How I Love You Season 1 And 2..

38. Seeking you

Fa'i continued to run to find his wife's whereabouts hoping to be around the polyclinic or loby aisle to the hospital yard.

The feeling of guilt that is so very, making him unable to think clearly. After running out of the hospital courtyard, Fa'i scooped his face in disarray. Until the edge of the road in front of the house, there is no sign Arini is still there to just wait for a taxi.

" Dear let's donk pick up the phone.. !" said Fa'i who was increasingly upset because many times trying to contact his wife. But, not lifted at all.

Fa'i kept trying to reach Arini's phone dozens of times. However, it is still the

The wife did not answer at all even dozens of messages and voicemails that she sent were not read or answered.

" Astaqfirullah, Fa'i why your rash attitude is still you maintain. You stupid.!" fa'i said that he cursed himself while shuffling his hair in frustration thinking about how things were and where his wife was.

While elsewhere,

" Why do you accuse me like that. I am jealous of Diana. But, I'm not as petty as you think. I still believe in you, I believe you'll never do anything of the sort. I believe you will not betray me. But why are you so hard accusing me that I never even thought that far. Why mas, why do you have the heart for me mas Fa'i "

Gumah Arini left the hospital using a taxi that happened to pass when Arini got outside the hospital yard, and so into the taxis that Fa'i who ran there kamari looking for his wife also arrived there. Yeah, but it's too late he didn't see Arini because the taxis started running.

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In one corner of the hospital, the Imam contacted Amira about the problem that occurred to Arini and Fa'i.

" Asalamualaikum, Ma'am.!"

" Walaikumsalam, what's wrong, mama.?"

" Mom, can you look for Arini. I'm worried about the situation.?

" What's up with Arini, Mom. Don't make me anxious.!"

The priest sighed, "The Fa'i just hurt Arini's heart, actually just misunderstood. But, Fa'i said I think it hurt Arini's heart."

" What does it mean Mam, "

" I'll explain everything at home!, now I have to find Arini it must be very bad. Moreover, she's pregnant again."

" What's , Arini pregnant.? Follow Amira quickly, though,

" Yes, madam. Ma'am Amira has to find Arini and bring him home. I can't help mbak nyari. Sorry about the mbak."

" Okay, Mam, I understand. I'll look for it now."

Although I don't understand the problem yet. Amira rushed out of her shop. Calling Arini's phone, but no answer.

Amira's mother heads to her sister's apartment, hoping Arini is there. And because Amira knew the password lock the door, mbak Amira also directly entered.

As soon as he entered his eyes were fixed on Arini who was crying on the floor of his open bedroom. Hugging his knees and drowning his face between his knees.

Amira slowly approaches Arini, touching Arini's left shoulder. Then rubbed the head of Arini who was still covered with the hijab.

Surprised by someone's touch on his shoulders and head, Arini reflexively raised his head.

" Mr Amira.." sahut Arini immediately scattered his brother-in-law's embrace. Arini's shoulder shook, his cry became more and more. Then Amira rubbed and patted Arini on the back, trying to calm her sister-in-law.

" To Umi's house, Rin. Let you calm down. And we can take care of you."

" But I don't want Umi_"

Because Arini didn't want her in-laws to know about her household problems with Fa'i. Especially the condition of Umi which is not so good.

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Fa'i rushed back to his apartment. To meet Arini. After parking his car, Fa'i ran as fast as he could to his apartment on the 5th floor.

In his mind just want to immediately maybe embrace Arini his wife. Saying sorry, sorry, and sorry. The enormous guilt made him not care about anything anymore.

Anxiety, guilt and happiness with the pregnancy of the wife really make her feelings mixed.

" Assalamualaikum, Arini where are you dear.? Anastasia...!" call Fa'i looking for every corner of the place, kitchen, room, bathroom, and balcony. However, Fa'i again - again did not meet the figure of the Wife anywhere.

Because 10 minutes ago before Fa'i's arrival. Arini and Mbak Amira have gone from there.

" At least he didn't go far and left me. " Inner Fa'i after opening the door of Arini's closet and still see Arini's clothes are still neatly arranged there.

Because a moment ago he thought, Arini will leave him. Actually imagining that even Fa'i couldn't. However, because Arini did not find there. Making that shadow just come to his mind.

" Where else should I find you, baby. Forgive me, forgive all those words that must have made your heart so sick.!" lirih Fa'i rubbed his face that was getting more and more riled up and was thinking about the situation of his wife who was out of nowhere.

" Yes, Allah of Arini, where are you now dear.? It's late why you haven't come back.!" inner Fa'i who is still waiting for Arini's return.

However, until that night Fa'i could not contact Arini's cell phone, and now his phone was dead.

Fa'i's heart became increasingly unsettled. Although his feelings and heart were not as good as before. For he has begged the Creator for forgiveness for the error of His Message.

" Assalamualaikum, " said the mother of Amira who came with the mas haris and Imam.

" Walaikumsalam, " replied Fa'i who was shocked to see the arrival of the three of them. Especially when Amira looks down at him.

" Sorry, Fa' instead of me meddling in your household affairs, but, I was forced to tell Amira and Mas Haris. Once I'm sorry ya Fa" said the Imam sitting next to Fa'i.

" What's wrong, this is wrong. I was too bad to think of Arini.!"

Suddenly, Amira approached and slapped his sister on the right cheek.

" Funkk..."

Imam and Haris were shocked to see him. They did not expect that Amira would do such a thing.

" That slap is not as painful, Arini's hurt because of your accusation." Amira said she trembled because she was holding back her anger. While Fa'i was only looking down, his eyes began to get wet.

And at least the slap of the Amira mbak it represents Arini. because there is no way Arini would have the heart to do that.

" Fa, we know this is your household business. But we care about you both. This problem may be a misunderstanding. But, here at the root of it all is your attitude towards Diana and your rash attitude." Said Mas Haris who finally spoke advising Fa'i.

" Yes Fa, now throw away your rash attitude. Don't just accuse your wife of goodwill. Try to understand him better, because now for Arini you are everything. He only has you Fa, as someone closest to him." continued the Imam patted Fa'i on the shoulder.

Fa'i just kept silent can't say anything. In his silence he digested every word - the words mas Haris and Imam.

It is true that Fa'i's rash attitude often causes problems for himself. And it's true that now he's the one closest to Arini. The person who is expected to be able to become the back of his heart and life.

It is a place to share joy and sorrow.