How I Love You Season 1 And 2..

51. The screams of the Imam's heart.

Arini rubbed her husband's arm gently. She knows how her husband feels. However, the incident was not entirely Fa'i's fault. He was just a surgeon who accompanied Rahma's doctor when the operation took place.

SC is not his job. But, Fa'i can't just keep quiet to see the sister undergoing. Although only accompany Rahma doctor. But at least he can confirm the circumstances of his sister.

However, the feeling of guilt watching his sister's life drift is not something that is easily forgotten. Apart from that, as a doctor should not try to save the lives of his patients.

" I know, I've been trying. But, is not all the effort that we do only God will determine. All has passed, mas must forget and iklas. Wasn't the fear I just imagined if what Sabina was going through also happened to me.!"

Fa'i sighed softly, trying to control himself so that his guilt was muffled. No more tears will come and make him weak.

Now that worry has passed. Arini gave birth normally, no obstruction whatsoever. All those fundamental fears have passed. His wife and son are fine.

" I'm glad you care so much and worry about us. But, does not everything belong to God and will surely return to Him." Arini then removed the clear liquid in the corner of her husband's eye.

" Thank you, Rin. "

" We can lose something because of God. Never lose God for something. In the future we will be abandoned by those we care about. Or even we will leave them first. It's all for sure and will happen, not so mas."

Arini smiled looking at the husband's face. Now behind his eyes there was no more burden that filled his mind, in recent months.

Fa'i pulls Arini in his arms. Kissing Arini's head many times. A sense of relief and gratitude for the great favor of God, for sending one of his sons to be his wife.

Thank you, God. Because you sent this righteous woman to your despicable servant. Let your servant continue with him until death do us part. And reunite us both in your heaven.

" Mas is now relieved and the fear that has been overshadowing mas, has disappeared. I am grateful to have a godly wife like you, dear." Fa'i kissed Arini on the forehead.

Arini smiled afterwards, but in her mind now felt envious of Sabina. It was not envy, it was just the kindness of what Sabina did to the world she got everything, and God called her in a very special way.

Elsewhere, a hospital roottop. The priest poured out all his sorrow there. Crying - it happens. Memories of alm. Sabina drained all her emotions.

Honestly, the Imam was so devastated about the departure of his beloved wife. Beautiful memories that have been passed for years are buried with his body.

The Flasback

Several days *before Sabina's departure.

That night the Imam and Sabina were combining the love of the two, in a tempestuous love in the chest.

" Mum, may I ask one thing from you." said Sabina who still wanted to wrestle spoiled in her husband's arms. Drown his face in his field.

" Don't say one thing, whatever it is as long as it doesn't violate the rules of religion, it will fulfill all."

" If only later, I couldn't survive. I beg you, I will seek my true successor - Banar sincerely loves our daughter. H_ dai"

The priest was shocked to immediately enforce his sitting position which was originally leaning on the headboard of his bed.

" I said that if only. That's just angry.!"

" Well, how not to get angry. You're rich, by the way."

Sabina just chuckled, looking at the look on her husband's face that suddenly turned riled up.

" Yes, I'm sorry" said Sabina, peeping her husband's left cheek at a glance.

" Already, smile donk Mas.!" Sabina cupped the Imam's face and faced him.

Suddenly, the smile graced the faces of the two of them. Slowly the priest lowered Sabina's hand to hold and placed her chest, right in her heart.

" This heartbeat only lives for you dear." Lirih Imam stared intensely at Sabina's shady brown bead eyes.

" Never speak like that again. I wouldn't be able to live without you Bin.!" keep the Imam firm.

" But, I used to. If only this were my dear husband. I can't stand it, I don't have to worry that our daughter won't lack a mother's affection. There is an Arini who will love our daughter, just as she loves her own daughter. "

The priest again made his angry face. A hardened jaw stroke shows emotions that are really being held back.

He could not stop thinking, why Sabina always arrived - suddenly talking like that. Whether a pregnant woman who is waiting for labor does think like that.

Flash back Off*.

" Yes, Allah has given you the strength to face all your trials. Why the more day this sense of loss even more becomes. Why did Sabina and I not have the opportunity to feel happiness like Fa'i and Arini." The Imam shouted out his entire heart.

Sometimes the priest is still drowning in his sadness. Her immense love made her weak helpless, living without Sabina.

The priest looks strong in front of others. But, when alone he will challenge Sabina either when pensive, or when dissolved in prayer to the divine robby.

" Because you have not sincerely accepted Sabina's departure."

Shouted someone who came and heard the screams of the Imam's heart. The voice sounded familiar to the Imam.

The shocked priest immediately wiped away his tears. Taking a deep breath to neutralize the emotions within his chest, before turning to look at that person he could guess.

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