mbak Ani pasti kecewa dengan kamu yang seperti ini. " Kata Fa'i yang menaikan intonasi suaranya karena marah pada sikap Arini.
" I'm also disappointed by your attitude, Arini. " continued Fa'i who went straight to the hospital leaving Arini himself who was crying it.
Arini digested all the words of her husband earlier, while continuing to cry in her prayers. Arini asked Allah's forgiveness SWT, for all his actions that do not reflect a servant who believes in all the ordinances of his Lord.
Now he realized all the mistakes of being too late in grief. She was guilty of not caring about her husband.
Sorry yaa hangedin same Author. hhhh
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