How I Love You Season 1 And 2..

39. Morning sickness ?

Sayup - Adzan's voice mumbles wake Arini who sleeps in Fa'i room of her in-laws' house. Slowly began to close her swollen eyes due to crying for too long. Yes, from yesterday Arini continued to cry if she remembered the words her husband said yesterday.

Slowly Arini got out of her bed to turn on the room lights. However, his head felt swirling. He looked around the room. Until not realizing there are others who are still sleeping in the sofa in the room.

Although her head felt very heavy and her stomach began to feel nauseous, Arini tried to immediately face the creator to carry out His commands. Arini did everything very carefully.

By holding back the nausea that is increasingly becoming. Finally, Arini finished performing the morning prayer 2 rochaat, as soon as Arini greetings immediately ran to the bathroom without removing his face.

Hooeeek...... Hooeeekkkk

Arini vomited all over her stomach. However, since the afternoon there was no food that entered his stomach only water that had been gulped before ablution earlier.

So that comes out only clear liquid mixed with yellowish gastric fluid that is so bitter in the mouth. From the corner of his reddened eyes had escaped the clear liquid that soaked his red cheeks.

Suddenly Arini felt the touch of a hand gently massaging the nape of her neck. The touch of Arini washed her mouth and looked up, How surprised Arini saw the reflection in the mirror in the front of the sink was her husband who was deliberately avoided since yesterday. For a moment their gaze met in the reflection of that mirror.

Hoooeeek.... Hooeeek...

Arini again bowed her head because her stomach again churned pushing the contents inside to come out. Fa'i was still there massaging his wife's neck.

Arini washed her mouth again, then wiped it with tissue. Arini set her breath for a moment. Resisting all the turmoil of his disappointment to Fa'i. Then turned to face the husband who looked at him with a gaze full of regret and pity for seeing Arini so hurt when he should feel very happy as a woman and wife.

" Rin, ." call Fa'i because Arini immediately left her husband as if he did not care about her.

" Arini, forgive mas su_" said Fa'i approaching Arini who took off his face.

" Amorning soon, fast morning prayer." said Arini flat momotong her husband's words and then brushed off the hand of her husband who was holding her arm.

" Yes, pray first." Fa'i hurried to the bathroom to take ablution. Out of the bathroom Fa'i did not find Arini in the room anymore. However, there has also spread prayer mats other prayer equipment for him.

Fa'i commented a smile, because of any anger and a hint of Arini to him. Arini is still a good and understanding wife.

Kleekkk, please,

The sound of the door was right, when Fa'i finished the dawn prayer. Arini stepped in with a glass of warm water in her hand. They were placed near the bed.

" Rin, how are you doing ? Is it still nausea.?" Fa'i asked and stood behind Arini, and then extended his hand to touch Arini's stomach and gently sucker.

Arini remained silent and was reluctant to turn to face her husband. The pain and disappointment is still there. Her eyes closed to hold back her tears that filled her eyes.

" I'm sorry, my words must have hurt you so much. The one who asked you to believe in me. But, even the insensitive mas, do not understand you also do not believe in you. And mas himself who created this misunderstanding until I was not aware of the words mas too painful. Pardon Arini. " Fa'i said with wet eyes, hugging Arini from behind.

Arini was still unmoved, her face lowered.although her tears were not held back anymore and flowed freely wetting her cheeks.

A drop of Arini's tears fell on Fa'i's arm that was still holding her. Fa'i who realized that let go of his embrace. Then turn Arini's body to face him.

" Don't cry baby, you can maki and hit the mas. You can law anything. Please do not cry anymore. Yeah.. !" fa'i wiped away Arini's tears and carried her in his arms.

Seeing Arini crying like that, made Fa'i powerless to hold back her tears. The guilt of his wife and the fear of Arini's shadow will leave him, making him so fragile.

" Mad, I love you so much Rin. You want to forgive mas." continued Fa'i who had not realized Arini Fainted.

" Rin, baby... !" call Fa'i who starts to realize Arini's body is squeezing and there are no more sobs from him anymore.

Once Arini passed out, Fa'i immediately laid Arini on the bed, then looked for wind oil and medical equipment that he still kept dialmari. Like a stethoscope and a tensimeter.

After the examination and Fa'i called out his name, before long Arini began to come to his senses and opened his eyes.

" Alhamdulillah, is it still dizzy." asked Fa'i while helping Arini sit and give a pillow behind his back so that it is comfortable leaning on the headboard of the bed.

Arini simply nodded in response to her husband's question.

" Drink first Rin,...!" fa'i gave me a glass of warm milk. Fa'i had asked Bik Siti to make it.

" I'm sorry, I've made you bother mas." finally Arini voiced and it made Fa'i quite relieved at least Arini did not silence him anymore.

" No hassle, it's my job to take care of you and take care of you" Fa'i smiled as he grabbed Arini's fingers.

" Have you forgiven me, dear."

" No, I'm too mean to say that I don't trust you and all those mas charges are too painful for me.."

" What do you have to do to forgive me.?"

Arini was only silent, but her heart was touched by her husband's earnestness. He realized that all this was just a misunderstanding that occurred because Fa'i could not determine his attitude to Diana. And Arini's late attitude is too sensitive and jealous.

Somehow staring at her husband made Arini unable to hold back her tears again. She finally returned in her husband's arms.

" Now you have only you, but why don't you understand that I'm so afraid of losing you. I'm afraid there's still love for Diana in your heart. I asked you to marry Diana. But that was before I really loved you. Now I don't want you to get too close to him.!"

Arini poured out all her heart, all her fear. Shadow - the shadow of the figure of Diana that always haunts his mind.

Fa'i let his wife express all her anger and grief. While stroking Arini's long hair, Fa'i listened to whatever the wife said.

" Can't I be selfish. Just this time I want to be greedy with you, just this time." Arini continued to immerse her face in Fa'i's chest.

" Yes, darling you have the right to be selfish, you have the right to be greedy. Because it's yours, baby." said Fa'i stretching his arms, then wipe away Arini's tears.

His eyes stared fixedly at his wife's face. Her tongue tidied Arini's hair quite messy, tucking the hair in the left ear of the wife.

" Congratulations Rin, and thank you for giving happiness to me. May you and our future children, the fruit of our love always be healthy and protected by God. Aamiin." slowly Fa'i then kissed Arini's forehead then down to the cheek and down again Arini's lips gently Fa'i landed on his wife's lips.

The act of love as an expression of his love is also his guilt. So deep and so deep that it made the two of them close their eyes enjoying the grill that it made an inexplicable feeling.

But, each time Fa'i kissed her, making Arini's feelings turbulent, his bloodshed and heartbeats worked faster than they should.

Arini admitted defeat with all expressions of love through the actions of her husband. Defeat all the anger in him.